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June 27th, 2004 dunno y. dunno y. beginning to lose trust in pple around me. dunno y. beginning to feel so insecure. dunno y. beginning to feel that not everyone can be trusted. really dunno y. jus woke up from a nightmare. sense of loss inside me. i rmb his words. i wil rmb his words. i wil mark his words. such disappointing words. stupid. guo *|a|a|a 3.19pm

June 26th, 2004 no pumpings. this morning met e usual pple for breakfast. but den today got 'new member'.mel lor.keke. today got uniform drill.plus boots. shiok mann.today we first time try out 'new things' okie.shant elaborate so much.e guides noe.hahaha. footdrill was like 2hours plus ba.but no pumpings.gee. lessons was only for a while. den ms koo talked to us den we got dismissed le. den go makan with same pple at mac. qimei gave us 'lessons' afer that.haha. den we went home le. my god.jus heard abt e new system in school. gonna be a torture mann. haven finished homework. better go do now.keke. guo *|a|a|a 5.52pm

hahahahahaha my god.cant stop laughing.dunno y.hahaha.i am jus so jumpy rite now and i really wan to laugh mann.hahaha. well.came back from sther hse not long ago. went dere with min to do cme proj. sther so niceeeeyyy to me can!!?!?!?! buy pizza for me as she has promised. i ate 4 pieces.keke.so niceeeeyyyyy mann.yummy. =p thanks thanks sther.dun so gan dong thou.hahahaha. and min uh.hmmm.thanks la.thanks for letting me noe e truth la okie?is not you tell me de wat.so you didn let anyone down.ahem.you noe wat i saying.lol. *|a|a|a hahaha.is i heard de.not your fault.haha. but anw is his loss la okie.dunno how to realize my inner beauty.my god.dumb uh.hahaha.okie la.enough of my bhb-ness.keke. oh ya.sther uh.thanks for your maskbar and 2 cans of coca cola oso.i am so bloated and i blif i can really get fat mann.hahaha. and erm siti uh.aka my honey.thanks mann.thou i cant make you my les partner.but be rest assured.i wont cry.never.at least wont be for.you noe.e thing that happened.haha...

niteeeeyyyy so late. and i'm so tired. heavy eyelids. today is a happy day for me k. cos so many pple care for me k. and cos i seem to noe something inside me k. haha.dunno wat i talking. maybe only me myself understands. but i noe that i noe myself. haha. niteeyyyy. guo *|a|a|a 12.06am

Janet Jackson - Doesn really matter Janet Jackson Doesn't Really Matter Hmm, he-he Oh, hey Doesn't matter (It doesn't matter) Doesn't matter at all Doesn't matter what your friends are telling you Doesn't matter what my family's saying too It just matters that I'm in love with you It only matters that you love me too It doesn't matter if they won't accept you I'm accepting of you and the things you do Just as long as it's you Nobody but you, baby, baby My love for you, unconditional love too Gotta get up, get up Get up, get up, get up and show you that it¡­ Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing Cause I'm in love with the inner being And it doesn't really matter what they believe What matters to me is you're in love with me Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing Cause I'm in love with the inner being And it doesn't really matter what they believe What matters to me is you're nutty-nutty-nutty fo...

blah. wil a person really fall sick or something if he/she bottles everything ne?got such thing? if yes. den i really dun feel like bottling up le. i'm so tired mann. feel so uneasy when i dun c him. bleahx. guo *|a|a|a 10.56pm

*|a|a|a i dun like him le. =) guo *|a|a|a 12.55pm

sian sian sian sian sian sian. stil haven done my chinese homework. oh ya.art oso.siannnnn mann. haiz.siti uh.haven replied me. tml maybe must go sther house do proj le. cant go out with mic le. cos tml stil must go buy prezzies. haiz.sian mann.lol. he nv replied my msgs. dunno is not anymore. or is it jus temporary. shrugs. haiz.i'm tired of finding excuses to sms him. really tired. other den that.i dunno wat to do. i aint as brave as michelle.lol. maybe i really regretted wat i have and haven done earlier ba. shrugs. guo *|a|a|a 3.46pm Currently listening to: Jay's shanghai 1943

hot. weather very hot.must drink lotsa water.heh. stil in e camp mood mann.keke. today spent most time with mel. of cos la.she my bestest best friend in guides kkz!! lol.gee. den uh.we talked so much crap today.haha. but i enjoyed in our conver mann.hahaha. my god.michelle talking to him.lol. anw.tonight must have a nice sleep le. den tml must finish homework le. thou a bit e behind time.obviously lor.keke. sleep early. niteyyy. Zzzzz. guo *|a|a|a 9.38pm

so funnnnnnn!!!! back from camp!!!! so fun mann. *grinz* yesterday morning met same pple at 7am. same pple means jh min sther n sheena lor.gee. den we ate very light breakfast.den went to school. den fall in la den got classified into groups. i was in group 3!!!! yay!! got qian tu one kkz!!! group members were sther yingqi samantha xiu fang and azira.dun really noe e rite spelling.keke. facilitator was jaslyn!!! she so niceeeeyyyy mann. =) first thing of cos was ice breakers lor. i so crazy abt that.dunno y.keke.so darn fun anw.we merged with mel's group.yeppies.nice one na! den in e end everyone played games lor. ex seniors came back.heard that they were so happy for e whole day when we greeted them.hahahaha. wad e.saw him.hope he didn c me thou. lunch was not so niceeeyyy le.nasi lemak.but better den last yr's ug camp de nasi lemak.smelt of insect repellent.heh. after that we got e firelighting stuff.weather was so hot.heh. den pon 3hrs of e camp cos got com class. after that...

pek cek!!! wad e.so pek cek mann.something annoying and amusing. i lost my pe shorts!!!! stupid la.need them for camp on mon and tue!! better find them by today.haiz. jus now last min went to malaysia for dinner. dunno wat that place called. near e sea anw.nice one na.niceyyyy food.keke. den so fun anw.wind kept blowing. den saw swallows.but no bird nest.hahaha. but den is near swamps.so got many mudskippers. kkz.short entry.i wan my shorts!!!! =x siGning off as mrs dmJ *grinz* 9.43pm

hOttt weather. cant go malaysia today le. papa say maybe wil have traffic jam.shrugs. jus now went to cut my hair.finally.not so hot le.heh. later must go pack stuff for camp le.sian.heh. hope gonna be interesting. but den after e camp den next few days stil must do project. maybe go sther house do. den must go limin house do e chinese thing.perhaps. den monday school reopen.so fast mann. i haven finished my 4 zhou ji!!! keke. cant sleep til late late le.gee. okie.short entry for now. wan go play games first.gee. *|A|A|A siGning off as mRs dmJ. *grinz* 1.45pm

packed schedule? finally.my camp stuff almost all ready le. only left with detergent and sponge.heh. busy siarh.stil got homework haven finish. wed should be tired.so must stay at home. thu maybe must go sther house do project. den mic jus now sms me ask me wan go out. i dun wan to reject her.but dunno free or not. afterall i haven seen my bestest fren for soooo long le. i miss her mann.but bo bian.packed schedule. but den since tml and tue got camp. dun think so much abt other stuff first.gee. hope can enjoy.haha lol. hope dun see him.lol. at this period of time.if i c him.i think i wil kill him mann. humph. go play games le. update on wed ba. siGning off as mrs dmJ *grinz* 3.15pm

it's late. oh cool.long time nv use com til so late le.keke. from 11plus til now was talking to chris abt something.i had a good laugh mann.hahaha. today went for com class.met yy to go to school. den when we reached bus stop.saw meili christine lien and jocelyn. they kept teasing us.except jocelyn. meili and christine darn funny mann. i gave yy his belated prezzie.he so happy mann.haha lol. den went into e lab sther gave me choc again.keke. den i share one bar with weeboy. gonna end up with a sore throat soon mann.haha. today junrong joined us.dunno is it purposely or wat.hahaha. den during e lesson we crap so much.esp on msn. that shawny uh.funny siarh.kana caught by mr CHOU so many times mann.he must be sian diao.hahaha. den after that went home with yingpeng and yy. tml must start packing stuff for camp le. haven even touched my bag siarh.keke. stil thinking abt yesterday mann.so darn fun. stupid him.actually said dun wan share mel's prezzie le. den this morning say wan aga...

thanks for e fun. =) okie.back home for quite long le. niceeey day i had today.proves that i can 'survive' w/o him.lol. 11 met min weeboy jun rong and chris at je control station. i was late! so paiseh.heh.but i reached at 10.58 ma.is they early lor.gee.so not entirely my fault uh?keke. so we walked to science centre lor.lame place to go thou.lol. den we went in den saw that e 'adults' admission fee is 6bucks. we got a shock.cos chris told us 3bucks only. but den.hahaha.cos we tot we were ADULTS lor! hahaha. so in e end we each gave him 6bucks to buy e tickets. den when he asked.was 3bucks lor.keke. only rmb-ed we walked here walked dere so many times. stimulator ride not operating.wat a disappointment mann.lol. den min and me played hide and seek with those guys.hahaha. den after like one hour we go makan at mac. dunno wats up with that chris la.hungry but dun wan eat.lol. den i got a yellow balloon.keke. i rubbed it against jr's head to make his hair stand. weeboy...

mood swing?shrugs.perhaps. yet another boring day. haven eaten dinner.not intending to eat. sudden mood swings.maybe under e influence of my honey.lol. tml should be going out with min they all. should be eager de.but den dunno y la.a bit e sian sian.lol. he suddenly asked me if i going is it.i tot he wanted to go. so i asked if he wanted to go.but he dun wan.lol. i wonder who told him in e first place thou. den now he tot i dun wan him to noe.wad e. yesterday actually put 'e reason' here.but deleted. actually decided to put it again today. but heard it at limin's blog.got a shock mann.lol. but since she put le.i dun wan put le ba. anw i put for e sake of putting it only.lol. it only reminds me of him whenever that song is played.lol. he's a bit ill.but should be okie lor. i really cant stand some pple's attitude mann. sarcastic.sadistic.hypocritical.i wil burst soon mann. so darn not suang.but i shall endure. endure for e sake of enduring. bleahx.crapping. shall bl...

bloAtEd. hmmm.today ate alot.cos nv eat breakfast. so ate alot for lunch dinner and supper.gee.now bloated anw. thu maybe going out.dunno go where.heh. finally got my slippers.long time nv wear slippers le. have been wearing my scandals for dunno how many yrs le.heh. got a torch oso.for guides camp.yeppies. quite excited and anxious abt it.hope not siann.heh. was sharing some ghost stories with my sis jus now. having goosebumps?heh. my poor limin.sick le. maybe recently weather very hot.must drink alot of water. like i drank 5 glasses of iced water today.keke. jus uploaded my neoprints. taken with my jie and jr weeboy on sat de. so niceeeyyy mann.keke. =) okies.time to sleep le. my god.today nv do zhou ji again. another day to slack.tml must do!!! must force myself to start tml le.heh. hope can do it thou.heh. haiz.must hv gained alot of weight again.heh. time to play more badminton to slim down? but must find someone good to compete with me.keke. hmmm.chatting with junrong on msn. he ...

much better. jus now finally vomitted before my shower. at least felt better. den slept for like 2hours?yea. woke up le den felt like puking again.heh. nv eat lunch some more.so darn hungry.starving like siao. moreover my mama and papa go malaysia. but they came back after 8?yea think so. den jus now ate one adult panadol and one children de. at first stil feel a bit like puking. but den mum cooked plain porridge for me for dinner. i haven eaten lunch thou.heh. den e porridge was like magic potion. i finished one bowl den okie le.keke. nice time chatting with qian and jx and shirleen.hahaha. dunno wats wrong with me. first time footdrill wil laugh so much de siarh. today kept laughing for no reason. lucky nv kana caught. heh. anw.jx told me i can sms him later at 11.hahaha. but i dun think i wil la.lol. my god.my poor palms.keep perspiring rite now.heh. hmmm.finally chris gave me a sms. at least glad to noe that he's fine.ha. hmmm.shall end my entry here. //nice one na! guolovesd...

pukes.ouch. haiz.palms and kneecaps burning mann. jus now in school was at pumping position for dunno how long. so damn hot.i was burning.in fact.everyone. almost everyone wanted to cry like that.lol. nice one na.first time i so painful.keke.lol. but anw lucky liyi not dere today. or i sure would have fainted le.lol. before drills we had got lessons. e test on wat gas electric fire hazards blah blah blah. failed last time.but think can pass this time.quite confident.gee. anw.guess everyone's palms and knees stil hurt now.ha. he went for e dunno wat course le. means cant sms him for dunno how long le.ha lol. nvm.time to save smses.keke.lol. at least got to see him this morning til 8.02am.keke.lol. feel like puking.haven eaten lunch.lol. jus came back not long ago. went to jp with kaixin weeboy and jun rong. walk here walk dere.saw boon keat.ha. got e powerpuff girls dere.but didn get to watch!!! cos so many pple lor.keke. den we took neoprints.niceeeeey. thou almost deleted junrong...

another siann day.high stil! well well well.is yet another boring day. but i m stil feeling HIGH mann.hahaha. jun rong kept saying i changed le.hahaha. glad to hear that thou.hahaha. bleahx.kept laughing le.my god.keke.lol. slack so much today mann. did nothing.except listening to my guilty again and again. nice one na. hmmm.but listening to many sad songs oso. they dun affect my mood any longer. *winks* yes!! tml got guides.at least can get outta my house le.gee. den shun bian must go buy some chocs. craving for it.i mean.dying for it!! hahaha. erm okie.short entry first.busy now!! =) //i am sapphire. guolovesduncan *|a|a|a 7.26pm

June 10th, 2004 *loves myself* wat e f**k mann.whoops?sorry. posted my entry once jus now.den com hang. type again.com hang again.now must type again.lol. but nvm la.i good mood ma. shant let these minor stuff spoil my mood. *winks* jus now went to je library with jiahui yingpeng geraldine. talked cock only.haha. wanted to go west mall de.but many pple not free go with me. after that yp and i went off first. went to e entertainment centre. bought 2 large popcorn chicken.yummy. and oso 2 monkey face keychains at watsons.cuteeey. den we took mrt back to clementi to take bus. saw yuyuan and lyn.so yp and i took bus home with yuyuan. yuyuan made me laugh like siao in e bus mann. almost everyone in e bus looking at me le.keke. i almost bumped into him when e bus jerked only. den he pushed me away so hard. as if i was going to molest him!!! that was sick.hahahahahahaha. thou it was boring at e library previously. but i tot abt many stuff. previously thrashed things out with hock le. mayb...

mixed emotions.again. dunno how to describe my feelings rite now. e way he treats me each day. erm ... like e weather today? so cold. yuppies.perhaps e weather is always unpredictable. perhaps he was in a bad mood today? i dunno.think so. my heart.is like glass dropping onto e ground. and like wat chris had described last nite. "piang piang piang ... " maybe we are drifting apart. but i do treasure this friend... haiz. short entry today. i jus feel like typing out wat i feel. terrible mann. =( //haiz. guolovesduncan [no more *|a|a|a for today.] 7.58pm

hmmm.|a|a|a.=ppp yesterday he was online. she was oso online. i was online oso.obviously. i spoke up for her.but he sorta 'yelled' at me. his reply to me was 'wad you wan!' i almost burst out into tears mann. first time he treat me like that. so i nv talked to him le. and even decided not to talk to him anymore. den talked to chris on e phone.talked crap la. cos chris only kept saying e hE not angry. but shld he be angry in e first place? shld be me wat. not very angry thou.heh.bleahx. den i hung e phone after a while and sat on e sofa. listening to 'the reason' again and again. handphone rang. was him.he called with his house phone. by right i was supposed to be kinda angry de. but when i saw his name on my phone screen. i immediately ... dunno how to describe that feeling. hot in e face anw.heh. quite hesitant to pick up. but stil picked up. i noe him for so long. he only called me twice. first time was like in march?to explain something. second time was last ...

everything's fine?think so? hmmm.second entry for today. jiahui came to my house to do homework. we were talking cock thou. ha. den after that go clementi. waited for like 1h 13min for their dismissal. heard from kian wee and jun rong that he's part b platoon sgt. heard that he cried.perhaps he did. went to mac.saw him go with chris and yh.his face.red.very. chris said he ok de.i hope is true. saw him online finally after 20days. but obviously he's sad.can c that from his nick. but he said he's ok le.so i dun need call him le. maybe that wasn necessary all along. but anw.glad that he's fine le.thank god. short entry ba.dun wanna talk abt it too much. dun wanna cause any misunderstand within some pple again.lol. i'm tired of arguing.or perhaps.i aint arguing in e first place? maybe like wat junxian said.care abt myself ba.not others. perhaps.i try.ha. anw.i dun wan a chance.i dun need one.i dun have to work for it. thats e last time i'm saying it. =) stheng c...

a new day. today woke up at 11plus? long time nv wake up so late le.heh. cos last nite slept late lor.went to bed at 12.midnight.sharp.lol. but all i noe was.e last time i looked at my watch.it read 1.24am. in other words.i hadn slept even til 1plus. kept tossing in bed.from left to right.right to left.again and again. dunno y cant get to sleep.somehow jus thinking abt something. yesterday when he got his post.i only sms-ed him 2words. 'Cheer up.' were those words enough? did i seem useless when it comes to consolling him? yuppies i didn call him last nite.cos he said no need le. he said he was 'cheered' le.so i left him alone. but yesterday he was so sad.yet i could only give him 2words. i somehow think they weren enough. those 2words didn worth much? dunno.i think so ba. was i selfish to make him promise me that he wldn get too sad? maybe i was.who wldn get sad de? y didn i spare a tot for his feelings? who m i to make him promise me? maybe i m going to leave him alon...

haiz.cant afford to c him feel sad. second entry for today. but a short one. yups.haiz.heard something from someone. which means he wil have to be sad tml. actually wanted to go n watch him tml. but i guess i wldnt go le. cos i cant afford to c him feel sad. thou he doesn show it. i believe i can c that he is. thou it hasn happened. my god.i hope he wil be fine tml. wan to call him to talk to him. tell him not to be sad no matter wat happens. but i cant do that. i guess i dun have e ability. or maybe he wld jus be suspicious that i noe something. he was so confident previously. wat if e fact disappoints him? i cant imagine wat wil happen. hope he wil be fine tml. haiz. //miss.him.loads. //wish.him.luck. guolovesduncan *|a|a|a 6.50 pls bear in mind. no matter wat. you have me. behind you. good luck. =)))

//wish.him.luck. today is monday.impt day for him. thou i roughly noe bout his posting le.but cant tell him. hope he doesn get angry if he noes i noe. cos i really cant tell him. moreover dun wan him feel sad now. maybe he himself has e rites to noe his rank from his sgts ba. later jiahui coming over to my place to do homework. perhaps i wil send her back to interchange. den at least i can somehow get some news. of cos not abt how e parade or postings were. but how he was feeling. he really doesn show it when he is in a bad mood. i may not noe him that well. but i noe that particular point. i hope he really doesn feel sad. i wil be in a loss of words to console him. haiz. really cant imagine wat wil happen later. hope he wil be fine. i dunno wat else to say. sgt jj says he wil sure be sad de. i feel even worse. haiz. once again. hope he wil be fine. //wish.him.luck. //miss.him.loads. guolovesduncan *|a|a|a 12.01pm please take care. cos you are someone special. good luck.

things turned out fine?perhaps. hmmm.dunno.really dunno wat to say. she said she has given up.she said she has let go. dunno.-shrugs-.perhaps.maybe. anw.didn succeed after talking to him yesterday. he wanted me to understand her before helping her. maybe he trying to tell me something but didn noe how to express it. dunno.i jus hope she understands that i dun stand a higher chance. i dun need a chance. i nv tot of being with him. i dun wan to. so it doesn matter whether she has given up or not. perhaps out of 100 girls who wld like him. 99 may give up on him. i may not. but it doesn mean i stand a higher chance. cos it doesn mean that he must like e girl who likes him. i dunno when i wil give up.but i nv ever tot of having a chance. anw.phew.lucky he wasn angry. cos i got his sms this morning. and chris called him last nite. he even told chris to tell me to call him since he cant sleep anw. stupid chris forgot.lol. but anw.lucky me.he not angry with me.thank god. =))) he told me to cal...

cant figure out y. headache mann. y must everyone confuse me? my god mann. i really cant figure out y. y must she tell me diff things. y must she get so sensitive over my words. i hv no choice but to regret wat i hv done. i shldn hv told her. if i hadn seen her blog this morning. i wldn noe. somehow i jus think is not fair to me. y cant she tell me e truth in e first place. if she has done so. i wldn tell her something i shldn hv. i didn do that purposely to spite her. i really didn. pple around me told me many things. "she jus wan to make you feel guilty and give up..." "she purposely tell you something but doesn think so in fact..." "she's trying to gain sympathy cant you c that..." i dunno whether to believe them. i think i hv chosen not to. haiz. but i didn wan to give up jus like that anw. for no reason. last nite i was surprised that he sms me when he was free. we talked til 12.31:11. first time talked til so late. maybe supposed to be happy de b...

hAiz.a sense of loss?perhaps. haiz. i cant believe i told her man. i dunno la. haiz. but anyway so many pple noe le. doesn make a big diff. she didnt say anything much thou. maybe she expected it. watever it is. anw many pple expected it. lol. at least til now. i haven regretted telling her. thou apparently i noe she hasnt given up on him. but of cos i'm not trying to spite her or something. haiz. i really dunno. a tied knot in my heart. hope it isnt a dead knot. i can untie it. cant i? i hope she doesnt get any wrong idea. i hope she isnt sad or something. i hope she doesn feel as if she has another competitor. cos i'm definitely not going to compete with anyone. cos i dun have any qualities to do so. never. haiz. maybe he returned his fone again. or i wld have msg-ed him. now i regret telling him something i shldnt have. i feel like taking back my words. but i cant. never anymore. can YOU tell me wat to do? i'm lost. -i.miss.you- guolovesduncan *|a|a|a 1.32pm i hope you a...

hOt throAt. jus eaten dinner. porridge. put alot of pepper. throat burning. heh. jus now went to yuyuan's house. actually wanted to discuss project. but as expected. ended up playing lf2. yuyuan taught me new skills thou. keke. den ben and yinghao came to my house to play monopoly. lord of e rings de. jus as boring thou. lol. but i bought e most properties. gee. yinghao kept pointing his middle finger with e ring. stupid de. really wanted to tell him to f*** off. =x today they got e math olympiad thing. obviously i was disappointed. by rite my maths improved alot. dunno y i didnt get in this yr. last yr did. haiz. but anw. jus have to work harder. or pple say i boast only. lol. anw they must have enojoyed today. cos they went jp. lol. this sat got guides. must bring full u. hope liyi they all dun come back. heh. but sure wil de la. haiz. haven cut hair. sure touch crest le ba. scared siarh. lol. today is weiyan and qx birthday? sms-d them this morning le. so niceeee of me uh? haha ...

Blue - No Goodbyes Yeah no more tears, no more goodbyes Don't you know it's time for me to go Even though it hurts to see you cry But don't you know you'll never be alone If you hold me deep inside (oh yeah) You know that I would rather stay But now before I turn away There's one last thing to you I want to say Baby there's no goodbyes I'll always be right by your side I may be far away You know that my heart will stay, with you, always Now I've pictures in the distance Even though it seems a million miles But there'll be no space between us I'll be there everytime you close your eyes. Yes I will (oh) You know that I would rather stay But now before I turn away There's one last thing to you I want to say Baby there's no goodbyes I'll always be right by your side I may be far away You know that my heart will stay, with you, always I don't wanna say words that people say Cos when I go away, my love will stay In the heart of you to h...

empty surprise. stupid de. went to acsi gangshow den really didnt c him. cos he pon that gangshow. kaoz. he is really not enthu man. haiz. bo bian la. is over le. wat can i say? lol. but anw. was nice la. except that it got boring after e interval. den shawn tay got do e break dance. damn act dao. keke. but i believe geraldine loved it. she was apparently enjoying herself. i mean. she was too engrossed in shawn tay. ha lol. den e sec1 scout donovan damn extra. dunno is it wan to snatch e limelight or wat. attract attention only. lol. anw jus now went to jp with sther and jiahui. took neoprints and ate popcorns. saw limei and melissa. den we saw suling on e train. ha. den after that met mel den we went to school. almost all e ex leaders of last yr's batch came back man. and btw.i was e only one in kingfisher who went other den meili. pathetic man!! ha lol. but anw on our way dere. i was damn scared lo. scared c him ma. keke. but too bad la. nv c him. cos he didnt go!!!! nice one na!...

no more doubts.dun wan any. hmmm. nice day today. good weather uh? keke. stil haven finished homework. feel like calling someone to chat. but lazy. gee. hmmm. i dun wan to doubt them anymore. dunno y. dun think i should anyway. watever it is. haha lol. hmmm. short entry today ba. tonight cant use com le. perhaps update tml. -i.miss.you- guolovesduncan *|a|a|a 1.45pm Your the dark in my light Your the bright in my light And I'll always know You got me where you want me Currently listening to: Blue - Where you want me Currently feeling: *|a|a|a

haven seen you for 3days? hmmm. woke up slightly earlier today. 10 sharp. keke. early in e morning suddenly received so many msgs. ha lol. but not his.... ha lol. limin asked me to go town with her and hl. but i cant la. too far le. heh. so later should be going to jp with sther and jiahui. den meet yiqin to go to school. den go acsi gangshow. dun really feel like going. but my 'beloved' jie got SPECIAL MISSION for me. hahahahahahahahahahahaha. so i must have no choice but to go. sian sian sian. haven finished hols hw. but that is for sure de ma. is only e start of hols. haha lol. havent seen him for 3days. i read her blog. she mentioned something. i noe i shldnt doubt her anymore. after all shes my friend. but e prob is dere is too many loopholes in HIS statements. not to say both of them. i dunno. -shrugs- i hope to noe e truth. but doesn seem that easy. ha lol. anw. hope i enjoy later. bad flu today. lol. 11.53am guolovesduncan *|a|a|a you told me to grab your hand tight. bu...