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things turned out fine?perhaps.
hmmm.dunno.really dunno wat to say.
she said she has given up.she said she has let go.
dunno.-shrugs-.perhaps.maybe.
anw.didn succeed after talking to him yesterday.
he wanted me to understand her before helping her.
maybe he trying to tell me something but didn noe how to express it.
dunno.i jus hope she understands that i dun stand a higher chance.
i dun need a chance.
i nv tot of being with him.
i dun wan to.
so it doesn matter whether she has given up or not.
perhaps out of 100 girls who wld like him.
99 may give up on him.
i may not.
but it doesn mean i stand a higher chance.
cos it doesn mean that he must like e girl who likes him.
i dunno when i wil give up.but i nv ever tot of having a chance.
anw.phew.lucky he wasn angry.
cos i got his sms this morning.
and chris called him last nite.
he even told chris to tell me to call him since he cant sleep anw.
stupid chris forgot.lol.
but anw.lucky me.he not angry with me.thank god. =)))
he told me to call him at 2 30.til now i didn.
i noe i wont. =x lol.thou i said 'ok' after he told me twice.lol.
jus now went to je bookshop buy stuff.
bought prezzies for mel and kin mun le.simple stuff.
got my new pocket file.finally.keke.
went to c cds.didn c hoobastank album.
he promised to lend me after he has finished listening.
wonder if he rmbs.lol.
dunno wat happened to shirleen.
hope shes fine.i dun think she wil tell me anw.
tml wil be e takeover parade.hope he beats s l =x
thou i noe many pple wld be not suang if i say that.
min kept saying s l so shuai and stuff.lol.
hope he gets promoted to csm.told jr and shawny to tell me tml le.
they better rmb.lol.
hmmm.wont call him stil.i think.
-shrugs-

//miss.him.loads.

guolovesduncan *|a|a|a
4.37pm

nice quote from my friend.lol.lame thou.lol.

i have [F]igure.

i have [C]haracter.
i maybe [K]aypo to noe bout you?yup.i am.

cos all i need is [U].

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