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lalala..heh.. hmmm..today is a greatttttttttt dayyyyyyy..gee.. early in e morning..at 6plus?..yea..sent mrs kee e cher day msg i had gotten ready some days ago..keke.. in school..listened to shawn's speech.. was cool!..hahaha..funny mann..keke.. next.. 2c1 won e campus run!! *grins*..=))).. thanks so muchie to limin siti shirley yingpeng shawn jiandong bingkun kianwee zirui and ms chen!!..gee..so happiessss..=))).. chiong back to nh with kinmun yuyuan and junhong after that.. we were e earliest i must say.. to be exact..i was e first to step into e sch..keke.. rushed to class5a to find mrs kee.. zhen shi de..she praised me in front of her class..=x..gee.. went around e sch.. den went to watch e concert at e auditorium for a while..me so extra..screamed for e chers..me alone..so paiseh..lols..gee.. saw yujia shermin shuhui fuyu huijun and my dearest broooo shentong!!!..keke..didn c many pple..they all dismissed late de..lols.. first time leave so early mann..lols.. normally i m firs...

headache..spinning world.. feeling giddy..dunno y..shrugs.. went 'dating' with mel again jus now.. ate tako balls at mac..haha.. today lessons were all okies.. slept during science lessons.. dunno if ms toh realized.. cos i seemed as if i was reading my textbk..=x..keke.. gotta go sleep now.. yawnsss.. tml going back.. dun wan c him..=x.. dun dare to c wat has become of him..lols.. Zzzz... guo * f e e l s s i c k 5.17pm `leave. get out

Zzzzz...yAwnsss.. Zzzz..darn heavy eyelids.. but got tuition later.. gotta endure.. yawnsss... Zzzzz... this morning got guides.. tot was going to b late to meet them.. cos woke up at 6 30.. but when i reached dere.. only saw nicolle.. nana they all were late.. win liao lor..hahaha lolz.. ate breakfast at kopitiam.. they ate roti prata.. me and mel ate doughnuts.. must save $$$..haha.. was sneezing all e way..lolz.. everything was okies for e day.. den they played captains ball.. me and qian fall out.. at umbrella talk cock.. toopid la those pple.. y must back out.. no determination.. toopid!!! okies..dun talk abt it le..not as if is my business..lolz.... before we fall out got punishment for being slow.. e punishment was horrible!!!!!!!!!!!!! gotta listen to w e n s p a c e s i sing!!!!!! gosh..that was so 'shiok' mann!!..lolz..=x.. den went to makan with mel jr and wee.. ate tako balls at mac..keke.. wee went home first..went to big bookshop with mel jr shirleen and yh..down ...

sneezee... bad flu today..hmmm..went to bed early last nite.. but didn have my blanket on..so got a cold.. kept sneezing from morning til now.. shant elaborae on e events that took place days ago.. lazy me..gee.. today was a sleepy day.. thou i had really enough sleep le.. dunno y thou..haha.. today after sch went to mac w kexian.. met mel after that..den kx went back sch for training.. den yh jr wee joined us.. had lotsa tarco balls..hahaha.. went to big bookshop after that.. den yh and wee went home le.. went back to sch w jr.. sian mann.. he went home first.. den i went to mac to talk crap w shirleen.. haha.. okies.. shant talk much le.. tml got guides.. must prepare stuff le.. hmmm... guo * i s s o d a r n ha p p y t o d a y `grins 9.13pm

toxic.. hmmm.. now at yuyuan hse w yingpeng.. listening to toxic.. yuyuan said he becomes HIGH when he listens to this.. wahahahahaha.. anw.. cool.. today didn stay back in sch again.. except for e chinese enrichment.. shiok.. stil not v used.. but stil.. wil be going home early for e rest of e days.. hopefully can make it.. hahahaha.. but i noe i have e determination.. =))))) guo * f e l t l o v e 5.44pm yoke hwee aka yh aka yu hui: heyyy..dun think so much le la..i blif she wil apologise de..she really feels sorry abt it leh..hmmm..dun think too much le okies?..you can join us tml okies?..our pleasure..haha..anw..take care hor..drink lotsa water and rest well..smile loads..=)..

glory of love... this song darn niceeeeyyyy mann..but e north version de nicer lor..gee..chris recommend de..shirleen sent me de..niceeeyyy mann..=)))).. Tonight it's very clear Cause we're both lying here There's so many things I wanna say I will always love you I would never leave you alone Sometimes I just forget Say things I might regret It breaks my heart to see you crying I don't wanna lose you I could never make it alone CHORUS I am a man who will fight for your honor I'll be the hero you're dreaming of We'll live forever Knowing together That we did it all for the glory of love You keep me standing tall You help me through it all I'm always strong when you're beside me I have always needed you I could never make it alone I am the man who will fight for your honor I'll be the hero Your've been dreaming of We'll live forever Knowing together that we did it all for the glory of love It's like a knight in shining armor From a long...

hmmm... today lessons all not boring again.. me shirley stheng yuyuan siti kept laughing for e whole day.. wahahaha.. morning run was terrible.. dunno wats wrong w me mann.. first time morning run needa stop and rest for so many times.. mayb ate too much chocs..=x..heh.. art was okies..didn finish homework thou..heh.. eng lesson before recess was okies too.. crapping w shirley.. nola..in fact practising for oral..heh.. after recess went to lab..suang..got air con ma..lolz..=//.. math was shiok..crapping w shirley stheng yuyuan and siti.. esp shirley..funny siarh..talked DARN fast..hahaha.. cme was okies too..some pple presented e proj.. but den i c e cher a bit not suang la.. she wan make me deaf or something? sudd spoke so loud den so soft.. diaoz... lolz!!!..=x..heh.. math remedial cancelled!!!..winks..geeeee.. so after dismissal went to kfc w min jr and wee.. thanks jr!!..10bucks from your pocket gone again!!..sorry uh..but we did enjoy e meal..geee..so thanks uh..keke.. toopid min....

lalalaalalalalalalalalalalalaa well.. dunno wat to say.. jus feeling radiant.. hahaha..lolz.. okies.. today didn feel sleepy during lessons at all.. heh.. chinese was okies.. that toopid mini test.. didn study.. didn even noe got test..=x.. pe lesson was okies..mr ng took us.. min go and hit my face w e ball..*ouch..lolz.. had some arguments..but should be okies..heh.. ms toh didn come..eugene tan came in again.. min first reaction was to open her mouth big big..wahahaha.. den ms koo took over.. den kept laughing w stheng yuyuan and siti.. yuyuan was e joke of e day.. made me laugh non stop.. i laughed til i knocked my head against e wall.. lolz!!..hahahaha.. math wasn really boring.. was sms-ing jr..poor thing.. eng lesson went to lab..shiok..heh.. after lunch got math remedial.. crapping w min..hahaha.. after that was doing work at umbrella area w sther siti limin.. den waited alone til 530 for jr and wee to b dismissed.. boon keat said bye to me when he went home!!!!!! he suddenly s...

stressed.. you make me feel so pressurized.. i noe she means alot to you.. but can you put yourself in my shoes? you noe how i feel? guo * h a t e s h e r s e l f 6.28pm

happy bday in advance sther.. happy bday in 1day advance sther.. sorry to be a spoilsport today.. didn join you pple in e fun.. but anw i guess i aint needed.. not that i trying to be sarcastic thou.. anw..happy bday..best wishes for e yr.. jus reached home.. finally took my shower.. sian mann..sian day.. haiz.. morning had guides.. met mel min jh nana nicolle at same place at 7.. went to mac for breakfast.. shared breakfast w mel.. got nomination for leaders.. dun wish to elaborate.. footdrill was bad.. had many pumpings.. almost couldn tahan.. performance was bad anw.. distracted?..well..hope not..supposedly not..dun think so.. got lectured by seniors and ex seniors.. time to reflect?..yea.. dismissed early today.. went to look for kaili and geraldine w nana.. told them watever we kept inside us for so long.. bTh le..finally can say out le.. yeppies..lolz.. but they were rite la.. jus bear w it lor.. nothing much anw.. hmmm..shall think abt it.. den went off to jp w mel.. went to man...

bloated... today is a cold day okies.. and as usual.. i slept thru almost all e lessons.. tired mann.. after sch got test.. invigilator was eugene tan again.. so min of cos happy again le.. lolz.. junrong..dun be jealous if you're reading this.. thou i noe you wil stil be.. lolz.. test was stil quite okies.. at least not as diff like last time ms tan set de le.. much more relaxing le..heh.. after that went to refill water.. dun c him.. maybe he's at audition.. wont watch anw.. so went to jp with lyn and wee.. saw mel.. lyn and wee treated pizza hut.. so i got another free lunch again today.. lolz..=x.. v bloated le.. thanks buds.. wil treat your some day.. lolz.. tml got guides.. haven study poem.. lolz.. sorry sther..cant join you pple tml..both yrs your big day i dou bu zai..so sorry..but anw..enjoy hor.. guo 7.51pm

pek cek... wtf..in terrible mood rite now.. dun wanna say too much le.. jus wanna find someone to scold.. !@#$%^&*()_+ change mood... okies..thats lame..but i dun wish to always be pek cek all e time..jus now went to yuyuan hse w ben..den we only laugh laugh laugh..lolz..den went home..saw e phone bill..win le lor..sure die na..but i this month really nv use that much lor..wth..den mum of cos scold lor..den went back to sch..min told me he was stil in sch..lolz..bought twix again..have been eating that for e past few days..saw lyn amirah hl jiemin and other peepz..went off w hl and chris eventually..went to e coffeeshop at my hse dere to eat dinner..den i went home..late le..but must study lit!!!..wth..sian mann..haiz..now stil must do e sci research thingy..kao..sat got guides..after that must go out w sther they all..dun think wil be going..haiz..gdbye my phone..wil be seeing you til sat only..*muAcks*..lolz..haiz... guo 7.54pm

free lunch.. jus now went to kfc w lyn yh n weis.. yh treated us..niceyyyy of him.. have been having free lunch these days.. thanks uh pple.. hmmm..i dunno wats up.. and since i asked le.. no one wans to tell me.. i dun bother to ask le.. if they blame me..for liking someone who likes her.. i got nothing to say.. guo 9.36pm

jus a story.. Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. Almost immediately She said: "How is my little boy?Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care anymore? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said goodbye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Univers...

gotta feel miserable again... today is another slacking day okies.. 1plus left hse to clementi.. met shirleen to go 'walk walk'..lolz.. went to big bookshop walk here and dere.. was bo liao..but we talked loads..lolz.. den went to comics connection.. bought a fishbone hp chain..niceeyyy..shirleen chose de..we each got one..another symbol of frenship on my hp..lolz.. den went to mac to makan..den stayed dere for quite long..we jus talk crap..but was enjoyable..=).. den she went home le den i went to kaixin hse.. borrowed com..den we crap so much and kept looking at other pple frenster stuff..lolz.. really dun wanna use 'haha' anymore.. dun wanna use 'lolz' anymore.. i really dun mean it.. wats e point of saying 'haha' and 'lolz' to pple when i dun feel that way?..y m i doing that? i hope i aint wat huimin or sther said.. torturing myself.. at least i dun sense it okies.. but i jus feel a 'miserabl-ity' inside me.. a v bad feeling that i ca...

pretended again.. went to sch in e morning at 7 30plus.. saw chris..wasn earlier den him..wasn later too..lolz.. bought 2 m&m crispy de..yummies.. yp was already in sch when i reached.. meddled w e banner.. he was dere.. but he went to sch jus to c her.. definitely heart breaking.. but only pretended that i didn c a thing.. wat else can i say anw.. mayb she indirecly benefited me.. he was dere to c her.. so i could c..... well..nvm.. anw..after so long..today first time we nv msg.. in fact..last nite sent last msg le..haa.. today onwards wont send le.. hmmm..well..nvm.. saw ms moo..she sponsor 20bucks for paint..niceeeyy of her.. got math remedial.. jus as boring.. was crapping and singing w min.. and exchanging phone to c msgs.. at least i always c 'happiness' or 'joy' in her msgs.. not mine definitely.. even min herself thinks that i m torturing myself.. dunno if is true.. shrugs.. 11 got break..10min break.. went downstairs..saw him again..but guess it wouldn be ...

i dunno again..shrugs again.. got 4msgs..but didn reply..same person..same content..nothing that surprises me..i didn wan to ignore..i have no choice..but too bad..eventually i replied..like wat mel and chris said..sorry abt that..but you pple noe me..i wil de..haiz..but perhaps i was only being dumb..e msgs rarely consist of 'you' but only 'her' or 'she' and 'haiz'..but dunno y..jus felt that replying was part of my responsibility..i cant possibly be a wet blanket..never..dere wil be misunderstandings if i ever be one..but he nv noe how i feel.. in e end..deleted his no again..that time added back cos expected that my fone wil somehow b seen by him so jus added in case he suspect..but now..deleted again..cos if i dun..i cant stop myself from msging him..perhaps thats being dumb..but is all that i can do..jus hope i wouldn get e chance to add it back again..shrugs.. jie..dun sad le..i noe you are confused..but..this kinda stuff..you have to make a decisi...

finally..fri.. lolz..is finally a fri..can sleep..lolz.. today went home late mann..do brochure..do banner.. today didn feel so sleepy during lessons like usual.. mayb bcos e sweets kept me awake ba..haha.. den after sch stayed back do brochure and banner.. he was dere.. should be waiting for her.. lolz.. anw..finished everything late.. but had an enjoyable time.. cos kept singing..=x..lolz.. contributed to e noise in sch..lolz..=x.. den went to mac with mel.. den took bus with chris..cos he going his cuz hse.. den reached home use com le.. hmmm.. i was really contented that day.. very very very happy.. really very happy.. so i ask for nothing more.. =) guo loves duncan 8.27pm

fuck it.. you make me despise you!..you noe who you are..stop doing lame stuff..

=) guess i shouldn be so demanding anymore.. i m happy with wat i have now.. e current stuff i possess are enough.. i ask for nothing more.. 1h 4 min 43 sec..=).. chris lien: hey gal..thanks for so much for listening to me over e past few days..i really appreciate that..but anw..you can always call me up or sms me if you ever need a listening ear yea??..pls do take care..like you always tell me to take lotsa care..=).. py: heyyyy yo..haha..hmmm..thanks soooooooo much for *ahem*'s number and email and pic..hahahahahahaha..so happy abt that..really thanks so muchieeeee..gee..take care yea?..=)..

i hate it..hate it.. jus took my shower.. they jus went home.. first time played til so late.. lolz.. they can really eat mann.. ate dunno how many bowls of rice.. lolz.. hmmm.. yea.. y did this happen again.. i hate it.. really hate it.. it wil only tell me no one wil stand on my side.. it wil only tell me i m wrong again.. i tried to help.. but to no avail.. was it really my fault? //shrugs.. limin: sorry.. guo 8.38pm

happy b'day bro.. my dear bro jun rong..lolz.. HAPPY B'DAY you definitely have e honour to have your name appear here cos you are someone really special..and i hope we can be best frens forever yea?..thanks for standing by your jie when i needed a bro..=)))..pursue your dreams and aim for your goals yea?..gonna give you only belated prezzie okies??..sorry abt that..take care hor..and yea..fight for your own rites..you noe wat i mean..smile loads..=))..

w/o you..where do i belong? i sure suck in that pic..lolz.. another boring day today.. should be going out with shirleen and kx on tue.. hope can.. dunno.. cant blif i was giving him advice last nite.. telling him how to win her heart?..//shrugs.. today..told her to consider him.. but she dun wan.. but i cant be always giving him advice all e time yea? //shrugs.. tired... guo 2.39pm

perhaps..perhaps.. perhaps i m really a detestable and irritating freak or watsoever.. otherwise some pple wouldn keep leaving tags and being so sarcastic to me..but..wat else have i got to say??..jus shut up and ignore lor.. life is boring for me today.. nothing to say..nothing to write.. trying to be myself..trying to.. guo 8.32pm

dunno..i dunno..i dunno how i feel.. today e celebration definitely dun have any national day de qi fen..lolz..early in e morning woke up to buy ice..6bucks siarh..heh..den went to sch with e ice..well..obviously in a car?..lolz.. after e nd msg and watever blah blah blah..we got into e classroom to tend our stall..well..i didn do anything much..really didn..thou i was one of e oic..sorry pple..sorry stheng and sther esp..i noe we 3 are e oic and i did nothing at all..i m sorry..i aint feeling good today..that isn a good excuse thou..but sorry.. min and i jus walked here and dere..i saw my ouxianggg many times but didn dare to open my mouth to ask him take pic with me..lolz..but eventually managed to..cos chris was dere..so not so scared ba..lolz..den took with him and chris and min..e saddest pic ever taken..lolz..shant elaborate..okies..anw..toopid de siarh!!..min and i wanted to take pic with leonard den he dun wan..some more run away..lolz..too bad lor..haiz..den took with junxian ...

Without you. Never even thought to cry When I heard you say goodbye Never said where you were going There's no laughter in the air Only silence everywhere And so much left unspoken Since you've been gone I haven't been the same I wish that i could see Who's to blame Without you, where do I belong? Without you, how can I go on? And No love but yours will ever do Tell me how am i supposed to live my life? Without you Was I lost in you and me To the point i couldn't see That what we had was dying Now it's all that I can do To see photographs of you And stop myself from crying I should learn to live without your love Got so many memories But it's not enough Without you, where do i belong? Without you, how can i go on? And No love but yours will ever do Tell me how am I supposed to live my life Without you? I feel helpless and, oh, so all alone Like I've never felt before You made me feel alive But I don't remember what it's like anymore Without you, ...

it hurts.. he jus told me that.. i dunno y.. he found out something or wateva? dunno.. but y.. haiz.. dunno.. i so confused le.. jus now stil okies de wat.. y he sudd go say that.. wat did i do.. haiz.. suan le.. i dun wan think abt it.. waste my brain memory.. stayed back to do deco for class for tml.. haiz..forget it.. totally dunno wat to write.. on my way back in e bus.. i was thinking wat to write for today.. but now.. totally no mood to do so.. chris lien take care hor..get well soon.. meili hope you like e balloon.. jocelyn too.. and yea..py..i guess to whom e balloon is for..haha..anw..hope you liked it.. and to all those pple whom i have given balloons to..qimei..wenspacesi..minhui..more and more..whoever..hope you all like it.. mel i stil owe you one..hopefully i rmb..lolz.. guo lalala 10.14pm sign out ba..haiz..

backache... *ouch* backache mann.. jus now enrichment class sit too upright le..lolz.. den after that guides got footdrill..worse..lolz.. but overall was stil okies.. jus that he was dere.. a bit distracting.. lolz..=x.. backache til now.. tml got e music thingy.. haven done anything to it.. heck le..lolz.. guo lalala 9.45pm

haiz.... haiz.. dunno wat to do.. i m confused.. haiz.. guo lala 10.15pm

qi li xiang yeppies..finally get to listen to jielun new song in full version le..keke..e mv oso not bad..everytime when i tune in to e music station..only can hear..'da jia hao..wo shi zhou jielun........!@#$%"..not vulgar thou..haha..but now finally can hear full version le..very niceeyy..gee.. oh yea..wil be online nowadays cos com finally repair hao le..*grins*..gee..or perhaps only can use on weekends..okies..got alot of homework haven finished..heh..slacking rite now mann..heh.. well..i aint that sad afterall..shows that i m numb le..proves that i m afterall a rather emotionally strong person??..haha..yea perhaps i m..self praise..keke..*winks*..hahaha..since i have made a decision..and that is my best fren..i have decided to accept this fact..and TRY to treat my that best fren like usual yea??..and like i say..if i were really that sad..my tears would have taken my unhappiness on mon..so nothing is left.. yesterday had a great time at sther hse with sther herself huilin...