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i dunno again..shrugs again..
got 4msgs..but didn reply..same person..same content..nothing that surprises me..i didn wan to ignore..i have no choice..but too bad..eventually i replied..like wat mel and chris said..sorry abt that..but you pple noe me..i wil de..haiz..but perhaps i was only being dumb..e msgs rarely consist of 'you' but only 'her' or 'she' and 'haiz'..but dunno y..jus felt that replying was part of my responsibility..i cant possibly be a wet blanket..never..dere wil be misunderstandings if i ever be one..but he nv noe how i feel..

in e end..deleted his no again..that time added back cos expected that my fone wil somehow b seen by him so jus added in case he suspect..but now..deleted again..cos if i dun..i cant stop myself from msging him..perhaps thats being dumb..but is all that i can do..jus hope i wouldn get e chance to add it back again..shrugs..

jie..dun sad le..i noe you are confused..but..this kinda stuff..you have to make a decision no matter wat..if you wanna cry..i hope you would only cry for one person..e choice is yours..but..one person wil be fair enough..if you ever need a listening ear..pls do call me up..i wil be here..pls dun cry..cos i dun wan to c you cry..dun wan to noe that you cry..cos e images of my jie..are always cheerful..happy..and funny..and even lame..but i hope these images always stay in my mind..okies??..you are my moral support when i m feeling down..so pls dun feel sad okies?..or i wil be v lost de..but even if you are sad..you can always turn to me..cos i hope to be a mei who can share your sorrows..pls take care..and smile loads..=)..

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