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are you hot? wednesday sob. we only got merit for new yr tree. i dun mind getting merit. but y must e winnder be 2d1?! surely our class has put in more effort den them? i am so fed up. it wil be crude of me to say that e mr tan made his class e winnder cos he was being biased. but apparently nobody understands that we really put in so much effort! is so unfair! ugh. but too bad. my complaints arent gonna change this cruel fact. sob. all because of me. stupid idea of mine!! now that i have made my class lost and throw face. failure la me. efforts of 2c1 gone down e drain. haiz. after being dismissed at 9.30 plus.yuyuan and i took bus 173. he was on his way home and i wanted to go back to pri school. damn. on e bus saw yuyuan's band seniors. they must be thinking .... pui pui pui! after alighting from e bus. i walked to primary school and mrs kee walked past me. i couldnt recognise her thou. gee. cos i was calling yujia. and partly cos she has reborn her hair. heh. den she suddenly s...

bad experience on stage? tml is chinese new year eve le. finally. heh. today so cham siarh. must go up to e dunno where to announce e winnders for chinese calligraphy competition. ugh. i was so lost and scared and nervous. feeling so hot on e face. could only take deep breaths to relac. thou i am of cos not one of those who wil receive e prize. oso very scared ma. afterall i have to speak at e mike in front of e whole school. ugh. when i stepped up to speak at e mike. my legs were kinda wobbly. heh. some more i too short. cant reach e mike. and dunno how to adjust. den hv to tip toe. heh. lol. i was so scared that at one go i could rmb all my lines. heh. 'good morning school..last saturday..on e 17th jan..a group of our chinese students participated in e west cluster 1 chinese calligraphy competition held in nan hua sec school......' and it goes on. it may jus be a short speech. but to me. is definitely a long one. heh. and before i read. i stood with e prefects. so mr hang tot...

finish new yr tree so long never update again. heh. friday was py's birthday. didnt join them in e birthday treat but sms her to wish her happy birthday. dunno y. very strange. friday 3 teachers absent. ms moo ms wu and luan lao shi. ms choy came in during ms moo's tpi period. yingpeng and i asked her for permission to do new year tree. stheng and i distributed e vengat 'leaves' to e class to let them write their new yr resolutions. we oso let ms koo. i mean mrs ng. mrs chen. miss toh and mrs lee write their resoultions. and another 2 teachers. one of them is miss kuo. during e chinese period after ms toh's lessons we oso got e relief teacher's permission to continue with our work. painted e branches. me sther stheng jiahui yingpeng hui min zi rui yiwen and yuyuan. ugh. e mention of yuyuan makes me feel so bad. heh. accidentally spilled e water with little paint on his precious hair and school u as well. heh. after recess is geog. relief teacher is mr azmi. urm....

Zzzzz. heavy eyelids. Zzzzz. wah. sleepy man. obvious lo. so late le. jus now do e 'new yr tree' after school. with e help of sther jiahui siti hui min stheng kian wee ernie yingpeng max hui ling and whoever. we had fun and lotsa laughter. all thanks to stheng. she adds in some joy when we are so darn tired le. haha. had a hard time taking e 'tree' home jus now. so heavy. well i mean not jus that. everyone looked at me. like so obiang like that. heh. tml dunno how to go to school. but anyway treated siti jiahui stheng and ernie to drinks after that. and treated kian wee to mashed potato. dead beat. today gave val chocolates for birthday prezzie. hope she like it. heh. short entry today? stil got geog homework to do. aiz. someone save me pls? doinks.

2nd birthday? heh. didnt know birthday can be celebrated for 2 days de woarx. gee. wat m i saying? bleahx. today wei sheng gave me belated birthday prezzie. it was a teddy bear. very cute. gee. jiemin zirui yuyuan and yu ci gave me blue's album! so touched! gee. is not jus e 'guilty' album. got 3 vol inside! which means got all rise. one love and of cos guilty as well. cool man! heh jinyi oso got give me kfc treat after school. but got scolded by that mr mrl cos i ate at umbrella area. but den alot of pple oso eat there ma. y he pick on me. ugh. fed up. apart from these. today's lessons in class kinda boring. but shawn and ms wu livened our boring moods. haha. wonder if hc has found his those past year papers notz. need them for my revision. heh. tired le. must slp le. heh. zzzzzz Currently feeling: tired?

my birthdayyyyyyyyyy =) =) =) today was like a dream woarx! early in e morning say lyn msg. she is e first to wish me happy birthday! gee. den met bee teng at interchange and walked to school. first prezzie was a piyo piyo cushion. darn comfy big and cute! gee. it was from ermz. lyn kian wee hui ling yinghao and shawn.. hope i dun leave out anyone.. gee. oh ya! zhuang wei!! =p medwin came le den shook hands with me to wish me.. his big hand very warm woarx. heh. den alot of pple give me prezzies. i felt so touched! gee. urm let me think.. shang peng gave me mentos chocolates and a watch.. angeline gave me a photo frame! very zun woarx.. my patrol members oso gave me e same thing.. exactly e same photo frame.. gee.. bJ gave me some "souvenirs"? very cute and antique.. gee. i think hui min and sther they all share cost to buy me jay's ep for me!!!!! oh e best prezzie!! heh. jiahui gave me a keychain of my name previously..den jus now she gave me a chocolate cake bought from...

smell something fishy? heh. haven been updating entries for e past 2 days le. friday was shirley birthday. we chipped in money to buy a bag for her. i mean meeee... sther siti yuyuan stheng and erm.. cant rmb who. heh. den we had a math selection test. so damn tough man. heh. den after that sther and stheng yiwen yinghao hui min yuyuan kianwee and i went to big bookshop to buy e new year tree matertials. ya. miracles do happen. cos all e boards and vengat sheets were paid by kian wee. we sensed something fishy but asked nothing much. perhaps he just stuck e lottery? haha. den jiahui yingpeng bteng and kin mun came. so i waited for them to finish buying their stuff and i went home with yuyuan. yesterday was saturday. cca openhouse. i arrived at interchange at 73- den stood there waiting for jiahui sher jiemin and hui min. at first only saw shang peng. he asked if i saw qian xiang. bleahx. of cos i said NO cos i really didnt see him. den he stood behind me. waiting for qx. den that qx ca...

happy birthday gor currently feeling kinda giddy. and sick oso. drank so much water le. temperature oso took le. no fever. heh. but den feeling very weak and sick. this morning waited for bteng at interchange and we walked to school. den shang peng came and i gave him e birthday prezzie. he told me he liked it. hope so. just now he sms me and said he hunp up e thing le and his mother said i very good in choosing stuff. gee. tml shirley birthday. haven give sther money yet. heh. den 4 more days to mine. i am ... excited? ... nervous? ... anxious? ... scared? ... excited cos sther promised to get me jay's ep. haha. but scared cos hock said wil come up to me to wish me happy birthday? that day better not stick to lyn and hui ling or they sure gonna tie me up. bleahx. so better follow jiahui. she gives me e sense of security. wahahahaz. so whenever i am lost. first person to look for is her. gee. just now zcx never reply to my msg. for e first time i guess. haiz. and yet he told lyn th...

throat pain heh. throat damn pain siarh. haiz. drink so much water le stil no use. should have eaten e curry puff and drunk ice lemon tea. heh dunno y. today during lessons so damn sleepy. almost dozed off during english and math lessons. heh. just now pe lesson took height and weight. sther and i so happy that we didnt get into turf club cos we not overweight. gee. i may look thin but i am really heavy man. heh tml is shang peng birthday. just now shirlyn pei wo go best way and big bookshop to shop for stuff. i didnt really had a budget and couldnt make up wat to buy. so bought a chimes thingy and a cry. but after that i thought that e cup is too simple and so i kept it for myself. heh. e jelutopng board we used for dnt was stil in my cupboard. so i decorated it. intending to give it to him as a 'hand made' prezzie. gee. on e way home yingpeng called me. cos yesterday i accidentally made her unhappy den feel very guilty. scared she angry with me. so she called me to tell me sh...

thinking day banner today went home so late. 7 plus. cos must do e guides thinking day competition de banner. tired siarh today in class got lotsa chaos. just now yiwen dunno wats up with her den suddenly cry. next moment jiemin anyhow point her fingers at siti and me. say we make her cry and stuff. rubbish. so wat if i didnt talk to her? like that must cry de meh? if she cry cos siti and me didnt talk to her. den she should have cried a few days ago le ma. and i really dun understand y is it always meee who is taking e initiative to talk to pple first. ugh.. after school, having lunch with class pple at canteen. den jiemin dunno wats wrong again. bang this bang that on e table we were sitting at. y ne? cos her book cannot refund. so she very pek cek. like that only ma. she is really being ridiculous. haiz. forget it. not my business. before e guide thing, i went to buy sports shoes. kaoz. 24bucks. not really considered so ex but den e colour not nice de. totally diff from e design we ...

class committee eyelids very heavy. dozing off soon. but have to finish all e school work first. today got mrs fiona lee's lesson. she taking us for english to 3r. quite a nice teacher. at least til now haven lectured us. heh. timetable changed. so got pe. teacher is e new stuff. mr tay. oh man dunno wat he wanna do. grouped us by our horoscopes. some more wan us to know one another's birthday. kinda bo liao. heh ms moo lifeskill lessons.. choose com members. doinkz. chairperson stil salih. secretary stil sther. treasurer stil zhi wei. welfare head stil hui min. first aider stil amirah. media rep stil anand. dm stil lyn. bingkun dun wan be function head le. den almost everyone nominated and voted for bj. siti dunno y de. say dun wan be management head. so she stepped down le. den sarch volunteered. ernie was nominated. me too. cos e girls nominated me. and when e class voted. i got e most votes so became e management head. but after school went to miss moo to tell her to appoin...

spicy!! wahhh so spicy. heh. just eaten some noodles with garlic chilli sauce. my mouth is going numb man. blab. kinda late le. but cannot sleep yet. cos must study for e proverbs test tml. just arrange my sec1 worksheets. eng and math only. must be proactive for my o's? like wat mr hang has mentioned? hee. kinda worried for this year's streaming le. haizzz just now shuyi sms me asked how was sat footdrill... haha and she told me was scared of samantha that thing. but den wasnt her fault lo. should be samantha yesterday didnt eat breakfast. heh. jiahui finally got her line. she must be darn happy. haha tml meeting siti and sther at 'illegal gather place'. heh. hope yiwen dun come so early. dunno how to face her. haizzz 8 more days! gee and 4 more days to my godbro birthday. wondering wat to buy for him... heh. mayday's album? but den i am broke. oh ya stil got yinghao's. owe him one too. blab. oh goshhh must study for proverbs le...

footdrillllllll just came back at bout half an hour ago. phew~ kinda tired. today guides quite nice. not so bad. heh. in e morning reached interchange early. shu yi came after a while and told me she would wait with me cos she waiting for geraldine while i waiting for jiahui and sther. was rather tensed up den cos afterall she is a senior. bleahx. and esp i am scared of seniors de. gee. den she asked this asked that. lotsa qns. haha. cos we stand there like nothing much to talk bout oso. den jiemin came and after a while we both went to 7 11 cos i hungry. heh. den oso bout to go back but den sther and hui min come le. was meddling with sther buckle and jiahui oso arrived. in school when we fall in in front of pe store kaili gave a briefing on some stuff den we went to our 'ex-ex' classroom 1-3. must come up with a design for thinking day competition. cant rmb is before or after that. got pt. shiok siarh. all e exercises make me perspire so much. heh den got footdrill. me so lou...

January 2nd, 2004 first day of school 2004 hmmm! today is first day of school! woke up at 545 early in e morning and had breakfast den went to school with jinyi. bleahx. we boarded e bus and e bus suddenly jerked and i dropped my file. wats worse off is that i even stepped onto someone's foot! heh early in e morning so sway. haiz *pui pui pui* haa finally reached interchange le. jinyi went off first le and i stood there waiting for "some pple". heh. didnt see any familiar soul til medwin came. he sorta mumbled something to me after i had greeted him "morning". but den i couldnt hear him and he just walked aways and said bye le. heh. some nhss girls were standing in front of e top up counter making so much noise. darn irritating. den zhuang wei came le. we waited really long for zirui and yinghao. before e two guys arrived, siti just came. but of cos i know she wouldnt go off first. stil got sther and e rest. heh. four of us walked into e school. and saw so many ...

happy new year hmmm. just woke up. yawnzzzz. stil kinda sleepy cos last night slept at 2 plus... Zzzz oh ya! is 2004!happy new year!! gee. as usual, i sms pple to wish them. alfred, angeline, bteng, jiahui and her bro, bj, chris, ernie, stheng, sther, felicia, hock, hui min, jeraine, jiemin, kai mun, kai xin, kexian, kin mun, kuek, kiat chong, limin, lyn, max, melissa, mic, mrs kee, pei yi, qian wen, queenie, royce, sarch, shang peng, shentong, shirleen, shuyi, siti, suhui, suz, tsu hui, xuan, xue lin, yanhong, yanru, yinghao, yingpeng, yuci, yinglin, yuyuan, zhi wei, zhuang wei and zirui. bleahx. breathless le. heh. haizzz. tml must go back to school le. dunno wat to bring. so lost. heh. how i wished there would be another 2 days break for me to settle everything. heh. me sho unprepared. haizzz tml is joanne birthday. must rmb to sms again. tml not bringing phone to school. first day ma. gee. must go and prepare stuff le. haizzz saying bye to 1c1'03... waving hi to 2c1'04... y...