past.

aha. guess what? i was absent from school today. sick. very sick. but well well. first time in my sec school life that i'm absent. wahaha. amazing. hmmm. have got a shocking experience at the doctor today. hahaha. anyway. thanks for people who sms-ed me. (:

sick. oh yes. very ill. felt like vomitting but can't vomit anything out. =/ fever just now but all's fine now. wanna pon morning run. i feel like i'm dying =/ didn't go for fitness run today. haiya. wasted. they said jiayou to him. and i didn't get the chance to. arghhhh. toopid competition. went to sch early in the morn with yingpeng and xiaoxuan to prepare for the competition. but then never win la as expected. but in school when we were preparing, there was no one in school. only 3 of us plus some attendants. xiaoxuan and me got a nice sleep. keke. then huang lao shi brought us to that school. wa that school nice nice siarh. darn big and got that china china 'smell'. heh. most importantly i saw alot of shuai ge!! oh ya so manyyy. gee. =xx went to causeway pt to join them after that. iya. sian diao. i walked for one hour still don't know buy what for him!! sian la sian. intending to go again with tengyu on thu to see buy what. sia la. haven't boug...

i love school! w00t! aha! is this the very first time i'm saying it? haha! couldn't sleep last night till 1 or 2 am plus!! too excited?? hmmmmm. woke up at 5.50am! wore that darn bloody toopid sch sports shoes. some said i looked like sec1. some said i looked cute?! some said i looked overgrown!! lol!! well anyway. met zirui. luckily he's not late! or i'll mince him!! =xx then went to sch with him and yinghao!! holding on to so many prezzies. it's time to make use of those 2 guys to carry stuff for me!! keke =xx alrighty! i gave wei wen xiao di his prezzie and also yuyuan!! then i gave out sweets!! like santa like that. =xx then saw every one come to sch also so excited!! =xx first day mrs tan never come le!! siannnnnn. the toopid relief teacher also did nothing de. first lesson was geog!! extreme boredom la!! before that gave mic and shaun their prezzies!! lightened my burden siarh!! =xx chinese lesson after that. hong lao shi nagging as usual!! heh. then maths! bu...

for the mother's pride. returning to school tml! bleahs. have not done chem tys. or rather have not finished. have not touched jian bao. have not finish c lit project. how?! heck la. lol =xx anyway first day should be no lessons de right? lol =x sia la! tml needa wear sch sports shoes!! eek =xx want to zao fan but then i am good girl so shall not =xxx lol. now i realise my brain is so dead. yea. can only do maths that is dead. but can't deal with challenging problems. the cells of my brain can't upgrade le. limited intelligence.

1 last day. tomorrow's the last day to enjoY! lol! haiya! i am and am not looking forward to school! oh yea! sounds a lil contradicting but well that's how i feel! hmmmmm. haha! left with chem tys le!! but it's a lot mann! hmmmmm. not gonna pia anymore le la! just want to see my friends!! i want to watch inital d!!!! =xxx

hmmmmmmmmm. i miss shyen. yea i miss him alot.

living outta the script of my life. boredddddddddddddd!!! went to do homework with sther today! finished all except chem!! woohoo! hmmmmmmm. haven't touched chem and don't intend to! =xx well well. we did budget shopping! settled some people's prezzies! =xx gee. i'm so mad today. i don't know why. i told so many people about so many da dao li. =xx listening to blue's songs. so many of them in my songlist. talked to hui ling on the phone just now. finally we've got some jie mu when school reopens!! woot!

let this wind take us higher. I WANT TO WATCH INITIAL D!!! oh yes. damn want to watch!! but gotta watch when school reopens. ))= well well. i still got loads of homework to pia. yea. chem, phy, chinese and ss! arhhh. been slacking so much. haiiiii. guess what? i'm nini's online maths cher! haha =xx went to west mall with ley and kexian. wahahhaa. i settled yoke hwee's prezzie! hmmmm. by right bought joyce de. but i gonna buy again! that's not enough for my PL! hmmmmmm. but i'm so broke! heh. ain't looking forward to school!! okay la. lol =xx

used to stand so tall. used to be so strong. yea. my mum is right. a petty person has no friends. how true.

ouch. the pain is killing me. i feel like i'm dying.

friends? i don't know what's going on. best buds. rahil. mel. jiahui. hui min. sther. stheng. tsu hui. shirl. kexian. michelle. yujia. good buds. mel. she is someone i gained after losing. what's gonna happen next?

i'm back. hi. i'm back. deleted my old blog. or rather. supposedly the new one. this is the old one. and i'm back here using it. back from guides camp. very ill. lips badly scalded. muscles aching everywhere. pain pain. frankly speaking, the camp was indeed well-planned. thanks to jiahui. she really put in alot of effort. well but. i didn't enjoy. not because of the schedule. well i don't know. hui min said something that really hurt me. well well. i really hate myself. Currently listening to: Incomplete Currently feeling: fuck-ed.