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HELLO. Yep there were pictures taken today but none shall be uploaded because I'm not ready to do so! Will do so when I'm back! Meanwhile let me tell you more about today! Met Darling after CLL and since we were both broke, we had desserts! I treated Darling to mango pudding while I had my dao suan! Yummies. Best was Darling and I had a wonderful chat as always okay! :D Miss ya Darling! Meet up again soon! :) Next was ice cream appreciation session with the LC family. This gathering was organised by MAX. Ohmytian right yes is MAX. Fel Angie Zhi and I had our banana splits while they had their main course + banana splits. Nice but I couldn't finish! Melted ice cream is lousy. :/ FINALLY got a birthday present for Zi Rui and it's a pretty harmonica keychain. He played on the spot. YUCKS. I don't think I'll ever touch it again since it's contaminated with that old man's saliva. =xx Nights really make me emo so I think I got to refrain from going home late t...

Shopped around at JEC with Ade before meeting Yanli Run Yuan Yu Ying and Ming Xuan. Got a perfume that's pink. It was Ade's recommendation. Looks alright to me except it's so.. Man. Pink. The meeting at MOE was a slack but fun one. Jelyn and her company from TJ are a friendly bunch. Oh yep. Are Jelyn and I destined friends or what? We met at LEP camp last year. And then we met in China. Then CSC seminar. Now back to LEP camp. She's starting to call me 亲爱的. Gosh. Goosebumps. Jermaine's jio-ing me to go shopping. It's extremely tempting BUT I haven't received my next pay and won't be getting it any time soon. It's tragic please. GSS tempts women to squander yet I'm a beggar now. Maybe I'll just have to wait for the GSS after A's, which is still a long way to go. I'm not alone in this. We're together! You made my life but am I even a chapter of yours? P.S. I Love You is an awesome film. Catch it. After all the broken stones That were...

Another LC gathering and this time was a belated birthday celebration for Tsu. I'm quite clueless why they chose AMK out of all places but well, it sure was somewhere new and the venue wasn't what that mattered, definitely the company. So where did we go for lunch? Being the 'creative' and 'meticulous' bunch, of course we chose a place no one would ever think of! And there you have it.. A set meal that can be as cheap as $2.90 + free flow of green tea + the restaurant's air-conditioned! We are called LC FAMILY for a reason, aren't we? But yes, the probability that you see me, YES ME, in a Jap food restaurant is 0.01. So I was quite turned off initially when I didn't see anything that appealed to me in the menu. Eventually, I decided to order something I've always liked. Curry. But I realised it's the Chinese/Indian traditional curry that I like. Not the Japanese version. It did look nice. Please do not underestimate the portion you're see...

The charity show caused a constant flow of my tears. It was certainly the first charity show I cried upon watching. We have tears to shed, but them? 有眼泪都哭不出. And during the last commercial break, the news preview actually reported that another earthquake occurred again in Sichuan. The pain for the victims seems so interminable. Life seems so fragile. Who's the person you never want to lose? For me, it's my mum. I hugged my mum just now and told her I love her. As much as I know we must always cherish everyone around us, there are certain things I can't let go of. I cannot forgive and I cannot forget the pain you've inflicted on us. Pride has always come last in my list of life's priorities but when it comes to handling this particular matter, I still can't bring myself to put down my pride. Or perhaps it's no longer a matter of pride. It's more than just that. And like I said, it's turned into a mindset that I can't change it even if I want to. F...

I woke up this morning to realise there's isn't school tomorrow. Yes to some extent I'm loving it but at the same time, I'm losing any motivation I could have had. Yes that's the reason why I'm online everyday, and the whole day each day. It's no longer something I could control. Or I could have but I didn't want to. I really don't know and I don't want to bother. I'm supposing every single day from today onwards will be so hard to get by. When night comes I'll turn emo. I dare not even go out because I'm so afraid of seeing things that will leave me in a dilemma. Yes, humans ought to be contented with what they have but as a matter of fact, they seldom do. I'm not an exceptional human here. I'm selfish in my own ways too.. I guess it's really over I ain't slowly getting better. hfy.

It was a gathering with half of LC family and was fantastic. First half was Max's place with 1.5 hours of National Geographic because of the new subscribed SCV cable (something I want so badly!). And then stupid silly childish games! Heart Attack Indian Poker and more which involved some whacking and slapping of the hands. OUCH. I swear I was the most injured! For once it wasn't that difficult to persuade Max and Zi Rui to go out! We headed for Ngee Ann City! KFC at Taka was yummy but I didn't quite like the throngs of people. And then... WE WENT TO WATCH AHWU! WHEEEEEEEEEE~ Ohmytian my second time seeing AhWU! :D Just a little too bad I didn't manage to take any picture with him. :( Next we did a super crazy thing. Zhi and Fel had to go for Taekwando training and we actually followed them! Before that I got my Pearly Soya Milk and Soya ice cream from Mr. Bean! :D It was probably no surprise seeing Zhi do her kicks and all because looking at Zhi, we know the stunts she...