past.

Conflicting interests, a great deal of them. As years passed, I think I'm getting tired. Things aren't really getting better, instead, seem to be going downhill. I'm literally exhausted, mentally and physically.

Strength for last p6 gathering was 14, today was 7! Nevertheless, we never quite got bored of one another and still had our fair share of fun laughter :) Still the unspoken, but I'm sure we've all moved on :) Today's such a lovely Sunday for me.

Cherish times spent with Ohanies. Today was another good long day spent with them, at Max's residence as usual. Scary movie was so lame but hilarious. Disaster movie was boring, totally! Played UNO attack twice and won twice :D Dinner! Those are the little things we always do but I always like it that way :) Tomorrow's our gathering again but I feel damn weird to be there. Shaun knows me best! Oh man, I hope everything's going to turn out fine. Oh yes! I think I'm so super desperate! I dreamt that I'm attached! To JOE MA! Wahahahahaha. Shucks, I can't stand myself!

This is one of the days I talked the most. Even more than months that have 31 days. Okay shit this is so damn lame! Right anyway, school was slack. Supposedly a full free day for me but came Magdeline who passed me a slip of paper telling me to take a class for a period. Was kind of scared at first but turned out to be fine, of course, due to Serene's help :) The rest of the day was then just marking and marking and MARKING. The pile just doesn't seem to go down, it just stays. Oral examination was fun except that it got a little too repetitive and I was almost dozing off. Met Hui Xin on the way home and we spent one hour talking!! Home, showered, dinner with Darren! Chatted with that bastard for 3 hours ohmytian. 11p.m please, that's like one of our longest record. Totally enjoyed, though :) I don't know why but I love myself today. I'm so proud of GuoLian :D

Lazy game with the girls. Rushed back for oral practice. Shucks, I spent more than 15 bucks on cabs today. I want to slack, I'm so tired. I want to rest, I need a break.

Back from Hong Kong! The trip was good, the company was good, the food was good, everything! Dim sum, shopping, milk tea, I love them! As usual, I kind of regret not buying enough but I guess this has become a norm and so I shall not brood over it. Thank you Watermelon for being room mates with me! Thank you Starfruit for injecting so much laughter into conversations! (including your complete Mandarin sentences! hee) Thank you Coconut for directing the way even though we still lost each other on the last day! Pictures will be up when my com is revived. Psst. I got my Forensic Heroes 2 VCD and I am so happy :DDD However, missed school today because I was feeling lazy! Still feeling so super shagged now :/ But but but! Can't wait to meet Ohanies :D

I figured I will probably miss my class and their nonsense. But then again, nothing stops me from NOT wanting to be a teacher :D Bought lots of stuff for my trip. Can't wait. Wahahaha.

I can't believe it. I have 7 stacks of essays to mark and while I just finished one stack this morning, another stack is coming tomorrow. Interesting... I'm going to reward myself with 4 days of enjoyment soon! I totally need the break.

1. Past one week has been hectic! Now I can empathise with teachers who mark till they doze off. 2. 2-hour game with Watermelon Coconut and Starfruit yesterday! A brilliant avenue to slack :D 3. Can't wait for my trip next week! :D 4. Kind of built this rapport with like a tiny portion of the class and I'm glad. At least my impression of them has really changed a lot :D

I hate the way things are, I just hate it. I can't change. Cos' I don't know how. This sucks, I'm sure. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAXIE.

Two-hour game with Mel and we really perspired a lot (hopefully some fats shed too). Lunch with chewchew at NP! Short but happening day I would say :) I think after all that has happened, I know myself better now. It could be the sense of identity I've been looking for.

HAPPY AH BU DAY TO MOTHER. 4th consecutive year we're celebrating Maxie's birthday :) This year is kind of special, because it was no longer barbecue. Of course, I have always enjoyed barbecue when the girls usually get to slack and wait for the food =xx For once, we had something different! Fish and Co at the Glass House :D It got a little irritating when the restaurant staff kept singing birthday songs repeatedly. We decided we should not sabotage Max or it'd be such a spoiler and AA kind of thing. Fyi, AA means Attract Attention (learnt from YC). Now I finally understood why people always comment that Fish and Co's meals come in huge portions and you should not order one set meal if you don't have a big appetite (not that I have a small one). Zhi's black pepper stingray. I'm sure this is an all-time favourite for majority. Appealing and appetising. Portion is just nice. Max's, Zi Rui's, Angie's and my New York Fish and Chips. Looks pretty sma...

Feels like I haven't really touched my com for ages, even though it's not true. Have been spending past few nights marking at Buddy Hoagies with Coconut. Shopped with Watermelon yesterday. Those times spent with friends are so cherished since life is so hectic these days. I feel that my workplace is such a dangerous place to be in but no choice, it's a favour I'm doing for someone and it's a taste of what lies ahead of me. I'm trying very, very hard to be strong while people backstab me or things of that sort. Standing firm for an unseen attack is imperative, I guess. I figure these are what I will encounter in time to come anyway. It's finally weekend and this time, a slightly longer one. As much as I'm ill and suffering from a terrible dry throat which resulted from the frequent yellings in school, I'm so going to enjoy myself these couple of days before I'm back on the field firing shots or get fired, again. I'm so elated I think tears of...

Youremosong is gone. I can finally be at ease. Thanks :)

1. Learn to be firm. 2. Learn to say no. 3. Learn to be independent. 4. Learn to be more tolerant. 5. Learn to be patient. 6. Learn to forgive. 7. Learn to ignore. 8. Learn to self-protect. 9. Learn to enjoy. 10. Learn to save.

Stay strong GuoLian. Hang in there.

Everything's just wrong.

Kboxed! Haven't sung in a long, long time. This time we had sort of a competition and as expected, YC was first. But hey, I WAS SECOND!!! HAHAHA. Apparently there weren't sufficient participants which gave me the chance to come in second. Got really high and for once we sang for so long. Jap food for dinner (yes I know that's so unlike me) and shopping. Mygoodness Maxie spent 69 on a top while I couldn't even bring myself to part with my cash for a $15.90 dress. Like Angie would say, DIRT CHEAP. Sorry but I guess I will only spend on items that I reallyyyyy like now or at least those that are essential. Have been returning home late and Mother thinks I have a boyfriend. Goodness. I wish. I feel that I'm so overloaded with the never-ending pile of work. I want to reject people whom I'm not exactly obliged to help. I don't know. I don't know how. I feel bad saying no. Not that I'm not obligated. I don't mind helping if it's within my means. Yet...

Give me a break please. I promise I'm so going to. CRY