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sobs. Now it's all that I can do To see photographs of you And stop myself from crying hai. nw wanna c those pics oso cnt le. toopid com tio virus. e pics are gone forever. tts wat makes me wanna cry k. idiot. really dunno y. dunno y pple who have nth btr to do jz cnt leave me alone. so wat if i'm a hypocrite? anw i always said i m. cos everyone is. everyone leads a contradicting life. at least to me. things are like tt. anw. pple who have nth btr to do cn go ahead cont to do those lame stuff. i cnt be bothered anymore.

hai. i dunno wat i m thinking. my mind is in a whirl. i dunno y. ...... feeling so speechless. dunno wat to say. wat e hell am i thinking?

waves gdbye to copyrights_2c1_o4 well. using com at yuyuan hse again. heh. hmmm. many things happened over e past few days. i have gt a new gor nw. elmo gor!!! gee. he noes who he is. gee. and oso. me and him gt some misunderstanding. but nth much le. at least he trusts me nw. and i'm contented. tho i noe things wont go back to e past anymore. went to e doc le. he said i'm jz stressed out. i m okies le. hopefully things jz remain this way. exams results. oh well. didn do well. wat to do? was posted to 2s. but appealed to 2sp. results wil be out nx friday. hopefully cn approved. i'm quite determined to gt it this time. *prays hard* didn 'go on date' with mel today. lol. she went out with her frens. hai. i miss her. anw. i m soooooooooooooo happy. she cn study higher chinese with me nx yr le. tt's a great news. sec2 camp nearing. i aint enthu or anxious abt it. dun wanna go at all. i hate camps. so far. only guides camp was fun. oth den tt. nth else. last day of s...

*step out in faith now all e 2c1-ers are in e lab. including me oso la. obviously. okies i noe tt's lame. lol. hmmm. nth btr to do when exams are over. wats e pt mann?! but no choice la. haiz. dunno wat i talking mann. jz finished with e class calendar. wat m i supposed to do with it when we part? lol. wil miss this class so muchie. lol. well. shall stop crapping here. siti: hey honey.y nt in sch today?pon uh!? or sick ne?haha.anw.btr drink lotsa water and take lotsa care okies?cya soon. =)

back to sch tml. oh well.stil at yuyuan's com. my com isnt working yet.heh. hmmm.wil be back to sch tml. getting back results. gd luck to all. gotta take a gd look at everyone in 2c1 while i cn. 2 more wks to spend with them. wil miss all 2c1-ers. siti: hey honey.seeing you tml.so excited mann.lol.take care hor. sther: hey gal.rmb to heed my advice okies?must take more initiative.treasure all e times we cn have tog nw.nth else matters.take care anw. stheng: hey laopo.haven heard frm you for quite some time.really missed you loads.gotta catch up with you soon yea?take care hor. limin: hey daughter.lol.nice chatting with ya today.noe you're worried abt tml.dun worry.i wil give you my luck.do take care anw. huimin: hey min.miss me rite?! haha.i knew it! lol.anw.dun b disappointed le la.tell ya sth when i gt back to sch.haha.really missed you lots.anw.take care hor. swee: hey gal.thanks for hearing me out abt tt thing.i guess i wldnt give up yea?tho i have to.but i dun care le.anw....

yipees!!! exams finally over.torturing days finally over. today's chinese papaer wasn a very good for me. but since is over. theres nth i cn do. heck le. lol. =/ blur shawn.excited til forgot to bring home his water bottle. so being e usual good natured me. i brought it home lor. gee. went to jp with lyn jiemin and hl. den jiemin bought her stuff le.we went to orchard with yoke hwee joining us. was so bo liao. gotta stand pple's attitude with an empty stomach. haiz.i pity myself. lol. well.was pulling a long face. didnt mean to. but all thanks to chris lor. lol. and partly bcos was starving like mad. lol. met mel at ljs. well.at least she made me smile. think she's e only one in this world who has that ability mann. fancy making me smile when i was so pissed le. isnt she great? tt's y i love her so much. =) cos she nv fails to brighten up my days. hmmm.finally gt to leave at 3plus.left with lyn and yoke hwee. dead beat mann. heh. well.shall take a nap first. Zzzzzz....

gt scolded for studying. got scolded yest for studying.lol.i dun care whether my mum believes me nt.anw i really went studying.i always tot family bond is built up on mutual trust.but now i doubt so.i dun understand y i m always nt trusted.m i nt trustworthy at all? but anw.gotta thank meili and chris for their help in my science and concern as frens.esp chris.he's been doing a great job as a fren for e past few days.must treat him to hersheys one of these days. no matter wat.i wil perservere.cos i'm e strongest gal on earth.tho like wat shirleen said.even e strongest person wil fall one day.i blif i wldnt fall so easily.

Zzzzz. today's lit paper was okies.dunno cn gt at least a b3 nt.but quite confident cn pass.*prays hard* lol. stayed in sch for a while to study sci aft tt. was talking to amirah at e umbrella area. we talked alot.really alot.and as i let out everything.i really felt like crying.i'm really very stressed.but i gotta be strong.frens of mine.nt all.but some.they turn to me when they need a listening ear.if even i myself CMI le.who cn they turn to?tho i aint their only fren.cos i always say "i'll be dere". dun wish to give empty promises.so i shall perservere.anw i have great frens who are dere for me.i have mel shirleen siti huimin meili joyce chris lien chris xie and lotsa more. and yea.2c1 too.my motivation.lol. shall slp le.tml going out to study with meili and joyce. Zzzzz...

exams and exams and exams. had my dinner and shower. oh well. today's math and dnt sux like hell. true tt i didn study too much for both sub. but....my maths!!! first time nv finish mann!! kao. gonna kana lectured by parents and tutor le. wat to do? is over le. gotta work hard for oth papers lor. tho is like i cn say 'hi' to sub science le. lol. aft tt.felt v pek cek. but no choice la. so gotta cheer up lor. went to mac with yoke hwee aft tt. got free fries to eat.gee. den went to study with chris. taught him chinese. wa cn vomit blood mann. his chinese sux! lol. but gt tuition fees de neh. free burger. lol. but sat for 4hrs plus w/o standing at all. muscles tearing mann. oh well. managed to absorb a lil for lit. gotta burn midnight oil today le. last nite slept too early le. so didn do well for math and dnt. lol. =/ shall go and study le. hope tml's paper nt too tough. *prays hard* lol.

bad headache. hmmm.jz came back.bad headache mann. today had history paper.didn manage to finish last few qns.but is all over.dun wish to talk abt it le. tml got math paper 1 and dnt.really dun feel like studying mann.have been studying for history for e past 2days.some more this morning woke up at 4plus to study.in e end? results surely stil as usual.lol. aft history paper waited for meili.she taught me one math sum den went to makan at coffeeshop with her and joyce.joyce treated me to roti prata.lol. den actually wanted to go je library study.but eventually didn.ended up studying with chris at mac.til 5plus.i more of talking cock only.lol. okies.must quickly study le.really wanna catch up with my sleep mann.lol.

copyrights_2c1_o4 on this very day. miss toh gave us children's day prezzies. yet we've always treated her so badly. as expected.e class was taken aback. we cheered. actually we always noe tt ms toh is nice to us.yet we always bully her and talk bad abt her. she may be crude at times.but she always dun really mean wat she says. she obviously feels disappointed tt we dun respect her enough but she didn voice it out. she always talks to some of us at e umbrella area when she sees us dere and den hopes to noe how we're getting on with life. she always seems dao whenever she greets us in e morn but she's jz trying to show us tt she's strict and fierce so tt we wil b scared of her. we all noe it's been hard on her to be our class parent cos we're getting outta hand by e days. mayb we haven got a very gd impression of her in e first place.so we always didn realis tt she's actually very patient towards us le. all we noe to do is to grumble and annoy her with ou...

happy children's day. happy bday wei sheng.sorry my dear ah bu.this yr nv give you prezzie again.feel so bad.gonna give you belated kies.heh=/ and yea.happy children's day to myself.stil a kid.and i wanna always be one.lol. yest stayed back til very late to do homework.after tt went to makan roti prata with meili chris lien and joyce.last nite i so guai.studied for chinese test.first time studied so much for chinese.lol. today.well.like wat swee said.weird atmosphere in 2c1.first.salih and i got e fren of singa merit award.i screamed for salih when his name was announced.as for me.it was crap.darn crap.my class was as shocked as i was.lol.bteng gt fren of singa of e yr.she definitely deserves tt.during ms toh's lesson.she gave us children's day prezzies.obviously we were taken aback.supposed to b happy tho.i was crying at my desk after recess.yuyuan had to coax me with sweets.lol. aft sch.ah bu blanja me and stheng to kfc.saw tt guy.but too bad.i enjoyed my meal.aft tt ...