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waves gdbye to copyrights_2c1_o4
well.
using com at yuyuan hse again.
heh.

hmmm.
many things happened over e past few days.
i have gt a new gor nw.
elmo gor!!!
gee.
he noes who he is.
gee.

and oso.
me and him gt some misunderstanding.
but nth much le.
at least he trusts me nw.
and i'm contented.
tho i noe things wont go back to e past anymore.

went to e doc le.
he said i'm jz stressed out.
i m okies le.
hopefully things jz remain this way.

exams results.
oh well.
didn do well.
wat to do?
was posted to 2s.
but appealed to 2sp.
results wil be out nx friday.
hopefully cn approved.
i'm quite determined to gt it this time.
*prays hard*

didn 'go on date' with mel today.
lol.
she went out with her frens.
hai.
i miss her.
anw.
i m soooooooooooooo happy.
she cn study higher chinese with me nx yr le.
tt's a great news.

sec2 camp nearing.
i aint enthu or anxious abt it.
dun wanna go at all.
i hate camps.
so far.
only guides camp was fun.
oth den tt.
nth else.

last day of sch today.
thanks so much to ms toh for showing me concern.
really appreciated tt.
*waves gdbye to 2c1o4*
somehow is no pt thinking abt this class nw.
everyone is e same.

ernie is rite.
dun bother abt whether a fren likes you nt.
cos a fren isnt gonna stay with you for life.
i only noe.
mel is always out dere to support me.
oth den her.
sorry.
cnt think of anyone else.

i m disappointed.
yes i m.
mayb i shld have realized it long ago.
true tt my gestures werent appreciated at all.
everything tt i did.
pple jz think i m being extra.
yes i m.
and so.
since today is e last day.
i cn nv contribute to e class anymore.
happy?

everything tt i do cn nv satisfy e both of them.
a little comment tt i made is an offence to them.
mayb i shldn have written letter to them.
they dun deserve it.
a waste of my time.
gt a life pls.
you live your life like tt.
nt miserable de uh?

oh well.
shall stop my crap rite nw.
wanna go bang my head against e wall.


fucked up.

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