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mon? tue? today damn busy. woke up a little earlier den usual in e morning and started on mentorship thing again. used e com after finishing e analysis. waah. neck pain siarh. heh. no choice. not much time left to do. since e other group members arent lifting a finger. i have to depend on myself le. hmmm sther told me on msn that she wld be buying jay ep for me as bdae prezzie!! gee. so happy. darn darn darn darn happy man!! so anxious oso. haa. cant wait for this 2 weeks to pass man. gee. jus chatted with siti. talking bout yiwen. too much discussions le. haiz. dun wan talk bout it le. haiz. too tired to be involved in this kinda stuff le. haiz at last part of project le. last min no inspiration. so jinyi help me. he wrote crap though. idiot. zzzzz. so sleepy. but better endure. tml must send project to dr koh le. must finish by tonight. 'a guide must have high endurance level!' quoted from limei. haa. trying to etch her quote in my mind. heh. nitez nitez. gee. lol. zzz.

addicted to mashed potato.. time check: 12.40pm hmmm...yest jus went to west mall..went dere to return library bks n den met siti..we shopped ard..intendin to buy prezzies for yinghao n shirley..we went into many gift shops but den everythin was too ex..n wats more..im almos broke le..gee... finally decided not to buy le..we went down to e dunnoe wat 'tom n stephanies' to look ard for baby clothin..haa..cos siti's bro wil b comin into tis world soon..ard feb..i feel so happy for her..heh..muz b a cute boy..gee..she couldnt make up her mind so we went off le.. b4 tat we went to popular..bought some books n stuff... saw sheralyn..tink she saw me too..but din even say hi..i min i din say hi..looks lyk she wanted to..haiz..dunnoe y me so useless..heh=x.. after tat took mrt to clementi..went 7-11 to buy mashed potato for meee n my sis..hmmm..yummy..v nice..gee... den after tat went home le..muz finish so much hw..haiz..hope somebody wil b in e same plight as me..gee..muz buck up...

second entry again.. time check : 9.52pm.. second entry for today..haiz..feelin so vexed=(..stressed too.. in e afternoon took bus to clementi interchange wif guoyi n jinyi..he hlp me top up my card n we went to 7-11 to buy drinks..he treated us..gee..den he took bus 7 to bugis n guoyi n i went to e taxi stand..cos muz get those survey forms from evelyn..not much time to finish e project le..haizzz..watever.. after tat we went to 7-11 to buy mashed potato again..haa..bought 6..heh..den went back to 173 bus stop..we v zun siarh..jus reached dere n e bus went off le.. but i was glad tat i missed tat bus cos when i was on my way home in e nxt bus..i saw xiaowei..she was goin for her tuition cls..missed my twin sis so much siarh..we chatted for rather long until guoyi n i alighted..gonna miss her as much..haa... haiz..evelyn said she had distributed another copy of e survey form..so i was quite lost n i called yiwen to ask her wat to do..but i guess i had wasted my time..cant xplain e root...

vexed second entry for today. haiz. feeling so vexed. stressed oso. in e afternoon took bus to clementi interchange with guoyi and jinyi. he helped me top up my ezlink card and we went to 7-11 to buy drinks. he treated us. heh. then he took bus 7 to bugis and guoyi and i went to e taxi stand. cos must get those survey forms from evelyn. not much time to finish e project le. haiz. wateva. after that we went to 7 11 to buy mashed potato again. haa. bought 6. heh. then went back to 173 bus stop. we v zun siarh. jus reached there and e bus drove off. but i was glad that i missed that bus cos when i was on my way home in e next bus i saw xiao wei. she was going for her tuition class. missed my twin sis so much. we chatted for rather long until guoyi and i alighted. gonna miss her as much. haa. haiz. evelyn said she had distributed another copy of survey form. so i was quite lost and i called yiwen to ask her wat to do. but i guess i had wasted my time. cant explain e root of the prob. and s...

moody.. time check : 12.25am last nite slept at 4am n woke up at 8 tis morn..but den stil v energetic n not sleepy at all..haa..hmm..excited??..cos some frenz gonna cum over today??..lol..perhaps only.. mother took da jie guoyi n me out for lunch at clementi central..saw weisheng's mama..but den quickly siam..LoL..after tat shopped around for white canvas shoes..heh..but all too ex le so told mother to buy from elsewhere..heh.. took a shower after i reached home..gonna fetch kexian n shirley soon..but after shower i saw duncan on tv!..heh..it was ''party in e park 2003''!!..da jie shouted to me when she switched on e tv..so i quickly rushed to e tv to watch duncan sing..okie i min..watch BLUE sing..haa..LoL..tis yr they finally get to sing more den one song..gee..n anw duncan stil as shuai as eva..haa.. then mother drove to interchange..kinda late le..heh..kexian n shirley were dere le..shirley gaf me a cute cow soft toy key chain..it was nice of her=)..then weishen...

merry x'mas [1.05am] if you desire a relationship. more den you desire me. den wats e point. of having two pple. in tis dumb relationship? ++ merry x'mas [1.05am] ++ hm..bro's frenz still here..gonna stay overnight again..lol..almos every yr lyk tat??..heh..strange..me still not feeling sleepy..sho seldom me still sho energetic at such late nite..heh..me sho happy..so many pple sms me to wish me merry x'mas..hm..some oso got greet me thru fone n some sent me or gave me cards or oso got some greeted me thru msn..oh ya oh ya..some send me e-cards..so nicey..heh..hm..reali alot?..let me c..got bj..jiahui..yp..bteng..zhi wei..yinghao..esther ng..lyn..siti..shentong..leo yi shyen..felicia ng..mic..yujia..yan ru..yan hong..shuyi..chris..hockey..xuelin.. shangpeng..auntie vivian..mrs kee..angeline..tsu hui..shawn..ernie.. huiling..shirleen..qian wen..alfred..medwin n i guess somemore cant mention all at a time..heh..but den it was v nice of them..heh..e best is still mic!!..se...

new haircut i saw a new glimmer of hope. when you talked to me again. not hoping for anything else. but den i know. we are still frenz? you're telling me tat? tat we're still frenz? rite? ++ new haircut ++ doinkz -_-" today went to cut my hair..sho short n is darn short!..lol..but wat can i do ne?..accept it?..cos it will still grow back?..but den how m i supposed to face my frenz on thu?..heh..lol.. den some peepz coming over to my houz on x mas day..sho muz contact many pple..called them today..but sho many pple not at home or not available..doinkz..lol.. yuppies!!..today got ice cream cake le!!..sho happy..i tol shirley bout it den she kept telling me to save one piece for her..heh..but den i wud b drooling le..sho yummy..heh.. hm..today is short entry..mother is back..ice cream cake is back!!..yummy yum yum..heh..me gonna slp late today..muz revise sec1 chinese tb 1b le..heh..Zzz... ++ end ++ loving x duncan x yupps we're still frenz. definitely. ;o)

i wonder n wonder n wonder going steady minz having a CLOSE..LASTING n STABLE relationship with someone of e opp sex? m i rite? haa.. ++ i wonder n wonder n wonder ++ hm..today is last meeting for banner com..wah sway siarh..cos initally i suppoz to b in souvenirs de..den hwee ling asked y i sudd in banner com..so shu yi helped me tell her..den she lyk so angry lyk tat..i reali v scared..haiz..guilty oso.. after e meeting..jiahui n i went to toilet to wash e brushes..kaoz..so !@#$%^&*( man..use e tinner den make my hands so red..cos is red paint ma..but den still cant get rid of e paint..so we heck le..den jus bout to go out..den shuyi n madeline come in le..den they took over lo..so we went off le..den jiahui n i had lunch at e coffeeshop opp our skol..den v bloated le finally..n sat down dere discussing where to go next..so in e end we decided to go home.. so i took bus 173 le..den on my way home..mother called me..she tol me jinyi n my gor stuck in jinyi's room at home..den ...

love web i hate to hear my fone vibrate. cos in e past. when my fone vibrates. i know it's a msg received. i know it wud b you. but now. i hate to hear my fone vibrate. cos i hate to c myself upset. when e sender isnt you. ++ love web ++ hm just went to skol on thu..e banner left a little more to finish..a sense of satisfaction..heh..thou e art work isnt done by me..but i got draw e 'scouts' n 'guides' but den v ugly..heh..serene de nicer..haa.. tat day e sec4 na n nt pple take their n level results..i was worrying for my tat bro lsp cos he kept telling me he sure cant make it de..n i oso kept encouraging him..den when i saw him come down from e hall le n walked towards him..he saw me n jus said 'pass..pass'.. haa..good lo..tats wat i said to him..but anw..glad for him tat he passed..as for e kh..he got chicken pox den din go n get e results..his mother went..but anw he got rather good results but den still v not unhappy..expectations so high siarh..lol..won...

monday ... tuesday you muz hv been tired. cos you hv run thru my mind. you muz hv been a thief. cos you hv stolen my heart. i muz hv been a bad hunter. cos i keep missing you. ++ monday ... tuesday ++ monday went to skol cos me in backdrop com de. serene's design e font got chosen. but den she reali darn pro. e words sho nice! haha loL!=) den do lotsa stuff... ******************************************************* i went around central with jiahui. den until quite late den we went home le. den geraldine and madeline called me to ask bout e banner. cos i said got lobang for them lorx. den after tat confirm le went to kallang uncle's office to get e cloth. actuali e price is 25bucks de but den i told geraldine 20 bucks in e firx place cos i got wrong info. sho is my fault. so i paid e 25bucks to my uncle den told shuyi is 20 bucks and den told uncle to write on e receipt 20bucks. hope e cloth e material not sho bad. ******************************************************* tue wen...

putting up a strong front all my happiness. isnt given by you. i fought for them. on my own. ++ putting up a strong front ++ hm! jus received a call from uncle in e morn. my quadruplets cousins are sick! high fever! got admitted to hospital! haiz. poor thing. hope they recover soon. today oso nothing much to do. went online and talk to many pple. lol. i listening to gui ji again!! v touching!! sho nice!! lyk wat esther says again. it melts my heart!! hee!=) 30 more days to my bdae! dunno shud b excited or sad lorx. hv a strong feeling many pple will forget my bdae next yr. but i min is okiex lahz. jus a bdae mahz. lol. me crazee le. bleahx. me gonna stay happy!! dunno y! hee!=) ouch! new houz sho many mosquitos. me covered with spots le! =xx ++ end ++ loving x duncan x i hv to put up a strong front. even if i m reali sad deep inside my heart. i wan to look normal. in front of all my frenz. who care for me. Currently listening to: jay's gui ji

12dec to all e pple i love in tis world i wanna let you know i love you take care cos i care and cos you are special =) ++ 12dec ++ today! finally got to use e com! shiok! hee!=) hm! jus came back from westmall! hee!=) crazy me always go westmall. so zun manz! firstly saw cme teacher mrs lim. bleahx. scary! den went up e escalator and saw wendy from 1c2! me always scared of her oso de! lol! lyk my eyes playing tricks on me lyk tat. hee!=) den went to popular cos hv to buy books for jinyi. but den couldnt find e books he wan lehx. iya let him buy on his own lahz. hee!=) jus went out of popular and saw jane liew! ouxiang! still as chio as ever! hee!=) so zun horx. she is kaixin's neighbout lehx! hee!=) but den she with her frenz so i din say hi to her. heh=p iya! in a rush! gotta go! ++ end ++ loving x duncan x hope is e best music for depression. so dun giv up hope. even if it is only a glimmer. =) Currently listening to: jielun's gui ji Currently feeling: cheerful

long long entry dun learn to fly when you haven even learnt to walk ++ long long entry ++ 30nov jus moved to new houz. Ermz I min not reali considered ‘moved’ le lorx. But moved things over and e mattresses oso moved dere le. Which minz my family, which consists of me of cos. Has slept for e firx night in e new houz. Oh man! No diff from hotel siarh. E air-con so power one siarh. Seven of us slept in e master bedroom where dere are THREE air-cons. But to save electricity, we only switched on e smallest one. But surprisingly, tat night all of us were almos frozen to death! Hee=) not I exaggerating. But is reali v true de lorx. Hee=) 1dec woke up early in e morn. Had a nice slp e previous night thou. Geez=xx mother and pa and gor woke up le den went to old houz. Ready to move e ‘bigger’ stuff to new houz. Dunno wat they did at e firx trip lorx. Only know they almos starved me to death man. Cos I din eat breakfast mahz. So v hungry lorx. They 1.19pm den bought duck rice for me and e other...