i wished i knew wat to do. now, even a heading, i gotta think hard of what to put. perhaps my meaning of life ends here. well. guess is still safer to blog here, rather than there. i really feel very miserable. but i have to keep it to myself. i told myself i have to be patient. cos' i still believe in, "patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet." that's written on the bookmark that mrs kee gave me when i was in p5? ya. neither did i try to reply the tags there. well, what can i say anyway? it will only show that i am insincere to apologise, isn't it? i really thank the people who are speaking up for me. but i guess it's really my fault. no one should pity me ba. yes. everyone needs friends. but this time, i guess it's really my fault. i dont know whats the matter with jr though. i dont know why he's out to pick on me or something. but i'm quite sure i didnt offend him. as for jh. i know it's my fault. maybe she thinks whats done cannot be und...