past.

they always tell me, "maybe you're too sensitive.". but my guesses always turned out to be right. last day of school, and i'm not missing anything, anyone. they are my friends. yet this surge of jealousy still rises in me each time they talk to you. maybe because i know they can talk to you and i can't. or, i know you will talk to them and not me. 10 centimetres or more but i still missed you. i have to accept that fate isn't an everyday thing. or it hasn't even occurred to me before. the next time, i will take note of everyone on a bike.

i'm really not so used to breaking down in school. perhaps after today, my tear glands will be more inactive than ever. i hope i'll remember the day you left, i saw your back for the last time. i hope i'll always recognise that backview.

Let me on down cause' time has made me strong I'm starting to move on I'm gonna say this now Your chance has come and gone And you know it's just too little too late A little too wrong And I can't wait but you know all the right things to say You know it's just a little too late You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase To be real, it doesn't matter anyway You know it's just too little too late I'm letting you go, I'm loving myself. will i still love the thing that are changing? will i still love the people who are changing? is it really a good chance that we, changing, continue to love a changed person? what if i don't get the chance? i thought i could hang on for another year. but things have to come to an end so soon. i wished what i heard wasn't true. though i will still hold on to the hope that it might not be true. will there be a day when i see you on the streets and say 'hi', but your r...

i never thought it would ever befall me. i always thought it only appeared in drama serials. but it still happened. but despite having seen such situation, i realised i don't know how to handle it. i'm clueless and lost. but probably i know i will have a hard time grappling with everything for the next few weeks. GUOLIAN YOU MUSN'T FALL.