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10reasons. 1. love is when i feel disappointed n uneasy when i dun c him. 2. love is when i lie that i dun like him when in actual fact i do. 3. love is when i like e things he fancies. 4. love is when i find all kinds of excuses to msg him. 5. love is when i always keep a lookout for him everywhere. 6. love is when i get emotional when i listen to e song he likes. 7. love is when i start to lie when i noe other gals like him. 8. love is when i dun care abt watever bad stuff pple say abt him. 9. love is when i hate it when he doesn even say hi to me. 10. love is when i get sad when his msgs are short n sarcastic. guo lala 5.12pm

my face red meh?..lolz.. long time nv surf net le..despo siarh..keke..now at sther hse..jus now went to sch..den went shopping at jp ntuc with sther hl weeboy and yoke hwee..stupid yoke hwee..go throw a box of men underwear into my trolley..den when i put it back..2boxes dropped..den pple all looked at me..so malu!!!..toopid de la..lolz..anw..they are here at sther hse too..including..chris and clement.. well..nothing much to blog abt..cos rather 'speechless'..lolz..=x.. jus now they kept saying my face red..got meh..but i went to toilet to check..rather lor..=x..heh.. anw..days are boring nowadays.. and yea..i realized something..i m only his tv..an entertainer..lolz..... and oso..i noe e truth le..lolz...... and oso..a fren betrayed my trust..a best fren some more..wat have i got to say??..guess i can only stop trusting pple around me..yes thats it..... dun say i attitude le..i have a reason for that..deres a reason behind everything..... kk..must go sample ice cream le..yumm...

it's e reason again.. hmmm..i dun wanna say much..got nothing to say..jus history repeating itself again..so i m used to it..dun wanna elaborate further..anw..e other time was my frens dun wan tell me..now e same..so y stil bother??..anw..if they have e intention to hide it from me..they can do it..so even if i noe oso doesn matter le..yea..i have got lotsa qns to ask her..loads and tonnes of them..but since she noe le..wats e point??..i guess is useless..swee asked if i was sad..can i say no?..yes perhaps i could..but who wil blif that is how i feel?..wil anyone blif?..well..heck le..it doesn matter anymore..if i were really that sad..my tears would have taken my unhappiness away on mon le.. i dunno if i should delete 'e reason' away from my songlist.. keep?..delete?..//shrugs. how to face her on mon and e rest of e days?..is her again..i can accept this fact..but..how to face her??..//shrugs. i guess i wil nv add back his no. le..never.. guo - //sad. 8.06pm I'm not a ...

crap. now at sther hse. bo liao eh. borrow com ba le. lolz. nothing better to do in other words. she give me eat cheescake. yummie. keke. as usual. listening to e reason. afterall this song stil affects my mood. n i seem to be not able to not listen to this song everyday. dunno y. haiz. since dunno which day. he walked past me 6times n we jus looked away. since sch reopened after e june hols. every morning i walked to sch. i sure looked to my left when i walked past e void deck. but he's nv dere anymore. he wil only reach sch 6min later after i stepped into e sch. it has always been like that. haiz. guo lala 4.35pm

sun..mon.. yesterday went to 4mosques.was an exursion cum activity or watever in conjunction w e racial harmony day.shant elaborate much on it.cos was all jus mosques lor.thou we learnt quite a few new stuff abt e muslims.best part was that dere was a buffet lunch prepared specially for us at e last mosque!!..so suang!!..we all so happy.esp me n yinghao.big eaters.keke. after that me n limin n weisheng went to mac to makan.we each ate 10pcs of nuggets.gee.but that was only jus rite.we wanted to eat more.but den gotta go home le.was rather late.den yuyuan sent me home. today got new seating arrangement le. i sat w shirley!!..gee.we are one of e lucky pairs of girls to sit tog besides kinmun n huiting.keke.but i sit dere v cham siarh.must tilt my head so much to look at e board.but tsu hui n wee sit in front of me.den stheng n yuyuan sit behind me.den ben n amirah sit beside shirley so stil v near me.so suang.gee.but too bad!!..i dun get to sit w ernie.gee.lol. =x stupid one siarh.i sit ...

sat... today is so interesting!!!..keke. morning went to sch at 7plus for e chinese competition thing.must go help out.nice one na.luan lao shi called so many pple to go le stil ask us.lol. stupid specs.screw came off.den must change specs.so nerdy!!!..some more so giddy.heh. den when almost reached sch le saw her.she was walking into sch.lucky mum drove me all e way into sch.so didn happen to meet her or watever le.heh.but saw bteng so walked into sch w her. took off my specs when i walked into sch.otherwise so paiseh.so nerdy.heh. den we put on our tie den led those diff pri schs to e hall.i mean.not me n shirley lead lor.so many pple dere.we slacking only. e guides went for energy conservation course.i miss them badly.haiz.meili so gao xiao.said ti wo da bao bu ping.cos i let zenia and jinyan go den in e end they both cant turn up.haha.but is okie la.anw i think they didn expect it de.ooh wait.wheres my brasso?..should be stil w jiemin?..heh. den me n shirley walked here walked dere...

stressed up. haiz. stress. stress. stress. almost cried for e past two days. but didn eventually. gotta be strong. thanks shirleen and mel. haha.i wont go tiao lou dun worry.haha. now at yuyuan's hse again. borrow com again. keke. jus now jiemin and kin mun sick so went home le. take care hor gals. jus now math test so cham. so many qns cant do. hopefully can pass. haiz. i miss miss moo!!!! haiz. after school stayed at umbrella area. thanks mann jocelyn. i got a GREAT time w you talking back abt ahem. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. suang mann. haha. thanks so muchie. i today so sad de lor. but finally can at least fa xie yi xia to jocelyn. hahaha. den after that went to eat roti prata at e coffeeshop opp sch w meili jocelyn and chris lien. they made me laugh so much mann. thanks seniors. i finally can laugh from e bottom of my heart today. ha. den took bus home w yuyuan. phew. finally can listen to some music le. haha. hmmm. gotta go home le. must makan dinner. heh. take care peepz out de...

is nothing. wats there to be very sad abt? life goes on anw. wats more shes leaving to pursue her dreams. we shouldn stop her. instead we should be happy for her. life nowadays is boring mann. mon no sch.went to watch spiderman2 with nana min n jiahui. took neoprints at lot1. not nice one.my specs reflected by light. but nvm la.no one look at me anw.lol. tue was boring la. wed same.anw have been staying back n stuff lor. today stayed back to wait for siti. .....n stuff.dun wish to elaborate too much abt today. now at yuyuan hse. borrow com. headache mann. jus now walked in e rain. bo liao. heh.gotta call class peepz up le. tml wil be a pleasant day for 2c1.lol. meili!!..my beloved ps.haha.thanks so much.thou you always like to tease me n yuyuan!!..lol.but those words you used to console me at e quadrangle jus now were enough.thanks so muchie. miss moo agreed with me siarh!!..she said is a matter of time whether we have to part or not.heh.lol.jus now after music saw so many class.scary ...

now wat? dunno who wil be our new classparent. dun bother to care le. anw is not within our control. we dun have a choice anw. heng den gd cher la. sway den bad one la. go think so much for wat? now at kaixin hse. borrowing com for my eng hw. wat e mann. so diff siarh. no inspiration. lol. tml dun wan go sch can? dun wan c him. going deaf soon. last nite went to seragoon sec campfire. jiemin kept screaming at my ears. nice one na. siannnn la. must go do hw le. Zzzzz. guo lala 1.39pm

wtf. didn mean to be vulgar. but i really dunno wat to use to describe how i feel. it is definitely heart breaking. we cried. we indeed have. not all. but those who knew e truth today. no choice. natural instinct ba. watever. miss moo. we understand y you didn tell us that you're leaving. but pls do come back to visit us. we wil really miss you. we wil miss your lessons always. your laughter. e joy you brought to us. we cant do anything. can only wish you all e best in your endeavours. thanks for your great contributions to e class. we really appreciated. we really wanna apologise to you for not always creating troubles for you. hope we aren too late to do so. things may nv be e same anymore. but we wil try to strive hard and not disappoint you. we wil try to live up to our name. we wil try. perhaps when you come back to visit us you wil c e certs we have gotten on e notice board. you wil c e fitness run trophy on e teacher's table.like you wished to have them that way. you sai...

mon to fri?? monday.sian lor.went to big bookshop after sch w min jiahui nana weeboy n junrong.went to buy chris bdae prezzie.den after that went to mac to makan and fold stars. tue morning rained.waited at umbrella area for mel.but she was late.so ended up 2c1 pple almost all came to join me.haha that was great.that bench would be e '2c1 rainy bench' le.haha.den after sch went to mac with mel to fold stars.talked so much crap. wed rained again.den after pledge taking in class went for dnt lessons.mrs abdul take us siarh.nice one na.and so shiok mann.every wed go for dnt den can c e sec3s go for morning run.wat e.thats great mann.me n siti so happy abt it.den she kept hitting me.wat e.lol!..den after sch we stayed back in sch to talk cock lor.me mel min jiahui nana nicolle sini qimei...iya.lotsa them la.we had a great time crapping anw.oh ya.gave chris his prezzie.he better appreciate it.500 over stars in that bottle.so much sincerity.lol.not mine only thou.heh. thur rained aga...

syf opening ceremony.siannn. tuition jus ended. this morning went to meet weeboy at clementi at 10 15. we dumb siarh.can take e first train but took e second.cos weeboy complained too many pple in e first.but e second one was worse.lol. den met junrong at commonwealth.nice one na.so 'punctual' mann.haha lol. den we took 100 to queensway shopping centre. finally bought my uniform.so happy.keke.after all i have only been using my that one and only uniform ma.keke. den we bought ear rings for shirley.very cheap and niceeeyy.but stupid one siarh.shirley preferred e one kianwee chose.but siti they all said i choose one nicer.gee.yay nice one na. haha. den we went back to sch in 147. min they all reached sch le.den everyone oso arrived one by one. we took same bus as 2c2.not that bad lor.stil got shirleen and kexian ma.haha.rather den to be with 2b2.lol. was sitting with min den we listening to radio only. e performance was okie lor.we were rather enthu.hahaha. den ended earlier den...

hAiz.lost. wTh la.jus typed one long page mann.den com lag and hang.wat e.really bTh my laggy com le siarh.den everything disappeared le.haiz.haiz.later got time den update la.i'm so tired.tired of pretending all e time.y must i always accomodate others?..y nv i tot of myself?..i always do things for e benefit of others.y is this so?..this is not self praise.but anw.no one appreciates it. had a horrible dream jus now during my nap.dreamt that zcx saw sther den wanted to wave to him den when i walked past he put down his hand.rather true in reality thou.haiz.watever.i hate myself la.i try to be kind to others.but almost no one cares abt me.i try to be cold.but i realise i would be too selfish.wat m i supposed to do? mel - thanks for including me in all your entries.love you to bits too.i noe you are currently stil very confused over that matter.i aint involved anymore thou.dun have to thank me so much.i counselled you cos you are my best fren ma.haha.and oso you are under my counsel...