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it's e reason again..
hmmm..i dun wanna say much..got nothing to say..jus history repeating itself again..so i m used to it..dun wanna elaborate further..anw..e other time was my frens dun wan tell me..now e same..so y stil bother??..anw..if they have e intention to hide it from me..they can do it..so even if i noe oso doesn matter le..yea..i have got lotsa qns to ask her..loads and tonnes of them..but since she noe le..wats e point??..i guess is useless..swee asked if i was sad..can i say no?..yes perhaps i could..but who wil blif that is how i feel?..wil anyone blif?..well..heck le..it doesn matter anymore..if i were really that sad..my tears would have taken my unhappiness away on mon le..

i dunno if i should delete 'e reason' away from my songlist..
keep?..delete?..//shrugs.

how to face her on mon and e rest of e days?..is her again..i can accept this fact..but..how to face her??..//shrugs.

i guess i wil nv add back his no. le..never..

guo - //sad.
8.06pm

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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