past.

A Friend Like Henry is an awesome book. I've never tried crying reading a book, not even the worst, the most tragic love story. But I cried reading a book about a dog, what a joke. Henry reminds me of Harry, and lately Harry's foot is quite badly infected. I do worry for him when I see that he cannot even walk properly. Well yes I've started on my Chinese Literature books finally and they are really not easy. I'm beginning to fear for the coming semester but I promised I will do my best and so I must. For those who have been supporting and waiting for me, I've just updated the third episode of the story. As always, all kinds of comments are welcomed:) I've done some research this time, I hope you'll enjoy it. Sorry to keep you all waiting!

1. I played badminton with Darren and WB and Mr. Quek WL today. I do see the shiokness in venting your unhappiness or whatsoever with a hard stroke or smash. I believe that could be the reason why people play sports. More, contact sports at a competitive level. 2. I had Macs for the second day in a row. Not like I was craving for it but I just didn't know what to eat. I'm so lazy to even think of what to eat. Nevertheless the honey shaker fries are not bad and worth a second try after tasting them with Coconut yesterday. (By the way Coconut thanks for your gifts they're really nice) 3. I texted Twinnie today. It was kinda random yes but I just suddenly thought of her. I miss the times we'd laugh over the stupidest things, the times we'd share little secrets, the times we'd tease each other about our crushes. I miss how I'd hug her and tell her everything would be okay when she was going through the toughest times. I miss our friendship. But I guess it takes ...

I won't know how to go on. From there. I'm sorry I've been a bad person.

想念还在等待救援

This is one of those days when I can't put on a smile, no matter how hard I try. I don't even want to go home anymore. I just want someone to be here with me, just here with me. I don't want to talk, because my silence will have spoken volumes of how I feel.

Again and again, like my feelings are the most worthless thing. So much for apologising when I felt I wasn't in the wrong. So much for trying to be forgetful about it. But you continue to harp on it. I really think this accusation is too much.

Gosh. It's been 8 years.

:(

Extremely. You're insensitive to my feelings.

This song lasts me a lifetime.

Awesome combi.

I think Jay should write for him.

Credits to Sunshine Boy again!

Credits to Sunshine Boy

I really don't want to care. All these thoughts have to stop. I just want to be happy, not extremely happy, just happy.

Frankly I think my memory's failing me these days that I'm beginning to forget a lot of things, be it of the past or the present. So is it really like LX's philosophy that words of the unimportant don't matter that I don't seem to remember matters that are seemingly unimportant of late? But I think I prefer things this way. I always believe one with a poor memory is happier than one with a superb one. People are wondering why I've been forgetting things recently. I wonder too. I think this could be attributed to the works of apathy! You tend to forget things when you don't put in enough effort I think. And then of course forgetfulness has its reverse side too because I tend to neglect many things and people. So I want to apologise (if necessary) for forgetting to reply text messages, calling back if you've left missed calls, any appointments you made with me. Sometimes I'm worried that I get too busy or occupied with certain issues that I forget to c...

I feel very complete today! (and fickle-minded) That's because I finally intentionally passed by Bossini again for the third time and then you-know-what-happened-after-that! WAHAHAHHA. I really can't stop thinking about it and with EH CHRIS! the great influencer around, I decided it was harmless! :p I think Bugis is a good place to explore if you are looking for food. I still like the Korean food which Yangeee recommended! The taohui was also good! I didn't quite enjoy the oreo cheesecake at Food For Thought but I thought the place was quite nice and the name reminded me that I have good taste because I named my restaurant on FB the same :D Okay enough of the high-ness. On a slightly lighter note, I just want to express appreciation to people who have been secretly stalking me on this space lately and showing concern for me over posts that were seemingly 'misleading' and especially since I didn't specify at all what was going on. I know we are all busy and you c...

I felt last night was very quality time spent with Ohana although not all were present:) I like doing very impromptu things with them and getting lost in the middle of nowhere because we are together anyway. I still keep thinking about my X-Men shirts but I think I won't get them already because they seem a little overpriced. No more work already. So that means I should start to study! No procrastinationnnnnnnnnnnnnn. JIAYOU GL! 是你让我相信了又不相信

I want my X-Men shirttttttttttttttttttttttttt

It's an end finally. 缅怀法 proved to be very effective. But I won't get to adopt that approach anymore because I dumped all the past in the past. Earlier on I only managed to put the person behind me, but not the incident or should I say everything else that is related. As I walked aimlessly around today, and when I've boarded a long-journey bus, I felt very suppressed and was even about to cry. I wanted someone, anyone, so much to sit beside me on the bus and spend the time together even if no words were to be spoken. The feeling of loss and aimlessness was so overwhelming I hated it! I guess I know the reason why. And I do know that this was aided by the setting earlier. Thank goodness a text came and I :). You never fail to change my mood, really. Thank you:) No more work! School's starting! I saw veryyyyyyyyyyyy cute X-Men shirt but no size for me:(:(:(

Sorry for the uncouth language earlier. I'm better now.

whatthefreakingshit. Why must you always interprete my goodwill as something else? WHY? I'm just doing what I think is right. WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME.

It comes back whenever I close my eyes. And so I have to be in a clear-minded state at all times on my way to work every morning and on my way home from work every afternoon. I think about the secret chamber, the small talks, the paths, the mornings. This sucks so much. And this is the explanation as to why I don't want any free moment. I want to be as busy as possible. Is that the right way? I don't know what the trigger point is. All I know is that, it's delusional. Thus I have to stand firm.

Feng-ge sings too nicely that I can't resist the temptation of re-blogging this!

I really need a dose of this! 5 more dayssssss. No I am not counting down. I'm just.. anticipating. Yeah, you don't even know.

I really enjoy stayover with the guys around because it's a different experience altogether. And I do miss having Max around because he's the only Ohanie that I haven't seen for the longest time. I'm feeling thrifty this month because not a lot of friends' birthdays fall on July:D I feel I'm falling sick for the nth time (have I even recovered?) because I never sleep enough and I went in the rain just now. Bingo. 6 more days of work. Just 6 more days. I'm dying to get out of that place as always because I'm sensing my memories being aided by every little possible thing in that place. Thereafter it will be another 2 more weeks before school starts. I hate it. I have to start studying now. And there's still so much to do... I realised how much you mean to me now; but I feel like an idiot.

One more week! And it's the end. Then I don't have to walk past those corners, paths, corridors again. Everything kept coming back ever since I started work. Must be the environment. Maybe it was a wrong choice after all. But it's all coming to an end:) A true test, that made me realise I might really be taking a lifetime to do this. Thank goodness life is short.

Still one of my favourite tracks. And they're actually singing this in the rain! HOW HOT.

I feel lousy today.

Such a long and weary day and I'm kinda surprised I survived! I bought 200 grams of Famous Amos cookies for my sis. Crap I never knew 200 grams can cost $10.20. Is it because they are famous? Gosh. Visited HY in the evening at my favourite Fairprice outlet! Bought a box of ice cream from her and got 2 free ones wahahaha Thanks girl! :D The busy period is here and I am sensing the tide. Sometimes it sucks to be doubtful about your future, really. I miss you only when you're gone. So don't come back.

It's been a couple of days and my flu isn't getting any better. And it got me thinking that I wasn't so frail in secondary school days despite the fact that I drank much lesser water than I do nowadays. I went to bed as early as 8.30p.m yesterday and it felt as if I've lost touch with the cyber world for so long! This, coupled with my very tired eyes of late, is apparently a bad sign of having used the computer for a drastically long period of time. I went to Harris twice that day and came to a decision that I shall not start my X-Men comics collection. It's a frigging costly investment and frankly I'll rather save up for a powershot G11!!! List of modules is out and I can't decide on what to take. I hate this part of the semester because everything and anything is a choice. My choice is that I hate making choices.

Finally met most of Ohana:) Now I feel more complete than before! I need to share something: I'm so into X-Men recently I think I'm crazy. I got a box in the hope of starting to collect X-Men comics but I heard such investments are going to cost me quite a lot. So should I? From Monday when I started watching X-Men 1 I've been thinking about X-Men everyday and I want to know the stories, sequels, everything! HOW? :( Aiyo this is quite tough a decision to make. Don't entertain those thoughts and you're going to be fine. Drift away from them... Drift.

I spent half the day doing things I find very constructive. Likes! (Y) But I really need to get back to my book! Have been taking very long to finish (sorry ah Chew heehee)! I haven't been seeing people online and I'm bored:( Adds: I watched X-Men, Origins of Wolverine! Ohmytian there are Scott Summers and Gambit! But I prefer the older Scott:D

I must be nuts!

Bought a new book which I've been looking for since last month:) Subsequently bought a packet of project cards, an assessment book for my student, two boxes of Dewberry (yay!) and 200grams of picnic ham. To conclde, I'm damn broke now. I made sandwiches for my sisters. I think I'm so nice! :p I want to quickly watch all the X-men cartoon episodes and read all the MSH comics! I have about one month to do that before school starts. Ohnoooooo 人总会因一些事情、一些经历而改变。我再也不敢习惯任何人的陪伴，因为我害怕终究有分开的一天。我害怕说再见，因为我真的害怕再也见不到。当那些回忆回来找我的时候，我告诉自己不可以去想，要想其他事。很多人告诉我，“至少你回忆过去的时候，你还会觉得一丝的甜蜜和快乐。”但是，谁又知道，我回头看的时候，一点快乐的感觉都没有，只有痛和恐惧。我害怕再次经历那段寂寞痛苦的日子。我告诉自己，我不能再让自己过那种生活，不能再伤得那么重。 只是，好像渐渐形成了一种阴影，让我觉得比以前更窒息。我过的日子，好像没了目标。

Finished X-Men 1, 2 and 3 today! Awesome! Wolverine is indeed very shuai...BUT WHY DID CYCLOPS HAVE TO DIE!!! :(((( Damn sian. I was actually anticipating the upcoming KOF movie but when I watched the trailer I was quite turned off already. Now I'm hoping there will be a street fighter movie! The last one (excluding The Legend of Chun-Li) was 1994! Gosh. I hope someone makes a street fighter movie for me soon. Work resumes tomorrow. I wish it's Youth Day everyday:/

It was another very great stayover with my blonde girlfriends and I do miss Fel! I've stopped indulging incessantly in MyEmpire and Restaurant City on Facebook because I figured they're really a waste of time. Maybe I will return when I get too bored. There's an urgent need for me to return to reading and experiment some craftwork which I've always wanted to learn. Holidays are really a luxury we must learn to cherish. X-MEN at 7.30p.m. tomorrow! DO CATCH! :D Everything builds, including our ability to cope with it. That's how we keep going. -Cecelia Ahern, Thanks For The Memories .

 I've been receiving very random text messages from friends. I guess this is what I've always been waiting for and so I should say my patience is paying off:) I caught Triple Tap with Mel!! 好酷！Sigh but I don't like Daniel and Louis to act together because whenever they do, Louis has to be the bad guy and then he has to die:( This plot is so much similar to Protege BUT no AHWU! Still, it was very thrilling and I so enjoy watching my two handsome dudes on the big screen :D I don't need a parachute because I won't let myself fall. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOKE HWEE AND KIN MENG!