Save the world,

Bought a new book which I've been looking for since last month:) Subsequently bought a packet of project cards, an assessment book for my student, two boxes of Dewberry (yay!) and 200grams of picnic ham. To conclde, I'm damn broke now. I made sandwiches for my sisters. I think I'm so nice! :p I want to quickly watch all the X-men cartoon episodes and read all the MSH comics! I have about one month to do that before school starts. Ohnoooooo

人总会因一些事情、一些经历而改变。我再也不敢习惯任何人的陪伴，因为我害怕终究有分开的一天。我害怕说再见，因为我真的害怕再也见不到。当那些回忆回来找我的时候，我告诉自己不可以去想，要想其他事。很多人告诉我，“至少你回忆过去的时候，你还会觉得一丝的甜蜜和快乐。”但是，谁又知道，我回头看的时候，一点快乐的感觉都没有，只有痛和恐惧。我害怕再次经历那段寂寞痛苦的日子。我告诉自己，我不能再让自己过那种生活，不能再伤得那么重。只是，好像渐渐形成了一种阴影，让我觉得比以前更窒息。我过的日子，好像没了目标。