past.

God knows what's happening to me these two days. I'll probably collapse of the fatal pain one of these mornings. It's killing me and I shall know what really went wrong when I collapse. Ha. GP 1 and GSC paper 1 were not too friendly because what I studied did not come out. See? That's the result of 'banging'. Nevertheless, comprehension for both subjects turned out to be rather manageable. I won't know how I fared though. I failed GP comprehension for Common Test even though I said it was easy. Supposed to go swimming with Zhi but ended up slacking at Max's house. Watched the drama serial that I needed to watch so badly. I can hardly imagine we are the ones taking 3 H2 subject papers next week, at the rate we're moving. I'm trying not to think about the enjoyment after next week. Shucks, it's hard not to think about it. After all, I always 'begin with the end in mind'. Or maybe, the first thing I should do is ask my mum to bring me to...

On my bed. At the back of the bus. In the toilet. The places I have cried at over the past 3 days. It sucks. The feeling when I try to stop my tears from flowing. Worst, it's crying over something not understandable. Whatthehell.

Pissed. 1. My phone, I want to dump it into the bin, really. 2. My 'hand', broke. Zhi's too. 3. You never fail to say something that hits me real hard. Promos first, everything else - last.

Taking a break from studies and PW and so here I am, using the com, blogging, and breaking the promise I made to myself. Got hollered at by the DM early this morning for taking off my tie >. Productive 4 hours with Kevin at the lib! And and and, nice cheese wafer! Yummies;p PW's a headache and OP's coming soon!! Drats. Promos will be here in less than 2 weeks' time and I'm not done with anything. Am I even started?

Studied with the long-lost Angeline and was probably due to not seeing her for too long, we got too distracted and didn't really do anything. I did my Math though. But drats, it was a tough paper to me or perhaps I just didn't put in enough effort. CLL lesson wasn't too boring, at least I didn't nod off to sleep. Lunch first and PW meeting cancelled. Back to my books but was super sleepy. Kept dozing off. Adeline has decided to make me her partner for the EOY MOE scholars trip and we'll probably be going to Taiwan because there's a strong need to satisfy our shopping desire I guess =xxx Want to make a trip down to school tomorrow to root for our school's women soccer team but sadly, got to visit my cousin and her new-born son tomorrow. I doubt I can wake up that early anyway. Will probably fall asleep during the match =xx Right, I'm learning how to eat real slowly, like Brenda, with her melts. I think it helps in slimming down. And yeah, no more touching...

If There Are Seasons. Watched the play with some CLL + CLDDS friends. Nice one! Though the tic was really ex, I must say I really enjoyed it. Even if the love that was lost has returned, the feeling is no longer the same. Shopping with BTeng for my shoes. Set my eyes on one pair! But I need cash badly. Saving up for Jay's new album! Man, I can't believe it.