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Too lazy to blog yesterday! And, didn't sleep well. Slept at 4 and woke up at 9 plus. So unlike me:/ Caught Bee Movie with my xiaoshuaige Kevin:) I love animated movies! However, this Kevin talked so much after the movie. What, 不符合 Bio principles, totally illogical, when he obviously enjoyed the show so much earlier. LOL. Then we made 2 trips to Popular =xx And! We went to Clementi and crossed the road that I haven't crossed for nearly a year! Maybe more than that. Crossed that road for 4 years and kind of miss it now. Teck Hin, 7-eleven, bus interchange, etc. We even walked past the old building but only shook our heads when we saw the picture of the new building there >. Right, this nicey waited for my just-left bus with me. See? That's the luxury that the end of O's brings. Evening was steamboat! With Xian, Ley, Shirl, Feli, XiuXiu, Kwan, Darren, Joe, Warrick, Yelay and Kai Xiang! Boys are big eaters! =xxx After dinner, my study room was turned into a gambling den...

Busy busy busy! Got up early in the morning and went out with Mother. Went to the bank with her and then the wet market! Haven't been to the wet market for a long, long time and I kind of miss it! HAHA. Walked to school and collected my result slip! Actually just collected it to see the remarks by Miss Chiew. HAHA. A very long one but I bet she had nothing to write, that's why she wrote a lot about my CCA =xx And then it was the post office to pay water and phone bills for Mother. Interesting man =xxx Then! I went back to Mother's stall again! Then went to Watsons to get lip balms. Went down..and went up to NTUC to get some snacks! Down again..then had my lunch! Nasi lemask! Yummies:p And then it was really tiring okay. I went up again, this time with Mother, to NTUC again to get shampoo. But we couldn't find the ones we wanted so we went to Watsons, AGAIN. Ohmy. How tiring can this get. Blah blah blah. Got this and that and tada, done with shopping, finally. Went to th...

It's a very warm and nice feeling to be missed. However, to me, it's a terrible feeling to miss. Last year's farewell party, my fellow 7 ladies enjoyed themselves at Sentosa and Escape. I was away at Thailand and I really missed them. Could tell they had a lot of fun from the pictures taken. This year's Guides camp, I'll be away at China and they will be going for at least a day. I'm so going to miss them again and I just hate it. I swear we must have loads of fun at the farewell party this year to make up for the times I went missing. The ultimate measure of a man is where he stands at times of challenge and controversy? I will seriously hope so then. Because simply no one understands and no one will. Be it the people who supported my decision or those who didn't. Doesn't make a big difference here because only me myself will know how it feels like to be stuck in between two situations, out of which, none is positive. Indeed, Mrs Gan has told me, if I s...

To me, the best thing about Star Awards this year is that Sharon Au is coming back to host! I was so elated I almost teared! =xx The second best thing will only come when my AhWU wins at least Top 10 Most Popular. I will cry my heart and lungs out if he doesn't! Man, it's quite a challenge! :/ Can't wait! I want to quickly get over the 15 days! Time, fly please! Fly me to 1 Dec! >. Oh ya! Sang/Heard the following songs at Kbox yesterday okay! -一路向北 -枫 -暗号 See am I brave!:D But I'm so mad. Breathe Easy's MV is fake de! Not even sung by Blue la! >. Solved 2 questions on AP/GP today. Those questions were the ones I could never solve before promos! *satisfaction* Must must must finish Sequences and Series tomorrow and start on Binomial! ZN: Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, even...

Kboxed yesterday. Without Angie around! Felt quite weird :/ Went through another round of struggle but I'm not coming to a decision yet. Am I born indecisive or what? I don't really know. I have lost whatever rationality I used to have. The inability to make a decision is getting me nowhere. I know there won't be a right time. But I just don't know how to put it across. Do I still have the passion of Guides? I have no idea.

Heavy flow and unbearable cramps! Man, I can't believe I'm seeing the sec3 leaders for footdrill training tomorrow. Here I say I'm quitting. There I'm sacrificing my public holiday for them. WHAT AM I DOING? Met Zheng Ning to go shopping for her promwear! Bad place bad place!! Never really saw a really really nice one that made me go WOW. But then but then!! Now I know SOMEONE so 保守 neh! Always so scared 露！ HAHAHA! Scared what?! 有 potential 就要 unleash 嘛！=xxx However, she also got to know my phobia! >. You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night You make me wanna hold you till the morning light!:)

大姨妈 chose to come at the wrong time! But may not be a bad thing. Better come now so that I can go to China without worries!:D I think I was on the phone for like 6 hours today? Near. The never-ending list of customers and in addition, scoldings, complaints, language barriers, miscommunication !@#$T&$R#($*@(*!~ I still feel myself wearing the headset! Got a reward for myself today! Pearly Soya Milk from MR. BEAN! My long-awaited drink okay! Yummies:p 再靠近一点点，我就跟你走！

First day of work for my first job! 匆匆忙忙过了一天. Not too difficult a task, neither is it that easy! First day only! And I kena a scolding from customer liao >. It's ok! I must persevere! 赚钱不容易！ Must really grab hold of every minute I have! I got to be off for Math revision!!:D You're the Right one! >.

我还以为我们不同与别人 我还以为不可能的不会不可能 你的姿态 你的亲赖 我存在的你的存在 你以为爱 就是被爱 你挥霍了我的崇拜 所以明白 所以离开 所以不再为爱而爱 自己存在在你之外 This song keeps playing in my head! Even when I called Hui Ling just now, it was playing on her teevee! Max again! Always psycho me! >. It's pouring again! Really heavily! Hope it lasts till tomorrow morning cos' I want a nice sleep! Haven't been sleeping well these days:( Nevertheless, I had a sweet dream last night! >. So sweet I didn't feel like waking up! =xxx Feels so nice this way. At least I think I'm happier:) Touching or not, convincing or not convincing, I don't really know. I'm saying the truth anyway, and I believe there are people who can feel it:)

As the heading suggests... I shan't talk about unhappy things then:) Since till this point of time, you still don't get it. I think the cakes look yummy:) And I super love Brenda's bed!

Nothing hurts so bad. Well, met up with Shaun but made a wasted trip because Mrs Kee was again, on MC. Now I can make a decision with one person less to give me advice. But I believe the decision is more or less made unconsciously already.

Your attitude makes me feel that I have spoken up for you for nothing, get scolded by Mother for nothing. Yes, you're the one who's hurt so you need all the love and care. And you can turn a blind eye to the people around who care, you don't have to reciprocate our good intentions. Chills. Went to buy clothes with Zhi. A long bus journey from Queensway to JE. Wa biang, the driver is super !"£$%^&*( can! What "要问就不要坐"! Anyway, bought a yellow top:) An addition to my collection of yellow shirts. Man, wonder if I will get blasted at my mum later for buying another yellow one =xx Sometimes I don't even know how to protect them. Cause' I'm always the one who's wrong. Then I really don't know how to do it alright.