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maybe miracles do happen..not so often though.. oh well..just came back from school for psi two hours ago..kinda relieved now..though my mum still lectured me..but at least..one parent lecturing me is better den both..lolz..anw..safe for e time being le..when i reached school..i saw my sec2 guide senior meili..i saw tat dancy..tat sean from 2a1..n e christopher..gosh..so pai sehz siarh!!..anw..i lowered my head and walked to e direction of my clsroom block..den i saw kianwee and his mother..kaoz..his face so long and black siarh..looking at his face..i got nervous and was so scared tat............oh well..den i saw weisheng..he was pacing here and dere..guess he was nervous lyk me too..hahaha..jiemin and her dad were in e clsroom talking to mr steven tan..jiemin dun look good..shouldnt be a good sign le..lolz..anw..ms koo finally came down..she talked to my father first..in mandarin of cos..though her chinese wasnt tat good..geez..but my father commented tat her chinese was quite good....

anxious?..bout tonight?..haiz.. haiz..tonight dad's supposed to go down to my school to c ms koo..i guess i'm really darn sway to kena tat dumb psi..if only i had worked harder..but i really worked hard for tis semester..but wateva i say is not gonna make any changes to e definite facts..heck..wateva..just hope later ms koo wont "pick on me" too much or i really tink i cant survive to attend guides meeting tmr..hope my parents dun scold me..god bless me.... morning -- i prepared an advanced bdae prezzie for limin..cos in e hols we might not b able to hand it over to her..n partly cos i dun tink i can make it for her bdae party..or in e firx place i haven been invited yet..so..iya..heck..anw..it was a soft toy kangaroo..$18 plus i guess.. couldnt rmb e exact price..i included jiahui yingpeng tsu hui bee teng zirui zhuang wei and yinghao's name in e card..she was kinda amazed..perhaps she din expect we would give her e prezzie so early..it has been a few weeks in ad...

today..crying day??.. today..initially was v happy..cos finally finished all those guide logbooks instructed by kaili..submitted everything le..really feel a sense of satisfaction..everything was fine..really v nice and okie..until.... last period was chinese..luan lao shi was playing e video of our cls drama..i was sitting right at e back..totally looking sian..almost dozing off soon..Zzz..when ms koo suddenly stepped into e cls and requested to c some pple..no need to say..everyone oso know is e psi nite thingy..everyone muz b praying hard..hoping tat they wont kena..inclusive of me as well of cos..however..heaven wasnt on my side..ms koo din call me out..but she passed e dumb form to hui min and wan her to hand it to me..i really couldnt control..e moment i received tis empty surprise..my tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably..yiwen jiahui tsu hui and kinmun were consoling me away with tissue papers..but i couldnt help ignoring them..i appreciate their concern but i was really ...

dinner at my house... today is anni and shu hui's birthday..sms both of them to wish them happy bdae..shu hui din reply..but anni was so happy tat i remembered..and even said wanna give me a kiss on my cheek.. hahaha..soo long nv c them le..kinda miss them..in fact..miss almost everyone in nhps..hope i can find time to organix another class gathering so tat we can meet up.. Morning --» got up early in e morning..cos got guides..met jiahui at e mrt interchange..i saw jingying..haha..long time nv c her le..though she's my neighbour..heh=X..anw..today's guides..kinda boring..but better den those song sessions..i hate singing sessions in guides.. cos we dun get to sing jay or blue's songs..geez..we learnt to tie knots..special supervisors..kaili..queenie..shu yi..madeline.. geraldine..huiling..shereen..and cant rmb who else la..they taught us how to tie e diff knots on e diff stands..jiahui and i had a hard time.. heh..struggling away..anw..we still passed..which means we...

geez.. hm..second entry again..for today..now is 11.21pm..dunno wat to do..looking forward to tmr morn 11.30am..wanna watch party in e park..heh..just received hock chuan's msg in e afternoon..he said he know who i m le..he said cos he realised someone kept looking at him..den he tink shud b me..geez..but i've no idea if tat person he's thinking is really me..heh..i asked if tat person whom he tot shud b me ugly notz..if yes den shud b me..den he asked me y i always say i ugly..heh..i told him tis is a fact tat cant b changed..i told him i m not as optimistic as lyn..heh=p..but he said "hey..come on..surely you arent tat bad??"..heh..he really brightened up my day..he's darn cute!!!!!!!!!..geez.. busy watching tv now..since dere isnt anything for me to do..ha.. oh..tis sat got guides siarh..sian..dunno wanna go notz..kai xin said she dun wan go..actually i oso dun wan go..iya..c firx lo..cant always skip meetings oso ma..and oso if i dun go jiahui will kill me...

big load off my mind.. phew~..lucky siarh..yest so happy..ms koo said all of us will b promoted to sec2 express cos all of us passed eng..really darn lucky seh..din expect i could pass..hm..i passed all sub as well..but today got back geog..still din manage to pass..but ms wu has been trying to b v lenient in her marking scheme le..so i hv only myself to blame.. for not working hard enough..hm..mayb try harder next time lo.. yest after skol ate lunch in canteen..shawn wanted to pass me e lemon barley drink as instructed by jiemin..but dunno wat he did den he almost spilled my bowl of noodles..my shirt was kinda stained by den..he was considered lucky tat i was in a good mood..or he wud hv been dead by now..bleahx=p..hm..den after lunch we went to jp..but i was in a rush..and not v interested to stay dere as well..so i went home soon with weisheng and yingpeng.. today so tired..e deepavali and hari raya concert kinda lame and sian..except for anand tat part la..all e screamings and wats...

cOoL..heh=p... Just bathed..after coming back home from jiahui's house..yingpeng and i went to her house to do "project"..jiahui and i supposed to do e guides thingy..den jiahui and yingpeng supposed to do e chinese project..i went to clementi interchange den jiahui picked me up..den we took mrt to bukit batok..siok siarh..stopped in front of westmall.. my fav place..heh..den we waited for yingpeng at e interchange.. while i ate my peanut wafer..heh..finally she came le..she just cut her hair..v cute..really v cute..hahaha.. den jiahui led us to her house..and we stepped into her house..jiahui pulled me to her room..i wondered y..den she passed me a marker.. actually she wanted me to sign on yingpeng's bdae prezzie..gee.. den i signed lo..and we passed to yingpeng..she was kinda touched tat she hugged both of us..hahaha..she opened it..it was a tweety bird soft toy..really v cute..but kinda ex..lol..i must take a few days to return jiahui..haha..i wonder wat i will ge...

sec0nd entry.. just now in e evening..went to nan hua pri to meet yujia..den we walk to e playground..play..tok..tok cock though..but ah..too many mosquito le..so went to e provision shop to buy snacks and drinks.. den continue toking cock..toking bout e 'game' i once played..haiz.. she only reminds me of sad memories..but i dun mind tat much..cos she's my best fren for four yrs le..i dun mind wateva she ask..anw..at least she understands how i feel..haiz.. dunno y..after yiwen bee teng and jinyi left..i felt so down..dunno y..reli dunno y..but anw..after yujia has left..i TINK siti and many other pple are angry with me for changing my mind again of not going to e chalet..they muz hv hated me for tat..but anw..since tat is so..i bet we all gonna hv a cold war in cls again..so..so-called to 'play safe'..heh..i quickly watched e twin effects siti lent me..just afraid tat dere might not b a chance for me to borrow from her again lo..so rather watch now..i watched with ...

finally!.. finally!!..exams are over..finally can relac le..heh..juz now everyone so excited..when ms koo was collecting e last script..almost everyone screamed!!..haha..of cos muz b happy ma..is a joyous occasion..heh.. today esther giv me e blue poster!!..though duncan e hair a bit changed..but still v nice..gee..still love him as much..hahaha..but behind gt 5566 de..4 of e members..so many pple wan tat poster oso but i dun bear to giv it away..heh..but in e end..i rmb senior shu yi lyk 5566..so still decided to giv her lo..upon e tot tat i hv so many posters at home..hee.. just now yiwen bee teng and jinyi came to my house..siok~..haha.. jinyi come to discuss with my dad e renting of house thingy..den yiwen come with him..den bee teng come with her..hee..but we reach my house v early..at bout 9 only..haha..den we step into my house..they saw my bro den they addressed him as UNCLE!!.. hahahaha..my bro turned away and laughed non-stop..hahaha..but anw..we went into e com room..where i...

wed..siok.. Lucky just now chinese paper din doze off..but answers for compre were rather short..so..guess i wont do any better again le..din hv time to study everything..heh..anw..tat grp of peeps of us..me..lyn.. yingpeng..zhuangwei..yinghao n zirui..we went to e playground near my houz again..den after tat go my houz.."study" home econs..LoL.. apparently we tis type of pple wont study de lo..gee..we watch mtv n listen to songs..den when we were watching e mtv of jian dan ai by jay..jay keep hugging tat girl..tat shirlyn n me v e nt suang siarh.. of cos lo..jay no taste de..bleahx..nt reli..yingpeng keep saying tat e girl quite chio..so we just hafta agree lo..heh..den of cos got watch BLUE's mtv oso..heh..of cos muz watch la..or i will die de..heh.. den my dad and my bro and i went to view e new houz at toh tuck after they hv left..i din noe tat houz so near yuyuan's houz!!..heh.. next time can go his houz play siarh..den yingpeng oso moving to tat area!!..den thre...

lousy day..sway siarh.. humph..yest was a lousy lousy lousy..sway sway sway day siarh..firx is results no good..structured writing failed..cos wrote out of point.. haiz..no use saying so much now..cant make any changes to it le.. anw..hopefully can pass e total..or muz retain le.. after skol i went to mac with lyn yingpeng and jiahui..so sway..just stepped in only den saw tat leo yi shaun and le roy..sway sway sway~..but anyway..i covered my face with lyn's book..dunno y..den they so lame de..bought a hash brown den went to skol le.. wateva..not my business.. strange..e weather was still v nice de..den sudd rained cats and dogs..but by e time lyn went home le..she v safe lo..jiahui went to take mrt home le as well..me and yingpeng went to e coffee shop opposite our skol..but on our way dere..e wind too strong so my umbrella was blown away den we were all drenched..we wanted to run to a shelter but went wrong side..den so dumb go and step into a big puddle..our shoes..just as wet as...

English paper 2 .. Today we had our english paper 2..though it din seem to b as tough as wat ms koo had said..but nt tat easy either..but anw..i only hope can pass..though i reli din study much last nite..hee..dunno y..today kinda happy..mayb cos i hate eng..den since is over i v happy lo.. bleahx.. After e paper..me..shirley..siti..yiwen..jiemin..huimin..n tat two esthers went to a nearby food centre to eat..strange..whereva we go always c jinyi..he's lyk a ghost..bleahx..anw..everyone sat..xcept siti n yiwen..cos one table nt enough seats..hee..den i watch jiemin huimin esther ng esther soh n shirley eat..at e same boasting bout DUNCAN!!!!...hee..n siti yiwen stand behind shirley listen to songs.. den after they hv eaten..cos me n siti n yiwen haven eat yet..so we went to mac to c wat to buy for BREAKFAST..den we saw amirah yingpeng yinghao zhuang wei n zirui..den siti they all went home whereas i stayed with yingpeng they all..finally..get to eat something..i waited until eleven...

Hee..so siok..bro din take out e internet cable last nite..so can use for a while le..hee.. Haiz..today math..guess is cos i A BIT too confident le..so din study much..den today a bit stuck in lotsa qns le..hope i can gt above 85 le..but actuali i tink math is systematic ma..so din take pride in it..but guess is wrong le..muz study e formula..n watsoeva..haiz..but seems lyk is too late to say tis now..hope can do better e next time.. Tmr eng..beginning of tis yr i did rather well..but second semester onwards my results dropped..mayb..din always speak eng ba.. hee..but hope tmr's paper is an easy one..esp e summary..everytime sabo me..e summary make me cant complete e paper.. comprehension oso..god bless me le..muz pass..or i die le..sure kena killed by parents..den cant go chalet..cant go cls gathering..cant go shopping..cant go out play..arg!!..i betta pass all..hope so le.. Haiz..juz now i read siti's online journal..tink tat was entry was rather long alreadi..sep de..now den...

Today..is yet another boring day..tmr is maths paper..not v scared..cos i kinda good at maths!!..hee=p..almost all of us are busy studying for e coming exams..i min..they are alreadi here..every1 concentrating..while me..hee..using com..at e same time..e two esthers n limin n siti n few more pple busy organising e two-nite stay at chalet at pasir ris..i beg my mum lyk hell..den she let me stay for one nite..but nvm le..at least gt someone pei wo..hee..siti oso can stay for one nite only..but betta den nothing ma..i hope we can enjoy..though is meant to involve everyone in cls..but of cos some pple cant go lo..i hope everyone dun b so spoilsport..can make it..e more e merrier ma..hee..but iya..tats nt easy la..some pple heck care heck care one..haiz..i dun care le..even my gan jie kai xin goin on e bbq nite oso!!..hee..guess we gonna hv a great time..reli hope so. Recently..juz had an argument with some pple..but now no prob le.. hee..i know i was at fault oso..but i apologised..n i fel...