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just now in e evening..went to nan hua pri to meet yujia..den we walk to e playground..play..tok..tok cock though..but ah..too many mosquito le..so went to e provision shop to buy snacks and drinks.. den continue toking cock..toking bout e 'game' i once played..haiz.. she only reminds me of sad memories..but i dun mind tat much..cos she's my best fren for four yrs le..i dun mind wateva she ask..anw..at least she understands how i feel..haiz..

dunno y..after yiwen bee teng and jinyi left..i felt so down..dunno y..reli dunno y..but anw..after yujia has left..i TINK siti and many other pple are angry with me for changing my mind again of not going to e chalet..they muz hv hated me for tat..but anw..since tat is so..i bet we all gonna hv a cold war in cls again..so..so-called to 'play safe'..heh..i quickly watched e twin effects siti lent me..just afraid tat dere might not b a chance for me to borrow from her again lo..so rather watch now..i watched with my sisters..kinda interesting..and i realiz tat afterall..edison chen oso not tat bad-looking lo..quite cute ba..haha..kai xin will tease me if she knows i said tat..cos i used to say in front of her tat edison not good-looking..haha..so i really know now..tat we can say things too early..you nv know wats gonna happen..hahahaha...

haiz..when e movie was bout to end..jiemin gave me a call..she asked if i going to chalet..but i hafta tell her i not going..partly cos i hv lost interest in going with them..dunno wat to say..haiz..guess wat i say is useless..my words are gone with e wind..anw..after asking if i going to chalet..she asked me if i knew bout e argument they had when they went ice-skating in e afternoon..i wasnt interested to know..so i told her i dun care..and hung up...

i rang up jiahui..she told me..she said when they were in mac at jurong east..zirui said he dun wan to go to take neoprints with jiahui those pple..simply cos dere were no other guys..zirui felt kinda left out..den jiemin keep persuading zirui to go ice-skating with her tat group of pple..i guess zirui's sort of reluctant..so according to wat i know..jiemin smacked zirui several times..well..guess he shud b used to tat..jiemin's always so violent..but den..yingpeng..most committed person in e cls..ran out of mac..and started crying..cant blame her.. she muz b feeling unworthy for zirui..keep being hit by jiemin.. yingpeng's e only one who can influence pple to b good lyk her..lolz.. spare a tot for pple's feelings..but i just cant stand jiemin's behaviour..how can she keep beating bout e bush to criticize jiahui?!..she's totally crude n mad!..reali cant stand her..but she juz dun wan to do any soul-searching..i cant do anything den..let her b..anw..i can only say..our cls will nv b united..with sarcastic pple.. with attitude prob..haiz..wateva..

i hope yingpeng's feeling alrite already..i asked lyn..she said yingpeng shud b feeling better..hope so..tmr..i guess everyone wud b giving one another cold shoulder already..luckily tmr is a short day..dismissed at ten..tmr getting back a few papers..i cant say i m nervous..cos i dunno y i dun feel so..mayb i hv already prepared for e worst..and lyk wat shuyi told me..wats done is done..cannot b undone..so i can only hope i hv done fairly good..

haiz..today isnt quite a good day too..hope tmr is a better one..going to mac with e same group of pple again..but tis time without zirui and zhuang wei..muz b a bit strange le..cos is always tat group of us..sudd two pple missing..we will sure miss their jokes..haha..gotta slp rite now..wonder how tat group of pple will treat me tmr..pretend nothing happened?..or give me cold shoulder..still thinking tat i m narrow-minded??..haiz..wateva..Zzz...


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