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qns. yest went to nh for e lantern festival celebration thing. went with mel meili joycelyn and chris x. i had fun. but hopefully didn bore them. anw.e paper1 for both languages yest were rather tough. okies.saw tt jerk at e lantern festival celebration last nite. wanted to take photo of him to show kaixin and qimei. but chris has got very lousy photography skills. so no choice lor. lol. really wanna cry.so many things i could cry over. didn gt to go to blue's concert.mayb i dun seem like a big fan of blue.but i noe no one wil understand how sad n disappointed i was for not being able to go to their concert.i noe i wil definitely regret.in fact.i m regretting le. jay's concert coming up nx.sther going.of cos i wanna go.but how to afford e tickets.stil owe sther 15bucks some more. parents quarrel.but wat can i do as a child?i dunno.and somehow i cant be bothered le. i was e cause of e gap between chris and clement.wat to do?i destroyed a frenship.didn i? a best fren taking me as...

at e com!! wOoT. finally got to use e com again after so long. isn mine thou. at yuyuan hse. heh=/ today weather darn hot. better drink lotsa water. okies.. aint feeling normal rite now. so shall stop crapping here. gotta study!!! no more slacking!!! guo *

i'm sorry peeps..='(.. Another day A lonely day So much to say That goes unspoken dropped by siti blog.. almost couldn hold back my tears.. but i did after all.. i'm sorry peeps.. i guess wat i did over e past few days was terrible.. giving horrible attitude didn i?.. i noe i must have.. sorry.. really too many stuff happening.. i was too lost.. give me some time.. sorry that i took you pple for granted.. i hope our frenship wont end thou.. esp 2c1o4 peeps.. we have too many memories.. i cant afford to lose them.. i noe is hard to go back to e past.. almost impossible.. cos we only have 1 more month?.. which is not alot at all.. wil miss ya pple loads.. my turn.. for shout outs.. thats definitely wat i ought to do... siti - sorry gal..obviously we aren as close as before le..but i wil try..i wil try salvaging this frenship..i blif dere wil be no end to our frenship yea?..give me some time..i'm sorry if i have done anything wrong..miss ya loud laughter..cya..take care.. ...

bloated.. Can't you see? Baby you and me Living life together as one endlessly Cause my hopes and dreams Are so vividly colourful Of painted pictures of us in love jus reached home.. ate out today.. ate a prawn during lunch.. felt a bit weird.. after all.. haven eaten prawns for 7yrs le.. lols..=x.. "give no two shit bout ur misunderstandin and i'll leave it like that." thats his nick.. bastard!!!!!!! i hate you!!!!! he msg me last nite.. i didn reply.. really feel bad.. sorry.. but den.. haiz.. dunno.. ='( guo *

='( Now it's all that I can do To see photographs of you And stop myself from crying happy bday shaun.. you should have told me earlier if you didn wan me to appear at your party.. you should have told me that he dun wan to c me.. you should have told me that he finds me irritating.. you didn have to fend for him.. i knew he must have said that.. anw..i didn say you were naughty.. but was it funny?.. i was merely sparing a tot for his feelings.. cos i didn wan to spoil his mood by seeing me.. so i get lost.. was it funny?.. maybe you pple loved e joke you all played on me.. but i guess you nv noe who is down here feeling miserable.. but nvm.. i didn c him eventually.. hope you guys enjoyed today.. this morning woke up very early to do homework in school with shirleen.. only did history structured essay.. obviously aint very focused.. but at least more concentrated den i was at home.. went to mac to find yh after that.. chris jy hl joined us.. went to sch for lessons.. went to m...

arggggggggg!!!!!!!!!! Dreams are just dreams When they're stuck inside your head And all it takes is a little help from you you know its true dunno y.. feel like screaming.. cant stand some pple.. yh you noe y..lols.. and yea.. for other cases.. oso..i wanna scream!!!.. yea..i contradicted myself.. i used to say i dun like py.. den now i like so close to her.. is bcos i dun wanna hate anyone.. cant i do that? and i really noe wat is meant by nv judge one by his appearance le.. cos shes a nice person.. she is.. i tried not to talk abt chris chew oso le.. i really really really wanna have a break.. okies okies.. enough of my crap.. thanks shirley and yh for listening to my complaints these days.. stil got lotsa stuff to fa xie.. so pls dun get sian of me.. hahaha..thanks thanks.. tata peeps.. guo *

headache..infected eye.. jus reached home.. went to library with hl chris clement yh junyang.. met at mac in e morning.. saw meili joyce and chris lien.. and kaixin minhui.. went to study for a while.. den hl went for piano exam.. went to ice skating rink to c mel.. den e guys wanted to skate oso.. so they went in lor.. leaving me alone outside.. like an idiot.. lols.. waited for 1hr plus.. nv even eat anything.. gastric pain siarh.. den hl came.. she angry.. at first dunno y.. den e guys tot she angry with them.. so all came out le.. atmosphere was very kong bu.. all give that face..lols.. den went to hawker centre.. with stil that face..lols.. den i start talking first la of cos.. LOLS.. den they went back to library.. i went home first.. well.. headache.. dunno y..since morning.. infected eye.. 3days le.. lols.. TA HAO SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!!..=x.. `perhaps a gal's tears wil melt a guy's heart. but i wont resort to wasting my tears to get a guy's attention. guo *

solitaire listening to this song.. saddddddddsssss.. everyone treating me coldly again.. i dunno y.. y cant they jus tell me wat i did.. y do they always refuse to do that.. haven we promised since last yr that we wil tell one another her mistakes or watever she did that is offensive?.. it must be a lie.. and yea..everyone forgetting my bday all of a sudden.. i noe it aint impt.. but do you all have to sound that way.. making me feel so inferior... yea..i noe i m always sensitive.. but ask yourself.. have you been treating me fairly?.. guo *

hmmm.. jus talked to shirleen on e phone for 1h27min18sec.. gosh..seemed like i talking she listening only..heh..=x.. hey gal..happy bday in advance!!.. well..dun worry..i blif your dream wil come true.. anw..i m so glad and relaxed now.. cos i have told you watever was in my mind.. so i have let everything out.. and is time you let go of some stuff yea?.. must think on e positive side okies?.. time to strive hard for exams!!.. hmmm..take care hor..=).. guo *

study study study? went to library with chris and clement.. time was gang gang hao.. we reached e traffic light at e same time..lols.. went to fourth floor and took so long to find a place to sit..all thanks to chris..so fussy abt where to sit..lols.. they did math..i did history and..chinese?..yea..as if..jus wrote e title for my compo..content was blank..keke.. we did for like 1 to 2 hours plus den went to makan.. i darn thirsty kies..lols.. deciding where to go..ljs..kfc..or mac..took so long..thanks to those 2 indecisive guys..lols..=x.. so in end..went to hawker centre.. win liao lor..reached dere le they stil decided which hawker centre to go..diaoz.. den we decided le..they wanted to decided where to sit.. changed seats 2times siarh..lols.. so they ate..i played with chris hp..they ate so loudly thou..=x..contributing to e noise pollution..=//..heh.. den went to 7-11..bought many drinks and chocs and sweets.. and chris wanted to try twix..cos i kept saying is niceyy..lols.. plus...

remedial again... today got math remedial again.. shirley n i sitting in front karina.. yet playing with hp..lols.. after that went to mac for breakfast with shirley and yh.. yh treated..keke..in fact..3 of us shared..gee.. actually wanted to go jp de.. but wanted to go look for shirleen first..lols.. so went to her hse.. under e 'guidance' of senior lim yoke hwee..lols!!..=x.. her hse quite big neh..lols.. i was sleepy..waiting for da pai shirley to finish using com..lols..so played with her hp.. after we left..3 of us exchanged bags with one another.. toopid siarh..i carried yh bag..like carrying brick like that..lols!..=//.. went to mrt station..deciding where to go.. met yingpeng..so yh and shirley went off first.. i went with yingpeng and jiahui huimin.. they went back to sch to submit homework.. den we went to coffeeshop to makan.. after that they went to je library.. i didn wan to go..lols.. was a loner mann.. one person outside 7-11 eating mashed potato.. in *deep tots*...

i w i l l w a i t i will wait til nx yr mid autumn festival celebration. i wil wait til i get into e same class as mel. i wil wait til e gap between me n jiahui closes up. i wil wait til chris chew changes her views of me. i wil wait til yishyen writes a testi for me. i wil wait til someone teaches me how to ice skate. i wil wait til i get a billabong wallet. i wil wait til i get a sling bag. i wil wait til i c duncan in person. i wil wait til e 2b1 paul who bullied sther at mac to compensate. i wil wait til my mum buys a new com. i wil wait til ms moo comes back. i wil wait til exams are over. i wil wait til i get to sit with ernie in class. i wil wait til kian wee treats me to tako balls. and i wil wait til BLUE comes to town on 24sep!!!..thou i cant go..lols.. i wil wait. guo * i s w a i t i ng 6.18pm

is only a week.. well..decided to update another entry.. is only a one-week school vacation.. seems so short.. but..i guess i rather hope to go to sch everyday.. is nearing e end of sch.. well..sadddddssss... to ©oPy®iGhTs_2©1_o4 peeps... hey guys..i guess this year isnt really a very smooth year for us yea?..thou we didn really have much conflicts in e class this year as compared to when we were in sec1s..we have lost many pple..first was ms soh..she's a training cher indeed..but i noe we all love her..den was yiwen..we cant hold her back..cos it was her wish to study in america..could only wish her all e best..den..our lit cher..ms tan..thou not all of us like her..i think..but..after all she is a very gd lit cher..is definitely our loss to lose a cher like her..furthermore..we lost e person who was e most impt to us..ms moo..thats definitely a very big blow to us..cos after all shes e one who really gave us e fullest support in terms of everything..well..we couldn have gotten th...

is only a week.. well..decided to update another entry.. is only a one-week school vacation.. seems so short.. but..i guess i rather hope to go to sch everyday.. is nearing e end of sch.. well..sadddddssss... to ©oPy®iGhTs_2©1_o4 peeps... hey guys..i guess this year isnt really a very smooth year for us yea?..thou we didn really have much conflicts in e class this year as compared to when we were in sec1s..we have lost many pple..first was ms soh..she's a training cher indeed..but i noe we all love her..den was yiwen..we cant hold her back..cos it was her wish to study in america..could only wish her all e best..den..our lit cher..ms tan..thou not all of us like her..i think..but..after all she is a very gd lit cher..is definitely our loss to lose a cher like her..furthermore..we lost e person who was e most impt to us..ms moo..thats definitely a very big blow to us..cos after all shes e one who really gave us e fullest support in terms of everything..well..we couldn have gotten th...

slack..sleep..laze around..Zzzz.. last nite slept at 12.. woke up at 9 this morning.. did nothing but eat.. 12noon slept again.. til 230.. Zzzz... stil very sleepy.. lols.. dunno wat to do.. shiok mann.. no one msg me today.. and i guess if i ever recevied a msg.. oso wont reply.. unless is....... keke.. lols!!..but dun think that person wil msg me de la.. disappointed..lols.. ooh well.. deleted those 2pics in my com le.. wat a waste of my com storage limit.. lols..e 'show' is over.. shant act anymore.. so can delete le.. lols.. last nite talked on e fone too long.. sore throat.. *coughs* lols.. guo * s n e e z e d 3.46pm

hols.. well..hols are here.. but aint time to slack yea?.. must go back to sch for remedials.. stil got so much homework.. wat e..cher all cant give us a break de siarh.. morning went for math remedial.. took e 745 bus.. jus boarded e bus den sat down.. sudd a guy came and sat beside me.. was shaun quek!!!..lols.. thou he not as shuai as b4 lor..=x..but after all he's my best fren..missed him so muchie..hahaha.. we only talked for 15min..well..that was short mann..lols.. heng math remedial only 1hr..not so sian.. was smsing jeremy with min..lols.. after that went to je with siti stheng sther min jh yp jiemin.. makan le den waited for library to open.. saw lotsa pple.. den met up with jeremy and clement.. siannn mann..lols.. jus reached home not long ago.. oh my god..he so shuai.. later i like him how??!!..lols..=x.. `i played e role of e bad guy again... guo * i s c o n f u s e d 4.17pm

starving... darn sleepy today.. didn study for chinese test!!!..=x..lols.. slept during lessons..no choice..slept late last nite.. got back my zuo wen..first time so low!!..at border line!!!..haiz.. but heng for lit..20 out of 25..heh.. passed her e letter i wrote.. hopefully our misunderstandings wil somehow clear up.. after sch went to mac with meili..she taught me math... saw jeremy and clement..lols.. chris lien and joycelyn came.. they went suntec.. i went to sch..bo liao..met hl.. waited for lyn.. went to mac again.. hl treated me.. cos i nv eat for 5hrs.. gastric pain le..lols.. chris and junyang joined us.. went home quite late.. well..jus went to frenster.. he wrote a testi for her!!..sobs.. he promised one for me... dunno y.. somehow i feel so disappointed.. extremely... guo * is d i s a p p o i n t e d 9.31pm `i played e role of e bad guy again...

promotion... went to sch late today.. ate breakfast too slowly so missed e 6 27 bus.. took same bus as yuyuan but he didn c me..lols.. today no sci..cool..gee..lols.. shiok mann..jeremy said hi to me twice!!..hahaha.. so cuteeee!!..but weird neh..he knew my name..lols.. after sch got guides..promotion.. dove pL is tingyou.. flowerpeck is chris lien..*claps*..keke.. shall skip my patrol first..gee.. sparrow is weiyan.. swallow is qimei.. KINGFISHER is JOYCELYN!!!..*wOoT*..arh!!!!..i voted for her and so zun she really tio mann!!..*grins*..jus too happy for words..lols.. ACL is minhui!!..as expected de..haha.. and of cos..CL is my beloved MEILI!!!..*applause please!!*..gee..so happy for her!!..she rocks kkz!!..=))).. 2 QMs were wensi and jasline.. cool mann..both of them look alike to me.. blif they can do a great job.. treasurer is chris chew.. first aiders are yiqin and mag.. QUEENIE is SENIOR ADVISOR mann!!!..my ex PL neh!!..keke..some more her post sounds so chim..gee..=)).. company ...

anacondas *wOoT* went to catch 'anacondas' with shirleen chris clement and jeremy..keke.. so interesting!!!..so ci ji mann!!..haha.. those scary parts..shirleen and i kept covering our faces.. or i should say..is me..kept saying oh my god and covering my face..keke.. toopid neh..those funny parts..chris laughed so loudly..den those scary parts..he kept saying is ci ji..den those really scary parts..he opened his eyes so darn big..haha.. worse stil is e couple in front of him..hugging so tightly!!..wahahaha..den he pointed to them and give that suagu and shocked look..haha lols.. i love e movie mann!!..so exciting..e captain looked abit like duncan..*grins*..to me la..hahaha.. after that went to library walked around..lols.. scary neh..saw chris scary sis..lols.. den walked to e 7-11..chris treated hersheys kisses cookie and cream..gee..=))).. clement and jeremy went off first.. jeremy waved goodbye to me when i said bye to him!!..so cuteeeeee!!!..hahaha..=))).. went home with s...