I'll never understand.

i'm sorry peeps..='(..
Another day
A lonely day
So much to say
That goes unspoken

dropped by siti blog..
almost couldn hold back my tears..
but i did after all..
i'm sorry peeps..
i guess wat i did over e past few days was terrible..
giving horrible attitude didn i?..
i noe i must have..
sorry..
really too many stuff happening..
i was too lost..
give me some time..
sorry that i took you pple for granted..
i hope our frenship wont end thou..
esp 2c1o4 peeps..
we have too many memories..
i cant afford to lose them..
i noe is hard to go back to e past..
almost impossible..
cos we only have 1 more month?..
which is not alot at all..
wil miss ya pple loads..
my turn..
for shout outs..
thats definitely wat i ought to do...

siti - sorry gal..obviously we aren as close as before le..but i wil try..i wil try salvaging this frenship..i blif dere wil be no end to our frenship yea?..give me some time..i'm sorry if i have done anything wrong..miss ya loud laughter..cya..take care..

jiahui - sorry gal..i noe you suddenly cannot confide anything in me le..cos i obviously couldn be trusted at a certain point of time..you dun have to give me face de..jus tell me anything that i did wrong okies?..give me some time..i wil try to close up this gap..i wil try..sorry..miss ya blur look..cya..take care..

stheng - hey gal..thou i do stil talk to you..is jus as rarely as i have not talked to you gals..could c that you were troubled these days..i wanted to call you up and talk to you..but i tot i shouldn..dunno y..an invisible force stopping me..thats not my excuse..but i jus hope our frenship isnt drifting apart..miss ya laughter and lame jokes..cya..take care..

limin - hey gal..guess you aren sensitive over anything between us..but i could sense e gap between us..could only blame myself..cos i haven been talking to you pple..i have lost all my initiative..i dunno y..sorry..miss ya cute face..cya..take care..

sther - yo gal..hmmm..wat should i say...okies..i noe i stil owe you 17bucks..lols..thanks for always being patient with me..but like other gals in our 'gang'..we are definitely drifting apart..we can even dun talk at all for a week?..shrugs..i hope our frenship does improve..i wil sure feel lost if i ever lose you gals..miss ya "huh really uh?!"..cya..take care..

min - hey gal..thou we no misunderstanding or wat la..but you naughty gal..got so many things nv tell me rite?..lols..go back school must sing songs hor?..lols..and yea..time you make a decision?..lols..no hurry..take your time..lols..miss ya infectious laughter..cya..take care..

swee - yo gal..maybe all along we aren close at all..cos deres obviously a very very big gap between us..i dunno if it can be mended..i wil find it hard thou..maybe bcos i'm scared of you from e start..so i find it hard to take e initiative to talk to ya..but i wil try..miss ya weird laughter..cya..take care..

shirley - shirley uh!!!!!..haiz..now cannot sit with you le..move to beside yuyuan le..but i shall miss ya loads..cannot gossip with you le..cannot hear you talk bad abt ******* le..cannot play our handphones le..cannot sing qi li xiang le..and i dun have my live radio le!!!..lols..dun hide your emotions hor..show it all out..and call me up if you need someone to talk to..miss ya voice..LOLS..cya..take care..

lyn - gal!!!..okies..now..dun get angry bcos you're one of e bottom few yea?..it doesn mean i rmb you last..cos i dun write according to e position each holds in my heart..lols..i noe you pity me bcos of *that thing* rite?!?!..lols..nvm..i oso pity myself..cos i dunno how to *waste water* in front of guys ma!!!..lols!!..but dun worry..i wil bear with it..is no big deal..lols..really enjoy gossipping with ya..lols..miss ya support..cya..take care..

amirah - yo gal..haven heard from you recently..guess we must be drifting apart too..i do feel bad..yes i do..pls continue to 'do your homework' yea?..den i shall mark it..lols..miss ya smile..cya..take care..

mel - mel!!!..sorry..gotta write for my class gals first..dun get jealous..keke..lols..anw..thanks so muchie for always calling me up to catch up with my daily lives..dun worry..i wont learn from that *running tap*..never..lols..hope to catch up with you soon in school yea?..miss ya "dun worry..you have me"..cya..take care..

meili - meili!!!..hmmm..no one gonna call me for guides meeting le..='(..keke..but i got joyce..haha..anw..rock on!!..i knew you wil be CL de!!!..you made it!!..but..do cheer up..you dun sound gd in your blog yea?..feel free to call me up anytime..i dun wish to give empty promises..so i HOPE i can be dere for ya when ya need me..thanks for your advice anw..miss ya counselling..cya..take care..

chris lien - heyo!!..haven heard from you recently!!..haven seen you online these days mann..how ya doing??..gosh..who's e bhb one asking for pple to clap for her when she was promoted to PL?..keke..jus joking..gee..lols..anw..jiayou!!..drop me a sms anytime you feel like talking to someone!!..miss ya jokes..cya..take care..

joycelyn - my PL!!!!!!..keke..c i so zun leh..voted for ya den you really tio le..keke..and i m so happy!!!..dun worry la..thou i miss meili alot..and i shall miss her loads leaving kingfisher..i'm glad you're my PL!!!..gee..wil look forward to working with ya okies??..miss ya words!!..cya..take care..

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