past.

we are the ultimate winner . i loved the walk in the rain . jurong entertainment center. long john silver. kfc. plaza sing. coastway point. queensway. fishballs. beach. tower. pictures. neoprints. west coast park. library. void deck. westmall. birthdays. phone conference. orchard. pizzahut. mahjong. takoballs. hangten basic tees. feng. meesiam. seesaw. bubbles. 1511o5 2811o5 2312o5 S.H.E. NOVDAY. must we say goodbye? i wished you were there through sun and rain , there to ease the pain.

two things not good about being a girl . 1. no menstruation , no cramps. 2. i don't have to go gaga over you. friends don't need explanation and so i believe you will come to know the truth one day. toured. but the gloominess still lingers. guess what? we talked.

anyone can get tired of whatever profession he/she is in. let alone a professional liar . i shall keep this within me for as long as i can take it. continue running with the knowledge that it's a dead end ahead. longed for a conversation not more than 10 minutes.

the thorn will remain despite the passage of time. that stare was fatal. i feel excruciating pain.

life can be contradicting. everyone can be hypocritical. one can be true to oneself but may not, to others. one can be true to others but may not, to oneself. a person who holds the truth may not be trusted. a person who does not hold the truth may be trusted. humans always regret after things happen. this is life . the courage to run to a faraway land and never see you again..

yup, i just want to know the reason . i've done my part. looks like i'm going to be blasted at tonight. sick, again. not just physically . waiting like a retard.

i am already letting myself cause my heart so much misery. for -god-knows-why-, i'm repeating the tracks again. why must things be on the rocks? i don't know if it matters to anyone. it does matter a lot to me. will you even be there to catch my tears.

i just need someone to give me directions . don't ask me why i'm sad because i'm NOT . i'm merely tired . physically, mentally, emotionally. open my eyes to a new day.

world thinking day celebrations at indoor stadium. kinda sian. =xx but had our fun still. =D i know she doesn't like me to go for guides. i know she wants me to quit. i know she longs to have a breakfast with all of us. i'm really trying to clear my schedule. your happiness was my sunshine. but i should have known the rain was sure to come.

i feel painful . and this pain cannot be articulated, by the mind , by the heart . today, i was in the rain for very long. never felt like this before. for the very first time i stayed in the rain for so long. but i liked it. though perhaps, i would prefer to cry my lungs out. i want to rinse my heart , that has been untouched for so long. my loved and dear ones, please be happy. rahil jiahui angeline yinghao tecksing limin melissa zirui sheena huimin sther shirleen shirley liyana shahrul tengyu michael kianwee and many more. i'll pretend we're still in love tonight cause' we won't be anymore.

upload pictures first.. and i think this is nice.

lunched at mac. i think we make up a CRAZY LOT ! NANA (LIYANA)! THE CRAZY PEOPLE ROCK! =xx hahah. man, i love HUIMIN and CHRISTOPHER truckloads!!! they granted my wish !! =D i actually lost that track . lol.. NOVDAY!! LET'S JIAYOU TOGETHER!! the feeling's not fading.

lovely valentine's day? duh. - heart from LIYANA . -balloon from MEL . -dinner with KIANWEE and WEISHENG . -bused home with SHAUN. and KEVIN said something soooooo sweet to me that made me melt! "i have given you a place in my heart." hahah!! =xxx today, i tried letting go of what meant something to me and, ouch. that hurt, a lot. i can't afford to go through this pain again. thus it's more difficult to get over you.

v'day? nah. not for me. but i have a super cute nephew to fill my day. yea, TENGYU . =D may you always be happy.

my bad cough's killing me. and given this terrible feeling, i think i'm dying. reach out my hand let me know, i will understand your grievance.

my confidence has dropped another level. a reason for all that i do.

there could only be one reason why i have to rejoice . (: anyway, today my BROTHER spoke to me in such a niceeee tone. the last time he spoke to me like that was when i received my psle results . ha. if only i could get o level result every day . lol. neither words can explain the love i have inside.

mum, i love you. :'(

reached home at 11 last night. and some stupid things had to happen that i chose to avoid. i really hate the feeling of crying. just when are you going to stop making me worry for you.

HMMM. SHEENA HAS A NICE PICTURE. HAHA! =xx maths test was really bad. blame myself for not revising. =/ no geog test! =xx had a stupid game during p.e. still, injuries all over. bleahs. looking forward to saturday . (; i guess a glance every morning would be enough.

mass purchase today! shopped with SHEENA and HUIMIN . too many things to buy! well finally i got something for my irritating bro - XtReMiSt ! =xx got to chiong for geog! maths test tomorrow! =/ i promised myself to be a happier person. that's probably why i don't get offended easily now compared to before. but you always push me into that pit of thorns. might as well kill me.