past.

Fish's 我决定 suddenly plays at this moment while I'm typing. This is going to be the very last, I promise. Last entry before the big exams. WCP with the girls. Yes it's 20 days to the big exams and we definitely should be mugging. But I've enjoyed the talks, the fun, and no regrets. :] It's a wish granted! The beach is still super dirty but we had a fun time there and I simply love such peace and joy. I came to realise what it really feels like to miss. They can be in front of you and you still miss them. The degree of possibility may still mean impossibility. I won't look forward, won't anticipate, won't think about it. Perhaps we will all fret over it when it really happens ok? I'm missing everybody already...

As much as I know no one would ever understand, I still cling to the hope that someone will know how I feel. Okay maybe that's stubbornness. That's persistence, in the wrong way. Is it wrong to feel lonely? I just don't like this feeling. Goodbye world.

Resist from blogging is almost impossible for me, with so many things taking up the already-very-little memory space of my brain and I'm in urgent need of an avenue to let out steam/express random thoughts. Mel says "You'll have to live it." Hey I've got that sentence ok. But it sounds super intimidating. I have no idea why but living with it seems so difficult and I'm not confident of getting over real soon. Ouch. I hate this. I've decided that the only way to keep my mind occupied with something else right now is to do AT LEAST 3 Math papers for the next few hours before I turn in. Hey I'm done with half a Hwa Chong Institution paper already okay. ;) When you're past the point of no return, I'll take away the hurt. 我舍不得，你这样的走.

I know I only mentioned last night that I PROBABLY won't blog again until A levels are over. However, I felt the need to post an entry today! So allow me to go back on my words. =xx I've sorted my thoughts! A LITTLE. At least I know I'm not applying for study leave not because of _____. :] I feel so pampered! Somewhere early this month Brenda gave me a notebook titled 'Faith'. A fortnight ago Ben gave me a doctored A levels cert. Tuesday Yiting gave me Cadbury. (I just finished it! :o) Today Hui Ying gave me Ritter Sport and it's my favourite cornflake flavour! I wonder why my friends in JJ always buy me sweets and chocolates and they are always my favourite! And now you know why the fats inside me are accumulating and why I never seem to recover from sore throat. Suddenly I'm beginning to miss everyone..... Even though I always say I dislike JJ. Oh well. You people really rock man. Stay tuned!

Hello, I'm blogging now because Angie asked me to. Everyone has been busy mugging(the A levels takers at least) and viewership for unravelthetruths has probably dropped over the past few days, weeks, or even 2-3 months. I started the day with a MSN chat with Kin Meng and the topic was random. Oh yes, talking about MSN, yesterday ____ was online but neither of us initated a conversation. This is probably the first time since March. Ouch. But I know, Angie you're proud of me right? Ouch. I've been doing CSC IS for the past...I don't know how long. Simply too long to be remembered. All I know is that next Thursday is the deadline and woohoo, I can finally do something else. I finished Draft 5 today at 10.59p.m, am I great? Zhi is ponning school tomorrow. And then I was so sad that I texted Mengli to tell her about it. She called and said, "Let me tell you something sadder. Bren and I are not going to school tomorrow too." She added that with a laugh. Yes, as in H...