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是不是我的决定你们都只能同意.

Fish's 我决定 suddenly plays at this moment while I'm typing.
This is going to be the very last, I promise. Last entry before the big exams.

WCP with the girls.
Yes it's 20 days to the big exams and we definitely should be mugging. But I've enjoyed the talks, the fun, and no regrets. :] It's a wish granted!
The beach is still super dirty but we had a fun time there and I simply love such peace and joy.

I came to realise what it really feels like to miss. They can be in front of you and you still miss them.

The degree of possibility may still mean impossibility. I won't look forward, won't anticipate, won't think about it. Perhaps we will all fret over it when it really happens ok?

I'm missing everybody already...

































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