past.

Yesterday seems to be the last time. Everything felt so different. This journey to a new chapter is perhaps ending. The truths may not be unravelled anymore. Not now, at least.

After 梦醒时分， I found another song. Songs are getting more and more... real. Portrayal of life. 收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱 猜到没有 愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你 开心就够 这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够 假使讲了 你听到後或会走 这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有 成全 衷心祝福然後就放手 放手 放开所有 彼此更自由 放手 其实我绝非爱得不够 放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友 已经 已经足够 遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够 这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够 即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手 这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有 成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手 放手 放开所有 彼此更自由 放手 其实我绝非爱得不够 放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友 已经 已经足够 放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头 放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有 也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透 放手 至可拥有

Yep, this is my 1000th post. Cool hor? I've been thinking, maybe I should do some commemoration or something of that sort. Change template? Url? Delete it and start a new blog? And then in the end, I've decided. Since I can't find a new template that's to my liking, nor think of a easy-to-remember url and of course, I can't bear to delete my whole chunk of memories, so I shall save all the hassle and keep this, yeah? I haven't dared to step out of my house since that day.. It's not erased from my mind yet but still, I dare not go to town. So Chris, I'm sorry that I ps you! =xxx Went to library to borrow some books. Grabbed 2 actually but here came Mel who threw me another Chinese one. It's weird you know.. I know I take 3 Chinese subjects but I seriously don't read Chinese books.... Except for Charlie's martial arts novels :D Off we went to get other stuff. Mel's earrings and my cheese. Took the escalator down to Shop&Ssave only to be...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE.

At that very moment, my world crashed down on me once again, as fast as lightning I didn't even have the time and space to gasp for air. I'm picking up the pieces all over again, I don't know how many times I've been doing this but I'm still going to do it all over again. You will always appear whenever I've climed up to the peak, and then I will have to go downhill once more. But it's okay. I will continue to climb upwards no matter how hard that is. This does get irritating, especially when my friends always hear me say I will move on and then I don't really achieve that. Sorry and thanks to people like Yan Hong and Angie who hear me repeat the same old stuff over the months. Arg and pardon me because I'm going to repeat yet again, I WILL MOVE ON. In case you're wondering what I'm rattling in this post, it's actually because I saw this guy I really really really really really like on the streets today while I'm shopping and then I w...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU CI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN RU.

What's wrong with everyone? Or what's wrong with me.

I told myself I will be truthful when exams are over. But when my exams are over you seem to be gone forever. WHERE ARE YOU I REALLY MISS YOU A LOT ALOT 我真得很惦记你

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHRUL! :D HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUI MIN. :) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YU YING. :) Gym with the girls in the late morning and then towned! :) 3 of them got their desired footwear at the Mondo sales but not me because as usual, I'm deprived of shoes of the right size at any sales. Well it's okay though, since I don't really need any new shoes. (bought a pair of yellow ones some time ago :D ) 45th Anniversary Gala was hilarious BUT was quite disappointed that Yuwu didn't put up a skit when I thought he would. Well anyway, I saw Ah Feng and Ah Ze!! *faints* I swear I'm so into them of late after watching Moonlight Resonance. TVB celebs are always of the best calibre. ;) Before I end, just want to share something that's tongue-licking good. Shared this with Zhi at town just now and I think it's really worth the money! Milk slices, chocolate sauce, cornflakes, rainbow grains, and those make up ..... BREAKFAST IN BED ! (that's the name of the des...

You always make me regret for helping you.

It's all over and yes, there's this undescribable sense of loss because I no longer have to fret over which subject to study first when I wake up in the morning, or what topics to cover first etc. Well whatever. The thought of it is making me cringe. I dare not say I've worked hard but I must thank myself for being so strong and having pulled through the tough times. Of course, I want to thank... -Yang Ce for being so supportive and always staying back or going to the library to study with me. -Mel and Esther for the almost-ever-ending text messages to chat with me. -Hui Ying and Yiting for the yummilicious chocolates :D -Pei Ting and Eric for encouraging me and advising me not to drop out of school. -Wei Wei for sharing so many secrets with me and staying back in school to study with me. -Brenda for the occasional late night chats and motivating notes, gifts, text messages. :) -Mr Chiang, Mrs Gan and Mrs Kee for asking me to persevere. -Benita for always giving me surprise...

Life is like a flowerbud that conceals endless possibilities. Last mile to go before I can officially spell freedom. :) I probably won't blog on the day I finish my paper so I shall give a summary on what happened or what went through my mind the past one month. :) 12 Oct: Very happy today because Chris is back to his old self. 12 Oct: Mel wants to snatch feng ge away from me! 13 Oct: It's the last coincidence on a Monday and on the third level today. 14 Oct: No more jackpot.. 14 Oct: Class party. Yummies :p 14 Oct: 爱在回忆中找你 15 Oct: Love fiesta tee shirt.. 15 Oct: LCfamily going to 解散? (no such thing!) 16 Oct: 我们有时就是把事情看得太简单. 16 Oct: 说好的幸福呢？ 17 Oct: Last day of school.. No more.. 17 Oct: Very happy to be with Jia Hui and Mel today. So much laughter that somehow washes off my emoness for the day! 18 Oct: Replied. :) 18 Oct: Do I like your devotion or you? 27 Oct: Texted Mel till 2am! 29 Oct: Mrs Kee called to wish me luck. :) 30 Oct: One of the best dreams I've had about you....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW CHEW! Enjoy yourself on this wonderful day and hope you like the surprise yesterday even though it hadn't been surprising! >.