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Live with it.

Resist from blogging is almost impossible for me, with so many things taking up the already-very-little memory space of my brain and I'm in urgent need of an avenue to let out steam/express random thoughts.

Mel says

"You'll have to live it."

Hey I've got that sentence ok. But it sounds super intimidating. I have no idea why but living with it seems so difficult and I'm not confident of getting over real soon. Ouch. I hate this.

I've decided that the only way to keep my mind occupied with something else right now is to do AT LEAST 3 Math papers for the next few hours before I turn in. Hey I'm done with half a Hwa Chong Institution paper already okay. ;)


When you're past the point of no return, I'll take away the hurt.



我舍不得,你这样的走.

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