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Now it's all that I can do
To see photographs of you
And stop myself from crying

happy bday shaun..
you should have told me earlier if you didn wan me to appear at your party..
you should have told me that he dun wan to c me..
you should have told me that he finds me irritating..
you didn have to fend for him..
i knew he must have said that..
anw..i didn say you were naughty..
but was it funny?..
i was merely sparing a tot for his feelings..
cos i didn wan to spoil his mood by seeing me..
so i get lost..
was it funny?..
maybe you pple loved e joke you all played on me..
but i guess you nv noe who is down here feeling miserable..
but nvm..
i didn c him eventually..
hope you guys enjoyed today..

this morning woke up very early to do homework in school with shirleen..
only did history structured essay..
obviously aint very focused..
but at least more concentrated den i was at home..
went to mac to find yh after that..
chris jy hl joined us..
went to sch for lessons..
went to mac..
went to ....
xxxxxxxxxxx
went home.

sad.

jie..maybe like wat you said..is always like that..i wil nv get to meet him..and in e first place..he made it so clear that he didn wan to c me at all..so i tot it over..i wont wan to c him anymore..

guo *

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