anxious?..bout tonight?..haiz..
haiz..tonight dad's supposed to go down to my school to c ms koo..i guess i'm really darn sway to kena tat dumb psi..if only i had worked harder..but i really worked hard for tis semester..but wateva i say is not gonna make any changes to e definite facts..heck..wateva..just hope later ms koo wont "pick on me" too much or i really tink i cant survive to attend guides meeting tmr..hope my parents dun scold me..god bless me....
morning -- i prepared an advanced bdae prezzie for limin..cos in e hols we might not b able to hand it over to her..n partly cos i dun tink i can make it for her bdae party..or in e firx place i haven been invited yet..so..iya..heck..anw..it was a soft toy kangaroo..$18 plus i guess.. couldnt rmb e exact price..i included jiahui yingpeng tsu hui bee teng zirui zhuang wei and yinghao's name in e card..she was kinda amazed..perhaps she din expect we would give her e prezzie so early..it has been a few weeks in advance i guess..lolz..anything.. anw i hope she likes it..when we got back to cls..mrs chen came into our cls to distribute e cert for math olympia competition..well..i wasnt so clever afterall..so i only gotten a participation one..haiz..some sort of disappointed actually..anw after tat mrs chen brought us to e lab to watch a film..cartoon in fact..kinda lame but interesting..yingpeng zirui and i kept laughing..after tat was p.e..captain's ball time..SOME PPLE sudd din wan to continue with e game n sat at one side.. complaining tat they din get e ball..well..i was really fed up..they din try to achieve e things they wan..n yet sitting down dere to complaining..is their own fault!!..as if e whole world owe them something or wat!..tat was still okie..jiahui n i were too lazy to bother bout those lame n bo liao things when yingpeng told us to ask them join in e game..fat hope!..i dun min tat yingpeng said e wrong thing..but i meant tat dere isnt any need for us to do so..too bad if they cant get e ball..their own business..well if they are not in e game..they wud only b at e losing end..we will hv more players.. humph..i din really bother bout tat frankly speaking..but i just couldnt accept wat siti has said!..she said i "took" all e boys n pulled them to our group!..tat was y my group was starting to lead..wat rubbish is tat?!..since when did i do tat?..i was so fed up..when shawn told siti to relac n he asked which side he shud be in..i shouted at him.."if you wanna join their team..den go ahead!..i'm not gonna stop you!..i dun care!"..well i dun min to really b harsh at him..was feeling kinda bad for speaking so loud as well..if actually anyone was convinced.. but e boys volunteered to join our team..i din make any comment..i was really not satisfied with today's game..last day of school..but..tis cls still turned out to b e same..hopeless..totally beyond hope.. wateva..but i din min to b mad at siti as well..just feeling irritated at times..anw our cls always has arguments..no big diff..
after recess -- ms wu was kinda bz..so let us watch e wateva cats n dogs film..i dun really find it nice..too exaggerating..was bz talking to beeteng and kin mun at firx..den helping jiahui to defeat angeline in chinese chess..though i dun really know how to play as well..lolz..i'm just a lousy player..heh..but nice game indeed..after tat was spring cleaning..really hated it..hv to move everything outside..so bek cek.. means fed up or something la..heh..i played with angeline chinese chess outside e classroom..but in e end seemed like it was yiwen playing with shawn or kianwee playing with zirui..cos they kept helping us..lolz..indirectly implying tat we r dumb..or lousy ba..
afternoon -- lunch time!..finally..dun feel like eating in school..so went out of e school with jiahui kianwee zirui yinghao n zhuang wei.. wah..kianwee was really a glutton..bleahx..he ate a plate of rice in school n now tat we r outside..he borrowed $2 from me to buy another plate of noodles..lucky he's in ncc..tough training..he wont hv a chance to get fat ba..lolz..so sway again..tat leo yi shaun n leroy n tat bunch of pple were sitting directly behind me..i really felt so stressful when i was eating my bowl of noodles!..hiyo..lucky we finished our food fast n went back to school to look for lyn huiling and yingpeng..apparently yingpeng wasnt looking good..partly cos today was e last day of school ba..n another reason was tat she shud b changing school soon ba..she tried to do a survey and hoping tat someone would wan to take up art stream like her..but dunno y.. no one just seemed to b interested..she was disappointed..tat was y she wan to take e entrance test to opt for nhss..simply cos they hv e art stream..she cried..she dunno if she shud opt for it..but she tink tat dere isnt any point for her to stay in tis school..cos our frenz are all ignorant..or mayb not all..but lotsa frenz v ignorant..talk without sparing a tot for pple's feelings..diff types of bad pple..wateva..she hugged me for a v long time..really a long one..i hope she felt comforted..but before tat she really lost much tears..cheer up yingpeng..we shall respect your decision..you may miss us..but just choose wat you tink may b useful to you in future..dun hv to b emotional..frenz.....mayb...placed at e second place ba..future career wud b impt..on our way out of e school..guess she was afraid of entering nhss..she was so sad..she hugged every pillar we passed by..n she hugged me again..i hv no comments..just hoping tat she would feel comforted..wateva it is..we shall miss her even she's really gonna leave us..n i shall always meet her since we would b living quite close to each other..
now..e time..is..5.33pm..approximately 3 more hours to go..before my father is to meet ms koo..i hope i din perform tat bad in school.. hoping tmr is a better day..hoping i would enjoy at e guides meeting..haiz..
Currently feeling: scared
haiz..tonight dad's supposed to go down to my school to c ms koo..i guess i'm really darn sway to kena tat dumb psi..if only i had worked harder..but i really worked hard for tis semester..but wateva i say is not gonna make any changes to e definite facts..heck..wateva..just hope later ms koo wont "pick on me" too much or i really tink i cant survive to attend guides meeting tmr..hope my parents dun scold me..god bless me....
morning -- i prepared an advanced bdae prezzie for limin..cos in e hols we might not b able to hand it over to her..n partly cos i dun tink i can make it for her bdae party..or in e firx place i haven been invited yet..so..iya..heck..anw..it was a soft toy kangaroo..$18 plus i guess.. couldnt rmb e exact price..i included jiahui yingpeng tsu hui bee teng zirui zhuang wei and yinghao's name in e card..she was kinda amazed..perhaps she din expect we would give her e prezzie so early..it has been a few weeks in advance i guess..lolz..anything.. anw i hope she likes it..when we got back to cls..mrs chen came into our cls to distribute e cert for math olympia competition..well..i wasnt so clever afterall..so i only gotten a participation one..haiz..some sort of disappointed actually..anw after tat mrs chen brought us to e lab to watch a film..cartoon in fact..kinda lame but interesting..yingpeng zirui and i kept laughing..after tat was p.e..captain's ball time..SOME PPLE sudd din wan to continue with e game n sat at one side.. complaining tat they din get e ball..well..i was really fed up..they din try to achieve e things they wan..n yet sitting down dere to complaining..is their own fault!!..as if e whole world owe them something or wat!..tat was still okie..jiahui n i were too lazy to bother bout those lame n bo liao things when yingpeng told us to ask them join in e game..fat hope!..i dun min tat yingpeng said e wrong thing..but i meant tat dere isnt any need for us to do so..too bad if they cant get e ball..their own business..well if they are not in e game..they wud only b at e losing end..we will hv more players.. humph..i din really bother bout tat frankly speaking..but i just couldnt accept wat siti has said!..she said i "took" all e boys n pulled them to our group!..tat was y my group was starting to lead..wat rubbish is tat?!..since when did i do tat?..i was so fed up..when shawn told siti to relac n he asked which side he shud be in..i shouted at him.."if you wanna join their team..den go ahead!..i'm not gonna stop you!..i dun care!"..well i dun min to really b harsh at him..was feeling kinda bad for speaking so loud as well..if actually anyone was convinced.. but e boys volunteered to join our team..i din make any comment..i was really not satisfied with today's game..last day of school..but..tis cls still turned out to b e same..hopeless..totally beyond hope.. wateva..but i din min to b mad at siti as well..just feeling irritated at times..anw our cls always has arguments..no big diff..
after recess -- ms wu was kinda bz..so let us watch e wateva cats n dogs film..i dun really find it nice..too exaggerating..was bz talking to beeteng and kin mun at firx..den helping jiahui to defeat angeline in chinese chess..though i dun really know how to play as well..lolz..i'm just a lousy player..heh..but nice game indeed..after tat was spring cleaning..really hated it..hv to move everything outside..so bek cek.. means fed up or something la..heh..i played with angeline chinese chess outside e classroom..but in e end seemed like it was yiwen playing with shawn or kianwee playing with zirui..cos they kept helping us..lolz..indirectly implying tat we r dumb..or lousy ba..
afternoon -- lunch time!..finally..dun feel like eating in school..so went out of e school with jiahui kianwee zirui yinghao n zhuang wei.. wah..kianwee was really a glutton..bleahx..he ate a plate of rice in school n now tat we r outside..he borrowed $2 from me to buy another plate of noodles..lucky he's in ncc..tough training..he wont hv a chance to get fat ba..lolz..so sway again..tat leo yi shaun n leroy n tat bunch of pple were sitting directly behind me..i really felt so stressful when i was eating my bowl of noodles!..hiyo..lucky we finished our food fast n went back to school to look for lyn huiling and yingpeng..apparently yingpeng wasnt looking good..partly cos today was e last day of school ba..n another reason was tat she shud b changing school soon ba..she tried to do a survey and hoping tat someone would wan to take up art stream like her..but dunno y.. no one just seemed to b interested..she was disappointed..tat was y she wan to take e entrance test to opt for nhss..simply cos they hv e art stream..she cried..she dunno if she shud opt for it..but she tink tat dere isnt any point for her to stay in tis school..cos our frenz are all ignorant..or mayb not all..but lotsa frenz v ignorant..talk without sparing a tot for pple's feelings..diff types of bad pple..wateva..she hugged me for a v long time..really a long one..i hope she felt comforted..but before tat she really lost much tears..cheer up yingpeng..we shall respect your decision..you may miss us..but just choose wat you tink may b useful to you in future..dun hv to b emotional..frenz.....mayb...placed at e second place ba..future career wud b impt..on our way out of e school..guess she was afraid of entering nhss..she was so sad..she hugged every pillar we passed by..n she hugged me again..i hv no comments..just hoping tat she would feel comforted..wateva it is..we shall miss her even she's really gonna leave us..n i shall always meet her since we would b living quite close to each other..
now..e time..is..5.33pm..approximately 3 more hours to go..before my father is to meet ms koo..i hope i din perform tat bad in school.. hoping tmr is a better day..hoping i would enjoy at e guides meeting..haiz..
Currently feeling: scared
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