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Hee..so siok..bro din take out e internet cable last nite..so can use for a while le..hee..

Haiz..today math..guess is cos i A BIT too confident le..so din study much..den today a bit stuck in lotsa qns le..hope i can gt above 85 le..but actuali i tink math is systematic ma..so din take pride in it..but guess is wrong le..muz study e formula..n watsoeva..haiz..but seems lyk is too late to say tis now..hope can do better e next time..

Tmr eng..beginning of tis yr i did rather well..but second semester onwards my results dropped..mayb..din always speak eng ba.. hee..but hope tmr's paper is an easy one..esp e summary..everytime sabo me..e summary make me cant complete e paper.. comprehension oso..god bless me le..muz pass..or i die le..sure kena killed by parents..den cant go chalet..cant go cls gathering..cant go shopping..cant go out play..arg!!..i betta pass all..hope so le..

Haiz..juz now i read siti's online journal..tink tat was entry was rather long alreadi..sep de..now den i noe so many so not suang with me..LoL..mayb..perhaps..guess so..actually so many pple hv bin saying i v petty..xcept pple lyk yingpeng..lyn..jiahui..zirui..zhuang wei..yinghao..n mayb few more..cant rmb all at e moment..i oso dunno y..last time in pri skol i wasnt lyk tat..i was nv lyk tat..i swear i hv always bin quite nice..quite generous..i reali wasnt lyk tat..mayb is stress tat caused me to be lyk tat now..or is it cos..e game tat ended btwin me n him..??..haiz..it gives me bad memories again..i..i guess i nv lyk him b4..but yet..i..seem to miss him a lot..mayb in e firx place..we were only wasting time..i regretted starting e game in e firx place..though it was nt me who took e initiative..i shud hv rejected..y did i accept it..i reli had bin dumb..now..only living in misery..i hope i can get over it soon..n i noe i can..most impt is to study..i suppoz so ba..

But..on e 23rd nov..mdm fong gonna retire frm nhps..so deres a farewell dinner for her..mrs kee rang me up few day ago to ask me if i m interested..but..muz gt another 9 pple b4 she can gt one table for me..cos one table muz accommodate 10 pple..but 60bucks!!!..so many say v ex..so nt interested..my bro shentong oso so spoilsport.. dun wan go..shaun tat so-called good fren oso dun wan support me..n to tink i invited his old flame suzanna for his sake..gee.. bleahx..feel lyk calling senior val n fengrui..but guess they oso not interested lo..some more fengrui oso dun nid pay for sure le..his mum is chinese HOD..n my fav chinese teacher!!..LoL..now only i can go..yujia can go..shermin can go..no one else..haiz..yujia keep telling me to persuade him to go..but eva since e game btwin us ended..i nv wan to face him again..dunno y..but juz feel lyk erasing him from my mind..dun wan to c him..but several times i deleted his contact from my hp..but i still added him back..dunno y..perhaps i m "stupidly" tinking tat e game can b salvaged..well..i hope nt..reli hope not.. dunno y again..but guess i dun wan waste time again..or mayb save sms..??..LoL..dun even wan to b frenz with him..but my frenz hv bin giving me advice tat can still b frenz..so i oso dun bother at e moment..anw i guess i dun hv e time to organix cls gathering le..so besides next yr's new yr or teacher's day..i wont gt to c him much le..n by e time i c him next yr..i shud hv long forgotten tat he actually existed..

Somtimes i tell myself..mayb shouldnt b so emotional..life is meant to b enjoyed..lyk wat i told siti all e time..i will try to stay cool n happy always..!!..though i m nt cool at all..hee..i will keep smiling..always stay cheerful..i will..i can do it..!!..hee..hope he will nv c my journal entries..i noe from now on..my life's gonna b cOoL without him..oPpS..??..is kinda late..muz study for eng le..lucky phrasal verbs only..hm..fri go chalet le..hope i will nv b left out..hope many pple will go..hope is fun..looking forward to tat day..


d d d u u u n n n r r r o o o c c c k k k s s s DUNCAN ROCKS!!..

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