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today..crying day??..
today..initially was v happy..cos finally finished all those guide logbooks instructed by kaili..submitted everything le..really feel a sense of satisfaction..everything was fine..really v nice and okie..until....

last period was chinese..luan lao shi was playing e video of our cls drama..i was sitting right at e back..totally looking sian..almost dozing off soon..Zzz..when ms koo suddenly stepped into e cls and requested to c some pple..no need to say..everyone oso know is e psi nite thingy..everyone muz b praying hard..hoping tat they wont kena..inclusive of me as well of cos..however..heaven wasnt on my side..ms koo din call me out..but she passed e dumb form to hui min and wan her to hand it to me..i really couldnt control..e moment i received tis empty surprise..my tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably..yiwen jiahui tsu hui and kinmun were consoling me away with tissue papers..but i couldnt help ignoring them..i appreciate their concern but i was really gonna explode..how i wish it was only a dream..at least hoping for a miracle to happen..but it was to no avail..i had to accept e fact..i joked of committing suicide and my frenz were so worried tat i wud mean wat i say..i'm glad tat they cared for me..at least i felt kinda comforted..

after school dismissal..i managed to keep calm a little..trying to face up to reality..but yet thinking of e consequences of telling my parents my teacher wans to c them..wateva it is..i went to mac with huiling limin and kinmun..den bought some food and went back to school..

back to school..i was cheered up already..we saw hock chuan..all of them were trying like mad to make me say hi to him..well..he's my ouxiang..really darn cute..but i wanted to keep a low profile..din wan to spoil my IMAGE in his impression..so dun wanna say hi..but he seemed to know who i m le..all cos of them la..hiyo..keep shouting my name..making it so obvious..siao~..lolz..but i still love them as much la..hahaha..

we helped luan lao shi with e school newsletter..before going home..kinda interesting..would hv missed tat if i went home early..anw..i told my dad bout e psi thingy..he said nothing much..but obviously he was angry..haven told mum yet..dunno wat to say..haiz..but dad would sure tell her..so anw..just be ready to kena scolding..wateva...

hm..gotta sleep le..too worried for everything..still got guides profiency to be completed..cant slack anymore..haiz..Zzz...

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