1. I played badminton with Darren and WB and Mr. Quek WL today. I do see the shiokness in venting your unhappiness or whatsoever with a hard stroke or smash. I believe that could be the reason why people play sports. More, contact sports at a competitive level.
2. I had Macs for the second day in a row. Not like I was craving for it but I just didn't know what to eat. I'm so lazy to even think of what to eat. Nevertheless the honey shaker fries are not bad and worth a second try after tasting them with Coconut yesterday. (By the way Coconut thanks for your gifts they're really nice)
3. I texted Twinnie today. It was kinda random yes but I just suddenly thought of her. I miss the times we'd laugh over the stupidest things, the times we'd share little secrets, the times we'd tease each other about our crushes. I miss how I'd hug her and tell her everything would be okay when she was going through the toughest times. I miss our friendship. But I guess it takes time...
4. The only reason why I hate to be happy is because everytime I tell myself I am going to be happy, something unpleasant will come up. Just like today.
And so, I am very, very, extremely unhappy.
I'm so unhappy that I feel really drained. There've been so much, and I don't know how long more I can go on.
When certain things take place, you just cannot bring yourself to be positive or optimistic about life. So please don't tell me anything like such. If you just want to know what is going on, I'll be willing to share. But there comes a time when I'm so sick of sharing, because I know there's no point.
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