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Like the way you always do,

It's an end finally. 缅怀法 proved to be very effective. But I won't get to adopt that approach anymore because I dumped all the past in the past. Earlier on I only managed to put the person behind me, but not the incident or should I say everything else that is related. As I walked aimlessly around today, and when I've boarded a long-journey bus, I felt very suppressed and was even about to cry. I wanted someone, anyone, so much to sit beside me on the bus and spend the time together even if no words were to be spoken. The feeling of loss and aimlessness was so overwhelming I hated it! I guess I know the reason why. And I do know that this was aided by the setting earlier. Thank goodness a text came and I :). You never fail to change my mood, really. Thank you:)

No more work! School's starting!
I saw veryyyyyyyyyyyy cute X-Men shirt but no size for me:(:(:(

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