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wTh la.jus typed one long page mann.den com lag and hang.wat e.really bTh my laggy com le siarh.den everything disappeared le.haiz.haiz.later got time den update la.i'm so tired.tired of pretending all e time.y must i always accomodate others?..y nv i tot of myself?..i always do things for e benefit of others.y is this so?..this is not self praise.but anw.no one appreciates it.

had a horrible dream jus now during my nap.dreamt that zcx saw sther den wanted to wave to him den when i walked past he put down his hand.rather true in reality thou.haiz.watever.i hate myself la.i try to be kind to others.but almost no one cares abt me.i try to be cold.but i realise i would be too selfish.wat m i supposed to do?

mel - thanks for including me in all your entries.love you to bits too.i noe you are currently stil very confused over that matter.i aint involved anymore thou.dun have to thank me so much.i counselled you cos you are my best fren ma.haha.and oso you are under my counselling list.keke.lol.thanks for always being with me these days.shall nv forget you this fren de.oh ya.i really love e neoprints mann.so niceeyy.first time take neoprints den find myself look so shun yan.despite wat he said.lol.maybe cos you are inside e neoprints?..haha.you must be smiling le.haha.take care yea?..drink lotsa water yea?..haha.cya. =)

siti - heyy honey.haven been really talking to you since sch reopened.well.shall catch up with you one of these days yea?..cya.drink lotsa water.lol.take care. =)

stheng - yo lao po.dun say i rmb my qing fu. i mean mistress.den forgot you.i didn hor.haha.i miss you loads in e hols mann.wanted to call you up but couldn find e chance.take care yea?..drink lotsa water hor.cya.

jiahui - heyy gal.thanks for always understanding how i feel thou i always dun tell you.dun worry.is not that i dun trust you or watever.but being e so called 'counsellor'.i dun wan others to counsel me de.haha.maybe is zi zun xin too strong.haha.take care uh.drink lotsa water hor.cya. =)

min - hey "mama"!..lol.my sunshine siarh.thanks for brightening me up these days with your warm smiles.haha.really enjoyed hanging out with you guys these days mann.take care hor.drink lotsa water.cya. =)

sheena - heyy nana!..haha.got miss me?..lol.thanks so muchie for being with me these days mann.i'm so glad that we are so close now.haha.you are one of my best frens now.haha.and ya.thanks for 'faking' with me to bluff him.thou he doesn really blif.lol.but anw.maybe we both give up on guys le ba.haha.but dun worry.i wont blame you if you have designs on any guys.haha.take care yea?..drink lotsa water.cya. =)

nicolle - hey cuteey.haha.dun worry.your note for me today wasn lame.how nice and sweet of you.haha.dun you ever worry. i wil not neglect you de yea?..take care hor.drink lotsa water.cya. =)

amirah - hey gal.missed me so much rite?..haha.do stil feel free to talk to me via that book.i wil try my best to reply asap.btw.i can c that you're rather a diff person now.so much more happier and cheered.haha.glad to c you like this.maintain hor.haha.take care yea?..drink lotsa water.cya. =)

lyn - hey lyn.long time no talk.haha.i miss you so much thou i jus saw you.haha.shall catch up with you one of these days yea?..take care.drink lotsa water.cya. =)

shirley - hey gal.dun think you wil be reading this.but anw.dun always look so depressed lor.your laughter is infectious.so better laugh more and infect me yea?..haha.take care.drink lotsa water.cya. =)

limin - hey my guai daughter.lol.dun think i forgot you le hor.dunno y.these days find you so dao to me.lol.maybe i over sensitive lor.ha.glad that you got e first today.you're so great.oh ya.abt that thing rite.you better blif me hor.cos i m really speaking e truth.if you dun blif me.i wil feel like i m not to be trusted de.haha.take care hor.drink lotsa water.cya. =)

junrong - hey.ni mei shi ba?..hmmm.our plight abt e same ba.but perhaps you wil like to say you're worse den me.haha.anw uh.look on e positive side lor.dun have to think so muchie de.you always tell me to cheer up.you too okie?..take care.drink lotsa water.cya. =)

kianwee - hey weeboy.dunno wats up with you these days.like so depressed.haha.influenced by her wor?..haha.noe you wont be reading this.but pls bear in mind.if you wan jio her.take e initiative lor.keke.i wil always zi chi ni de.haha.but dun neglect your work hor.you're my 'maria'.supposed to do work for me de!!..haha.take care hor.drink lotsa water.cya. =)

kaixin - hey jie.haven heard from you for quite long le.missed you mann.haha.thanks for giving me your piece of advice in e hols by saying he sucks.hahaha.you take care okie?..drink lotsa water.cya. =)

shuyi - hey yo!..haha.nice new blog you have.haha.striking siarh.haha.like so long nv c you le.haha.you owe me an ice cream rmb?..haha.jus joking jus joking.hahaha.must strive hard for your o's le hor.but i noe you must be slogging hard le.haha.thanks for giving me so much advice too.haha.take care yea?..drink lotsa water.cya. =)

sther - hey gal.dun think i wrote you last cos i rmb you last or even dun intend to write for you.i dunno wat i should say le.maybe we wont be as close as b4 le.but jus wanna tell you.watever happens.you can always look for us.no matter how far apart we may be.i noe we wil stil help you.take care.drink lotsa water.cya. =)meili -

meili uh!!!!!..my beloved ps.hahaha.dun get disgusted over wat i say.haha.jus tot i could drop you something.how niceeyy of me rite?..haha.i heard from chris xie that he always bully you de.if you bully you again you must tell me okie?..haha.i shall go get even with him.haha.take care hor.drink lotsa water.cya. =)

whoever i have left out.i'm sorry den.dunno wat to say le.cant rmb who i wanted to say something to.lol.if i really wan to say something to all my frens.that wil take forever de.lol.take care peepz.drink lotsa water!..haha.

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