i wished i knew wat to do.
now,
even a heading,
i gotta think hard of what to put.
perhaps my meaning of life ends here.
well.
guess is still safer to blog here,
rather than there.
i really feel very miserable.
but i have to keep it to myself.
i told myself i have to be patient.
cos' i still believe in,
"patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet."
that's written on the bookmark that mrs kee gave me when i was in p5?
ya.
neither did i try to reply the tags there.
well,
what can i say anyway?
it will only show that i am insincere to apologise,
isn't it?
i really thank the people who are speaking up for me.
but i guess it's really my fault.
no one should pity me ba.
yes.
everyone needs friends.
but this time,
i guess it's really my fault.
i dont know whats the matter with jr though.
i dont know why he's out to pick on me or something.
but i'm quite sure i didnt offend him.
as for jh.
i know it's my fault.
maybe she thinks whats done cannot be undone.
and an apology isn't everything.
but she didnt know,
how much i wanted to tell her that,
i dont know what to do besides apologising since she refuses to tell me anything.
anyway,
hopefully like what shirl and shirley and yoke hwee said,
time will heal everything.
though i know things won't go back to how they were before.
this,
left a scar on my heart.
now,
even a heading,
i gotta think hard of what to put.
perhaps my meaning of life ends here.
well.
guess is still safer to blog here,
rather than there.
i really feel very miserable.
but i have to keep it to myself.
i told myself i have to be patient.
cos' i still believe in,
"patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet."
that's written on the bookmark that mrs kee gave me when i was in p5?
ya.
neither did i try to reply the tags there.
well,
what can i say anyway?
it will only show that i am insincere to apologise,
isn't it?
i really thank the people who are speaking up for me.
but i guess it's really my fault.
no one should pity me ba.
yes.
everyone needs friends.
but this time,
i guess it's really my fault.
i dont know whats the matter with jr though.
i dont know why he's out to pick on me or something.
but i'm quite sure i didnt offend him.
as for jh.
i know it's my fault.
maybe she thinks whats done cannot be undone.
and an apology isn't everything.
but she didnt know,
how much i wanted to tell her that,
i dont know what to do besides apologising since she refuses to tell me anything.
anyway,
hopefully like what shirl and shirley and yoke hwee said,
time will heal everything.
though i know things won't go back to how they were before.
this,
left a scar on my heart.
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