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i wonder n wonder n wonder
going steady minz
having a CLOSE..LASTING n STABLE
relationship with someone
of e opp sex?
m i rite?
haa..

++ i wonder n wonder n wonder ++

hm..today is last meeting for banner com..wah sway siarh..cos initally i suppoz to b in souvenirs de..den hwee ling asked y i sudd in banner com..so shu yi helped me tell her..den she lyk so angry lyk tat..i reali v scared..haiz..guilty oso..

after e meeting..jiahui n i went to toilet to wash e brushes..kaoz..so !@#$%^&*( man..use e tinner den make my hands so red..cos is red paint ma..but den still cant get rid of e paint..so we heck le..den jus bout to go out..den shuyi n madeline come in le..den they took over lo..so we went off le..den jiahui n i had lunch at e coffeeshop opp our skol..den v bloated le finally..n sat down dere discussing where to go next..so in e end we decided to go home..

so i took bus 173 le..den on my way home..mother called me..she tol me jinyi n my gor stuck in jinyi's room at home..den i muz go home hlp to open e door lo..power siarh..so i rushed home after alighting from e bus n quickly ran upstairs but den pa was dere meddling with it so i cant hlp much lo..den i went to my study room le..den after ONE hour..they came out le..i was bout to doze off..i even asked jinyi "you haven died ah?" haa!!..lol..

den talked to ernie on e fone for a while..but den yujia sudd called to say she dropping by..so hv to stop talking to ernie den go n attend to her..den she came into my houz to talk talk talk lo..wah kaoz..she still got e cheek to say she asked kiat chong bout me!!..bleahx..doinkz..den she even showed me e guilty album to make me jealous..humph!..lol..but anw..she gave me a christmas card n i gave her one too..sho happy..

but before tat me was still a little unhappy..i min after counselling siti..heh..dunno y oso..cant say la..only ernie know lo..sometimes i reali tink only ernie n lyn understands me well..e others..haiz..me dunno wat to say..lol..hm..

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loving x duncan x
jay r r r o o o x x x

if i had known e truth.
i wouldnt hv stopped you.

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