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Courage didn't fail me this time.

The charity show caused a constant flow of my tears. It was certainly the first charity show I cried upon watching. We have tears to shed, but them? 有眼泪都哭不出. And during the last commercial break, the news preview actually reported that another earthquake occurred again in Sichuan.

The pain for the victims seems so interminable. Life seems so fragile.

Who's the person you never want to lose? For me, it's my mum.
I hugged my mum just now and told her I love her.

As much as I know we must always cherish everyone around us, there are certain things I can't let go of.
I cannot forgive and I cannot forget the pain you've inflicted on us. Pride has always come last in my list of life's priorities but when it comes to handling this particular matter, I still can't bring myself to put down my pride. Or perhaps it's no longer a matter of pride. It's more than just that.
And like I said, it's turned into a mindset that I can't change it even if I want to.

Friends who have been around to support, I really love you people. :)
The first one I thought of was bestie. I think I can't move on at all without him.
I LOVE YOU BESTIE SHENG KAI. :)

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