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gotta feel miserable again...
today is another slacking day okies..
1plus left hse to clementi..
met shirleen to go 'walk walk'..lolz..
went to big bookshop walk here and dere..
was bo liao..but we talked loads..lolz..
den went to comics connection..
bought a fishbone hp chain..niceeyyy..shirleen chose de..we each got one..another symbol of frenship on my hp..lolz..
den went to mac to makan..den stayed dere for quite long..we jus talk crap..but was enjoyable..=)..
den she went home le den i went to kaixin hse..
borrowed com..den we crap so much and kept looking at other pple frenster stuff..lolz..

really dun wanna use 'haha' anymore..
dun wanna use 'lolz' anymore..
i really dun mean it..
wats e point of saying 'haha' and 'lolz' to pple when i dun feel that way?..y m i doing that?
i hope i aint wat huimin or sther said..
torturing myself..
at least i dun sense it okies..
but i jus feel a 'miserabl-ity' inside me..
a v bad feeling that i cant describe..
a feeling that definitely cannot be described w words..
as if i really gonna cry anytime..
but i wont..
but y did he say that to me sudd..
is jus another blow..
gotta use e pic chris gave me again le..

jus dropped by gehui blog..saw e lyrics of that song..
seemed to be appearing everywhere..haiz.....

dun even have a song to keep in that special place of my memory le..no more..yea..no more..

guo
8.49pm

shirleen: thanks for pei-ing me today gal..thanks so muchie..dun feel any better thou..but definitely get to breathe 'fresher air' today by hanging out w you..=)..i dunno how to express myself..but anw..thanks..take care..=)..

kaixin: jie..glad to c that you are grining so much today le..and i definitely miss that smile..continue to smile loads..=)..and thanks for letting me use your com today uh..haha..my com surprisingly working again..phew..anw..take care..=)..

chris lien: heyyy gal..thanks so much for listening to me for e past few days..could have 'fallen' if you hadn tried to talk to me..really appreciated that..pls talk to me if you got any probs too..take care hor..=)..

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