dunno..i dunno..i dunno how i feel..
today e celebration definitely dun have any national day de qi fen..lolz..early in e morning woke up to buy ice..6bucks siarh..heh..den went to sch with e ice..well..obviously in a car?..lolz..
after e nd msg and watever blah blah blah..we got into e classroom to tend our stall..well..i didn do anything much..really didn..thou i was one of e oic..sorry pple..sorry stheng and sther esp..i noe we 3 are e oic and i did nothing at all..i m sorry..i aint feeling good today..that isn a good excuse thou..but sorry..
min and i jus walked here and dere..i saw my ouxianggg many times but didn dare to open my mouth to ask him take pic with me..lolz..but eventually managed to..cos chris was dere..so not so scared ba..lolz..den took with him and chris and min..e saddest pic ever taken..lolz..shant elaborate..okies..anw..toopid de siarh!!..min and i wanted to take pic with leonard den he dun wan..some more run away..lolz..too bad lor..haiz..den took with junxian oso..strange siarh..he said wan to take with us de neh..lolz..
chris and ouxianggg dye their hair that colour..my god..nvm..later kana hoot den i die..lolz..=x..so anw me and min walked here and dere..too bo liao..my god..boon keat said hi to me!!!!!!!!..o.M.g..i so ji dong..lolz..=x..and yea..luan lao shi postponed e chinese test..heng mann..heh..cos i nv study much..lolz..
he was standing outside e class all along..well..quite long..perhaps looking at her..who noes..perhaps..lolz....
i was busy giving out balloons..to many many pple..toopid ouxianggg..i gave him den he jus like that 'i dun wan' den run..wasted my time go write his name on it..lolz..sheena burst it anw..lolz..chris de worse siarh..i was writing his name on it den halfway e balloon burst..lolz..so in e end i gave him a balloon with 'you suck' on it..den he dun wan so gave to clement..lolz..he let out e air anw..lolz..
cleared everything le..den was at umbrella area dere taking 'back view' de photos..lolz..den went to mac with mel..saw shawn and ernie..
den went to je..saw yoke hwee chris junyang they all at ice skating rink..didn noe chris so pro de..lolz..den yoke hwee too sian..so went to library with us..stheng sther min wee were dere..jiahui and yingpeng joined us..
gao xiao one lor..we were at one corner crapping..den yingpeng was putting her fish on e floor..e fishes were in a cup thou..den we talked crap and stuff..den dunno who go spill e cup of fishes..e fishes jump jump jump..funny siarh..they quickly picked up e fishes and threw back into e cup..den e librarian walked past den we all pretended to do our own stuff..me and min wanted to laugh..but we jus held back our laughter..lolz..we fake fake down dere listening to discman..lolz..den e librarian walked away le we laughed..den e cup spilled again..funny mann..den threw back into e cup again..yoke hwee and wee wee de pants were wet..lolz..den we quickly ran to other places..
after that went to sther hse..me stheng wee and yoke hwee..den i..jus suddenly mood swing..upon seeing some msgs..haiz..nvm..anw we jus did watever we could..listen to music..use com..watch tv..watever..sorry anw..i didn mean to show attitude jus now..i wanted to cry..but i cant..
chris and hl oso went a while..den i went off with stheng and wee first..
i really really really really really feel very bad now..i dunno y..i aint lying to myself..only to him..y did he say that..i feel so bad..y must i appear happy..act as if nothing happened jus now..but can i not?..shes my best fren..but..haiz..sther said he was rite..i m lying to myself..but i aint wat..i m only lying to him..since when have i lied to myself??..watever..
listening to 'w/o you'..i feel more like crying le..sad song okies..dunno..things that could make me happy today is only that fish incident and boon keat saying hi to me..lolz..but i m certainly more of unhappy okies..but so wat?..life goes on..
"tell me..how m i supposed to live my life..w/o you?"
guo
8.13pm
today e celebration definitely dun have any national day de qi fen..lolz..early in e morning woke up to buy ice..6bucks siarh..heh..den went to sch with e ice..well..obviously in a car?..lolz..
after e nd msg and watever blah blah blah..we got into e classroom to tend our stall..well..i didn do anything much..really didn..thou i was one of e oic..sorry pple..sorry stheng and sther esp..i noe we 3 are e oic and i did nothing at all..i m sorry..i aint feeling good today..that isn a good excuse thou..but sorry..
min and i jus walked here and dere..i saw my ouxianggg many times but didn dare to open my mouth to ask him take pic with me..lolz..but eventually managed to..cos chris was dere..so not so scared ba..lolz..den took with him and chris and min..e saddest pic ever taken..lolz..shant elaborate..okies..anw..toopid de siarh!!..min and i wanted to take pic with leonard den he dun wan..some more run away..lolz..too bad lor..haiz..den took with junxian oso..strange siarh..he said wan to take with us de neh..lolz..
chris and ouxianggg dye their hair that colour..my god..nvm..later kana hoot den i die..lolz..=x..so anw me and min walked here and dere..too bo liao..my god..boon keat said hi to me!!!!!!!!..o.M.g..i so ji dong..lolz..=x..and yea..luan lao shi postponed e chinese test..heng mann..heh..cos i nv study much..lolz..
he was standing outside e class all along..well..quite long..perhaps looking at her..who noes..perhaps..lolz....
i was busy giving out balloons..to many many pple..toopid ouxianggg..i gave him den he jus like that 'i dun wan' den run..wasted my time go write his name on it..lolz..sheena burst it anw..lolz..chris de worse siarh..i was writing his name on it den halfway e balloon burst..lolz..so in e end i gave him a balloon with 'you suck' on it..den he dun wan so gave to clement..lolz..he let out e air anw..lolz..
cleared everything le..den was at umbrella area dere taking 'back view' de photos..lolz..den went to mac with mel..saw shawn and ernie..
den went to je..saw yoke hwee chris junyang they all at ice skating rink..didn noe chris so pro de..lolz..den yoke hwee too sian..so went to library with us..stheng sther min wee were dere..jiahui and yingpeng joined us..
gao xiao one lor..we were at one corner crapping..den yingpeng was putting her fish on e floor..e fishes were in a cup thou..den we talked crap and stuff..den dunno who go spill e cup of fishes..e fishes jump jump jump..funny siarh..they quickly picked up e fishes and threw back into e cup..den e librarian walked past den we all pretended to do our own stuff..me and min wanted to laugh..but we jus held back our laughter..lolz..we fake fake down dere listening to discman..lolz..den e librarian walked away le we laughed..den e cup spilled again..funny mann..den threw back into e cup again..yoke hwee and wee wee de pants were wet..lolz..den we quickly ran to other places..
after that went to sther hse..me stheng wee and yoke hwee..den i..jus suddenly mood swing..upon seeing some msgs..haiz..nvm..anw we jus did watever we could..listen to music..use com..watch tv..watever..sorry anw..i didn mean to show attitude jus now..i wanted to cry..but i cant..
chris and hl oso went a while..den i went off with stheng and wee first..
i really really really really really feel very bad now..i dunno y..i aint lying to myself..only to him..y did he say that..i feel so bad..y must i appear happy..act as if nothing happened jus now..but can i not?..shes my best fren..but..haiz..sther said he was rite..i m lying to myself..but i aint wat..i m only lying to him..since when have i lied to myself??..watever..
listening to 'w/o you'..i feel more like crying le..sad song okies..dunno..things that could make me happy today is only that fish incident and boon keat saying hi to me..lolz..but i m certainly more of unhappy okies..but so wat?..life goes on..
"tell me..how m i supposed to live my life..w/o you?"
guo
8.13pm
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