pretended again..
went to sch in e morning at 7 30plus..
saw chris..wasn earlier den him..wasn later too..lolz..
bought 2 m&m crispy de..yummies..
yp was already in sch when i reached..
meddled w e banner..
he was dere..
but he went to sch jus to c her..
definitely heart breaking..
but only pretended that i didn c a thing..
wat else can i say anw..
mayb she indirecly benefited me..
he was dere to c her..
so i could c.....
well..nvm..
anw..after so long..today first time we nv msg..
in fact..last nite sent last msg le..haa..
today onwards wont send le..
hmmm..well..nvm..
saw ms moo..she sponsor 20bucks for paint..niceeeyy of her..
got math remedial..
jus as boring..
was crapping and singing w min..
and exchanging phone to c msgs..
at least i always c 'happiness' or 'joy' in her msgs..
not mine definitely..
even min herself thinks that i m torturing myself..
dunno if is true..
shrugs..
11 got break..10min break..
went downstairs..saw him again..but guess it wouldn be possible for us to say even hi le..
was running around w min..crap mann..lolz..
perhaps was hoping to c at least his shadow while moving my eyeballs to my left or right while pretending to play w min..
den went back to cls..got bee outside e window..den min and i keep siam-ing here and dere..lolz..=x..jus kept singing too..heh..
karina released us early..
went downstairs..
dunno if is intentional to walk to e canteen..heh..
jus walked past..he didn bother to say hi..expected ba..
boon keat said hi to me!!!!!!!!!..shiok..gee..lolz..=x..
yp amirah jiemin zirui ws wee zhuangwei they all go buy rice den some go my hse first..
went to je w hl and yh..we were really fast..reached clementi so soon..bought only paint..
after that went to mac..saw..
yea..saw..
after that wanted to run for e bus..but decided not to..
went back to mac..
pple sure think we sot..lolz..=x..
den went to take bus again..
did e banner..
managed to almost finish it..
we had great funnn..kept laughing..
cos dun wan to not laugh..
dun wan to let them think that i m not happy..
at least i noe how to act..
den after that went to playground w jiemin hl and zirui..
they went too..didn really talk thou..didn mean to neglect..
didn have e intention to play at all..
but cos we dun talk le..
jus hope to c since is stil possible..
who noes..
we may nv get to go out le..be it a group or watever..
den they went home..
all i can do is to say bye..
not to him thou..
but only when e figure gradually disappeared..
softly..i murmured to myself..'bye..'
wasn happy..
but i could think of tue..
that wil be enough..
" ---- " - noe you wont be reading this..but anw..guess i was really bad enough to send you that msg yest..didn mean to..but if your bill exceed again..if your phone kana confiscated..you cant msg her le..den you'll be saying 'haiz' again..i really hate it when you say that mann..haa..lolz..=x..sorry abt that..cant be your advisor le..lolz..=x..and cant encourage you to jio her le..but anw..i blif you noe that i wil support you de..since i have always been encouraging you to jio her..dun worry la..have some faith in yourself..you can win her heart de..*winks*..jiayou!!..take care..=)..
kaixinnn - jie uh..so glad that your mood is back..haa..dun need xie wo le..but anw i was surprised that you read my entry so soon..den some more left such a long tag..haha..anw..happy for you that you made up your mind..ni hui xing fu de!!..*grins*..take care hor..=)..
okies..gonna miss hoobastank le..but no use even if i can go..i only listen to that song..only think of .... haa..
guo * m i s s e s y o u
7.10pm
now it's all that i can do..
to c photographs of you..
and stop myself from crying..
w/o you..where do i belong?
went to sch in e morning at 7 30plus..
saw chris..wasn earlier den him..wasn later too..lolz..
bought 2 m&m crispy de..yummies..
yp was already in sch when i reached..
meddled w e banner..
he was dere..
but he went to sch jus to c her..
definitely heart breaking..
but only pretended that i didn c a thing..
wat else can i say anw..
mayb she indirecly benefited me..
he was dere to c her..
so i could c.....
well..nvm..
anw..after so long..today first time we nv msg..
in fact..last nite sent last msg le..haa..
today onwards wont send le..
hmmm..well..nvm..
saw ms moo..she sponsor 20bucks for paint..niceeeyy of her..
got math remedial..
jus as boring..
was crapping and singing w min..
and exchanging phone to c msgs..
at least i always c 'happiness' or 'joy' in her msgs..
not mine definitely..
even min herself thinks that i m torturing myself..
dunno if is true..
shrugs..
11 got break..10min break..
went downstairs..saw him again..but guess it wouldn be possible for us to say even hi le..
was running around w min..crap mann..lolz..
perhaps was hoping to c at least his shadow while moving my eyeballs to my left or right while pretending to play w min..
den went back to cls..got bee outside e window..den min and i keep siam-ing here and dere..lolz..=x..jus kept singing too..heh..
karina released us early..
went downstairs..
dunno if is intentional to walk to e canteen..heh..
jus walked past..he didn bother to say hi..expected ba..
boon keat said hi to me!!!!!!!!!..shiok..gee..lolz..=x..
yp amirah jiemin zirui ws wee zhuangwei they all go buy rice den some go my hse first..
went to je w hl and yh..we were really fast..reached clementi so soon..bought only paint..
after that went to mac..saw..
yea..saw..
after that wanted to run for e bus..but decided not to..
went back to mac..
pple sure think we sot..lolz..=x..
den went to take bus again..
did e banner..
managed to almost finish it..
we had great funnn..kept laughing..
cos dun wan to not laugh..
dun wan to let them think that i m not happy..
at least i noe how to act..
den after that went to playground w jiemin hl and zirui..
they went too..didn really talk thou..didn mean to neglect..
didn have e intention to play at all..
but cos we dun talk le..
jus hope to c since is stil possible..
who noes..
we may nv get to go out le..be it a group or watever..
den they went home..
all i can do is to say bye..
not to him thou..
but only when e figure gradually disappeared..
softly..i murmured to myself..'bye..'
wasn happy..
but i could think of tue..
that wil be enough..
" ---- " - noe you wont be reading this..but anw..guess i was really bad enough to send you that msg yest..didn mean to..but if your bill exceed again..if your phone kana confiscated..you cant msg her le..den you'll be saying 'haiz' again..i really hate it when you say that mann..haa..lolz..=x..sorry abt that..cant be your advisor le..lolz..=x..and cant encourage you to jio her le..but anw..i blif you noe that i wil support you de..since i have always been encouraging you to jio her..dun worry la..have some faith in yourself..you can win her heart de..*winks*..jiayou!!..take care..=)..
kaixinnn - jie uh..so glad that your mood is back..haa..dun need xie wo le..but anw i was surprised that you read my entry so soon..den some more left such a long tag..haha..anw..happy for you that you made up your mind..ni hui xing fu de!!..*grins*..take care hor..=)..
okies..gonna miss hoobastank le..but no use even if i can go..i only listen to that song..only think of .... haa..
guo * m i s s e s y o u
7.10pm
now it's all that i can do..
to c photographs of you..
and stop myself from crying..
w/o you..where do i belong?
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