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haven seen you for 3days?
hmmm. woke up slightly earlier today.
10 sharp. keke.
early in e morning suddenly received so many msgs. ha lol.
but not his.... ha lol.
limin asked me to go town with her and hl.
but i cant la. too far le. heh.
so later should be going to jp with sther and jiahui.
den meet yiqin to go to school.
den go acsi gangshow.
dun really feel like going.
but my 'beloved' jie got SPECIAL MISSION for me.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
so i must have no choice but to go.
sian sian sian.
haven finished hols hw.
but that is for sure de ma.
is only e start of hols. haha lol.
havent seen him for 3days.
i read her blog.
she mentioned something.
i noe i shldnt doubt her anymore.
after all shes my friend.
but e prob is dere is too many loopholes in HIS statements.
not to say both of them.
i dunno. -shrugs-
i hope to noe e truth.
but doesn seem that easy.
ha lol.
anw. hope i enjoy later.
bad flu today. lol.

11.53am
guolovesduncan *|a|a|a

you told me to grab your hand tight.
but i didnt dare to do so.
cos i was afraid.
i was afraid that i wil not bear to let go.

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