On CNY

a new day.
today woke up at 11plus? long time nv wake up so late le.heh.
cos last nite slept late lor.went to bed at 12.midnight.sharp.lol.
but all i noe was.e last time i looked at my watch.it read 1.24am.
in other words.i hadn slept even til 1plus.
kept tossing in bed.from left to right.right to left.again and again.
dunno y cant get to sleep.somehow jus thinking abt something.
yesterday when he got his post.i only sms-ed him 2words.
'Cheer up.'
were those words enough?
did i seem useless when it comes to consolling him?
yuppies i didn call him last nite.cos he said no need le.
he said he was 'cheered' le.so i left him alone.
but yesterday he was so sad.yet i could only give him 2words.
i somehow think they weren enough.
those 2words didn worth much?
dunno.i think so ba.
was i selfish to make him promise me that he wldn get too sad?
maybe i was.who wldn get sad de?
y didn i spare a tot for his feelings?
who m i to make him promise me?
maybe i m going to leave him alone for a few days.
til ...
i dunno when.
-shrugs-

guolovesduncan *|a|a|a
1.44pm

maybe you wont be reading this.
cos i noe you wont.
anw.
sorry.