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hmmm.|a|a|a.=ppp
yesterday he was online.
she was oso online.
i was online oso.obviously.
i spoke up for her.but he sorta 'yelled' at me.
his reply to me was 'wad you wan!'
i almost burst out into tears mann.
first time he treat me like that.
so i nv talked to him le.
and even decided not to talk to him anymore.
den talked to chris on e phone.talked crap la.
cos chris only kept saying e hE not angry.
but shld he be angry in e first place?
shld be me wat.
not very angry thou.heh.bleahx.
den i hung e phone after a while and sat on e sofa.
listening to 'the reason' again and again.
handphone rang.
was him.he called with his house phone.
by right i was supposed to be kinda angry de.
but when i saw his name on my phone screen.
i immediately ...
dunno how to describe that feeling.
hot in e face anw.heh.
quite hesitant to pick up.
but stil picked up.
i noe him for so long.
he only called me twice.
first time was like in march?to explain something.
second time was last nite.obviously.
dunno wat he wanted to say or ask or watever.
i picked up anw.
"hello..erm..you ok or not?"
den i like so dunno wat to say.
so i said 'ya'.
"really uh?"
den i jus kept saying. 'ya' for like 4 or 5 times.heh.
cos he asked "really uh" for 4 to 5 times oso.lol.
den he 'ya' i 'ya' jus kept 'ya'-ing for a few times.
den was like about 15seconds of silence suddenly.
was really silent mann.
cos both of us dunno wat else to say.
so i said 'yup.really nvm.'
den he 'orh'.
thou he didn apologise at all.
i noe he had only good intention den.
so i said 'ok.bye'.
cos dun wan to talk to him anymore before i start stammering.keke.
when i hung e phone.i was stil hot in e face.lol.
den limin called.
"hey! wouldn you wan to thank me?"
so it was limin who told him.lol.
nice one na.
hmmm.anw.not angry le la of cos.gee.
by rite should be at west mall de.
but rain too big le.so dun go le.
anw.must start on hols assignment le.cant slack le.lol.

guolovesduncan *|a|a|a
1.50pm

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