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haiz.cant afford to c him feel sad.
second entry for today.
but a short one.
yups.haiz.heard something from someone.
which means he wil have to be sad tml.
actually wanted to go n watch him tml.
but i guess i wldnt go le.
cos i cant afford to c him feel sad.
thou he doesn show it.
i believe i can c that he is.
thou it hasn happened.
my god.i hope he wil be fine tml.
wan to call him to talk to him.
tell him not to be sad no matter wat happens.
but i cant do that.
i guess i dun have e ability.
or maybe he wld jus be suspicious that i noe something.
he was so confident previously.
wat if e fact disappoints him?
i cant imagine wat wil happen.
hope he wil be fine tml.
haiz.

//miss.him.loads.
//wish.him.luck.

guolovesduncan *|a|a|a
6.50

pls bear in mind.
no matter wat.
you have me.
behind you.
good luck. =)))

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