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It was another rather productive 12 hours spent in school studying China history. I think studying China history is fun. It reminds me of TVB dramas like 杨贵妃, 封神榜, 西游记, 宫心计 and a lot more. So tempting I feel like watching my TVBs especially from the list that I've prepared in my com! I've been rather engrossed in my studying of late. I realised these days I have nothing to do online and that probably explains why I am online less frequently. Maybe because in the past I felt I needed to be online to be there for someone who never cared if I was there. Now that this obligation is lifted, I think I am a lot more constructive as a person because I don't waste my time on people or matters that are not worth, anymore. Ok I'm not sorry even if I sound mean. Because I do feel that I've wasted a lot of time. But thanks really, for making me realise. I don't hate you. I just sincerely wish I don't bump into you on the streets one day.

Mel introduced Feng-ge's song which is nice. I can't wait for his new album. (Rui, I must send you when I see you online)

I am supposed to be getting stressful but Bren made me laugh like mad in front of the com.

OK EH CHRIS! YOU WANT TO BE MENTIONED SO HERE YOU GO.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA I AM NOT EMOOOOOOOOOOO. Can? LOL
Lack of exclamation marks isn't a sign of unhappiness please. This is not language determinism?

Dear Maxie if you are still following my blog then I hope you read this:
I miss you and I don't like you to be sad just like any other Ohanies too. It's ok if you cannot find yourself because you can reinvent your life, like I did, or am doing now. I know you can, because you are Maxie:)

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I'll never understand.

Some people, you try to break them before you build them. Some people, you are only remembered by them when they need your help. Some people, you spend time trying to change them only to realise you were never someone who could impact their lives. Some people, they hurt you so much but you know, they are just not worth it. So, don't bother. ASPIRE 2010 was a screwed yet another learning experience for me this time. I'd really like to thank my fellow peers for going through shit with me. And thank goodness that I believe in miracles. You never know what happens until the last minute, really. I never felt so shagged, and devastated about people.

All the small things.

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