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It was another rather productive 12 hours spent in school studying China history. I think studying China history is fun. It reminds me of TVB dramas like 杨贵妃, 封神榜, 西游记, 宫心计 and a lot more. So tempting I feel like watching my TVBs especially from the list that I've prepared in my com! I've been rather engrossed in my studying of late. I realised these days I have nothing to do online and that probably explains why I am online less frequently. Maybe because in the past I felt I needed to be online to be there for someone who never cared if I was there. Now that this obligation is lifted, I think I am a lot more constructive as a person because I don't waste my time on people or matters that are not worth, anymore. Ok I'm not sorry even if I sound mean. Because I do feel that I've wasted a lot of time. But thanks really, for making me realise. I don't hate you. I just sincerely wish I don't bump into you on the streets one day.

Mel introduced Feng-ge's song which is nice. I can't wait for his new album. (Rui, I must send you when I see you online)

I am supposed to be getting stressful but Bren made me laugh like mad in front of the com.

OK EH CHRIS! YOU WANT TO BE MENTIONED SO HERE YOU GO.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA I AM NOT EMOOOOOOOOOOO. Can? LOL
Lack of exclamation marks isn't a sign of unhappiness please. This is not language determinism?

Dear Maxie if you are still following my blog then I hope you read this:
I miss you and I don't like you to be sad just like any other Ohanies too. It's ok if you cannot find yourself because you can reinvent your life, like I did, or am doing now. I know you can, because you are Maxie:)

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