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不管是那个每天早上7点20分坐在同一地点折纸的老先生,还是那个总是记得我只喝热豆奶糖份50八仙的女士,又或者是那个款款待人的亚坤老板,我想人人都有一个不为人知的故事。我的故事不算不为人知,因为熟络的朋友大概都略知一二。只是最深处的感受终究无法用言语表达。白雪公主和灰姑娘的故事里都有一个大坏人。坏人最后死了,故事的结尾是大团圆结局。可是我会想,毕竟相处了那么久,真的可以无动于衷吗? 我人生里的大坏人死了,在某种程度上是得到了一些解脱,我却一直在处理一个突然出现的洞孔。我想我比谁都清楚,这个被我自己掏空的洞口从前充满着爱,后来却是被仇恨填满。现在,我还真不知道要用什么来填补。我并不是抱着一种难过的心情在写这篇东西,甚至我今天的心情还不错。只是这些念头一直在脑子里挥之不去,所以需要排遣。

今天打了球,感觉很棒。很久没有好好流一身汗了。

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