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2014年10月23日。雾。

怎么感觉今天这个世界上的人比平时少?明明跟小妹去吃了早餐,很迟才上巴士,结果还是早半小时踏进办公室。

昨天是公共假日。虽然不太喜欢一周中间来个莫名其妙的假日,更喜欢长周末,不过有假日总比没假日来的好。一天二十四小时,我的假日过得相当充实。一大早起床给自己准备了早餐。不算丰盛,不过人嘛,最重要填饱肚子过生活。上了一堂课后,跟小妹吃了令人想忏悔的KFC。最开心的是,大众书局正在举行大减价,我买了很多书和玩具给林立老师的小千金。上了另外一堂课,买了点心给老妈,便回家去继续看我的港剧。剧情让人越来越气。萧小姐回大马,没人听我分享看戏心情,好憋。幸好A也看,不然我会疯掉。

终于的终于,我决定去跑步。这是很值得鼓掌的好不好?要我去跑步简直要我的命。我竟然命都不要地把自己拖出家门。虽然时间不长,肺活量也是惊人的差劲,不过我还真为自己的一点点毅力感到自豪。做了这件不可思议的事后,我弄了两菜一汤给家人。虽然大家总爱嫌东嫌西,但还是觉得自己活在这个世上有点用。至少我对这个社会还是有点贡献的。

以前总觉得有没有公共假日真的都没差。那是因为以往总在蹉跎岁月,从来不会好好利用时间做些自己喜欢的事。尽管现在并没有好多少,但是已经慢慢体会到假日的意义和珍贵。也许人总要经历一些事,要老一些,才会意识到从前没有意识到的事。这种通过时间才能得到的体会,是任何其他管道都无法给你的。所以时光一去不复返也许有它一定的意义。

 
时间到了,该做正事了。

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