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It was a rough night yesterday. Partly due to the cramps, and partly because my thoughts wouldn't let go of certain things. Naturally, I woke up with much angst. I stepped into office feeling extremely lethargic and figured it would be a bad day. B texted and I grumbled about being really tired and down. She got me a green tea latte and walked all the way to my office (15min walk with a lot of steps), passed me the drink, patted my shoulder, and remarked, "Be happier." I really do appreciate the gesture. Because it was one of those times I felt unimportant and needed assurance. I always need assurance.

I thought I was going to die from the painful cramps when boss' office called and asked me to take part in the Halloween treasure hunt held by the school. The news sped up the rate of dying. Thank goodness, my other three teammates were so spontaneous they made me very excited, thus I forgot my pain. The badminton session with J and G at night further catalysed the adrenaline rush in me that the pain got a lot less painful. Though, my limbs are breaking now I think I need to crash.

Really thankful. Friday turned out fine after all.

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